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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Thursday, April 29, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/29/2004 09:55:00 PM |
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=Time To Cope With Stress=
New techno
Caater feat Trinity - Queen Of The Night
Great lyrics, great melody. Itz one of those techno that is sentimental, speaking of love.Definately one of my favourite!
Hope bestie recovers from her swelling on her cheek. That poor girl got hit by the hockey ball. Now one of her eyes has a blood clot. Please take care best, get well soon ya =)
Tomorrow I be following Charles to CCAB to watch the hockey group stage. Acjc have to win to stay in the competition. Then after which will be the netball competition where charles' baby will be playing so gona follow him to support her. Maybe after the whole thing is over, i go to marina square to get a fighting glove. Hope it is cheap, Darren said its a rule to wear these gloves if we want to strike during a fight. (during fighting competition of course) And oh ya i need a ball gaurd too. haha Anyway as you can see, I'm damn into this mixed martial art thingy. Yeah it so fun! and its a great workout. I just remembered Darren coaches the local mixed martial arts powerhouse called Team Tsunami. I think he feels bored teaching me cause I'm like how lousy. Its the first time i ever taken up a martial arts course too!
Tomorrow 7.30 i have physics tuition 2! Its going to be a tiring day. Sat will be even more tiring.
11am : Bowling training
1pm : Vjc funfair
6pm :Mixed martial Art
My weekends are getting more packed with activities, but i guess thats good right, the more activities we have, the less chances there are for us to do stupid things. We tend to be more focus in the things we do, more organise so things will seem to be in place. I have to learn to cope with stress and the activities filled day. Time for a bath now, take care everyone......................................................................................
Monday, April 26, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/26/2004 10:46:00 PM |
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=Groove Coverage!=
Groove Coverage has become my favourite techno group. =)
Realise that all their songs talked about women, relationship and love. Songs like "God Is A Girl", obviously they are trying to say women should have equal rights and be seen as equal to men. God has always been portrayed as a guy, what if 1 day we realise god is actually a girl. Guess some guys will just go crazy and unable to accept the truth since we always thought men is the superior sex and most of our ego are so big, its unbelieveable.
Theres something that i have always been wondering, why must girls be judged by how pretty or how hot they are. Guys always talk about girls' looks and body. It seems to me that guys to girls, looks and body seem to only be secondary, but yet to most guys, how a girl look is primary. The world is wierd huh.....................How come an extremely rich and ugly and fat guy can attract the prettiest girl, but yet the richest but yet ugly and fat woman usually don't get married to the most handsome guy in the world. Are we guys that superficial? Sometimes really hope guys and girls can be equal, but just as bestie said theres nothing is equal in this world.
"Girls should do the labour for guys, the girl cannot be smarter than me, I must be better than the girl in everything. My girlfriend cannot be smarter than me etc. Guys are the best" quoted from someone from my class. Ahh fuck you man, can u stop being so sexist sigh..........since secondary school, i have been pondering over this sexist thing. Its stuck in my mind. Yes I'm a guy but still sometimes i just wonder why can't men and women be treated equally..............and I know i'm damn ego so i wonder too why are guys borned to have such big ego.
Then theres the other songs by Groove coverage such as " The End", "Little June", "7years and 50days", "poison" etc...all these talks about woman, love and relationship. Great techno with meaningful lyrics.............the lyrics of techno really make me stop and think about life..........................It is really meaningful if you are willing to read through the lyrics, which most people don't since they hate techno........................................
strong>Little June
By Groove Coverage
She was out with her friends almost every night,
she was young she had fun till the morninglight.
Never took always gave, that was new for us,
cause love will never die ...
Little June is living for tomorrow,
taken away on a beautyful day.
Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
she closed her eyes as she left for the skies.
Little June is living for tomorrow,
every day she justs wanted to stay.
Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
now that she's gone we all have to move on.
When she left we all cried, it could not be true,
by the hands of a man that she barely knew.
Little June like the moon shining down on us,
cause love will never die ...
Little June is living for tomorrow,
taken away on a beautyful day.
Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
she closed her eyes as she left for the skies.
Little June is living for tomorrow,
every day she justs wanted to stay.
Little June is swallowing her sorrow,
now that she's gone we all have to move on
Sunday, April 25, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/25/2004 11:07:00 AM |
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=Remember=
Pain is rising, deep inside,
I've been dying, I've been trying...
Call my name in lonely nights
and where the love goes is where the wind blows.
I can remember all the things that you said,
will I remember can I remember?
I see emotion in your eyes,
will I remember can I remember?
Loneliness is killing me...
I've been dying, I've been trying...
Live your life and let mine be,
cause where the love goes is where the wind blows.
I can remember all the things that you said,
will I remember, can I remember?
I see the motion in your soul,
will I remember, can I remember?
If I was just a sailor could I sail without a boat?
If I ever had a harbour I would never loose my hope...
Will you turn my inspiration will you turn the world with me?
If I ever had a harbour I would be the deepest sea!
Groove Coverage - Remember
Remember the promises we made to each other. I hope you will keep them always cause I'm sure I have kept mine. I have not broke any of them, never will. I trust you won't too.
Remember the times we chatted on icq, till late at night. Remember the late conversation on the phone. Those were great!
Remember the times you were there for me when no one else was. Remember how you encourage me when I was down, no one can ever make me feel the way you do.
Now................
I wish everything will stay the same as it is now and always be a reality, not memories =)
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| :: Ashley | | 4/25/2004 03:35:00 AM |
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=SlEeP=
What am I up for at this hour? i really have no idea, just could not continue to sleep. Woke up only to be in disappointment. I hate this feeling, feel so lost. I have not been up at this hour for very long, been sleeping really well for the past months or so. Sigh
Should I go to church? Only there can i find peace and a clear mind, where nothing else matters, or rather i try to make everything else not matter.
You said to do without expecting anything. I'll try.
I'm Sorry.
Saturday, April 24, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/24/2004 10:53:00 PM |
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=Mix Martial Art=
Scratched face, scratched chest. A twisted ankle and a almost broken elbow. Haha today was the first day of the mix martial art lessons. Definately great man! Wrestled with Rehan and this 50yr old woman who is extremely strong haha. We sort of change partners every 2 minute. The instructor Darren did like most of the demo on me. All the trips and arm lock, damn pain! felt like the was going to dislocate any moment.
Darren is a damn bloody good fighter man. He just kill anyone haha. Hes short, but he can fight. Anyway took out my ear stick cause after the lesson was over, my shirt had blood and realise my ear hole was bleeding badly so ya. Sigh have to part with my first ear hole, and the ear stick that i truly treasure alot. Why didn't I sign up for mixed martial art sooner man!!!! Had so much fun. Though its really physical but its great.
Woke up at like 6.45 today, went to ccab to watched the hockey match between vjc and mi first and then the rjc acjc match. Sadly vjc drew with Mi, heard from someone vj suppose to trash MI like 4 5 nil. could see the disappointment in their faces. Oh well there are ups and down in sports.
Acjc lost 3-0 to rjc. Enough said. But i like to add a comment. Syah has great sportsmanship! But theres this mother fucker, even when Syah wanted to shake his hand he like heck syah. I mean the match is over right, even though you got red carded partly because of him so what, you were the one who slap his head first right, so its your fault too. And you could also at least shake his hand right. WTF, if i were syah i fucking just punch that guy. Hate people like this with attitude. Heard that guy like in hockey and soccer combine school and taking 2 S paper, but with a fucked up attitude like that, who cares about your achievement.............BOY. I'm no hockey player and I know nothing about the game but still i feel what he did was not right.
Going to sleep now, tomorrow have to do my work............sorry have to let out my anger here .... take care people....... =)
Friday, April 23, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/23/2004 11:18:00 AM |
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=Im Tired !=
These few days in school have been like hell, Physics been terrible. I do not understand superposition at all. Sigh, I'm just going to do very badly for my terms. Did not go to school today cause i woke up at 6.45. I was late! So decided to continue sleeping, anyway my toe not healing, Its still pain, damn.
Oh, Yesterday i received a letter from the traffic police, i pass my advance theory!!!! YAY! Did not expect to receive it so early cause they said around 2weeks time, anyway no more theory for me!! its practial now...Sigh I'm still short of cash and i left only about 8 more lessons i tik. Have to think of ways to get money haha
Going to study now shall blog later, might be going rehan house to do maths with sunil and rehan and charles maybe
Monday, April 19, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/19/2004 09:34:00 PM |
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=fuck up!=
Its a fucked up world. Everything just not going right for me. I told myself to study hard, not to slack but what happen, i slacking like a dog. Everyday I come home and sleep, surf around the internet, watch television, wate my time lazing around. Now things are getting complicated, whats wrong with me? Im confused by everything people say! I have no aim in life, the just walking the path with no purpose.
Today went to school and found out something that had happened. One of my friend broke with his girlfriend of close to 2 years. Long distant relationships are hard to work out . Some find another person they like over at the country, while others just change. Well thats the way life is you win some you lose some. Hope you don't get too upset over it ya. Memories will definately come back once in a while, cherish it cause I'm sure those are sweet memories which you will laugh and cry =)
Anyway went to church on sunday, after 18 years I finally went to church. I must say people there are really friendly, was uncomfortable for awhile after which it was alright. The songs were great, i felt the words that were said were meant for me. It was about sex and how its suppose to be a wonderful thing in the eyes of god, but when sex becomes perversion, thats when its wrong. Somehow i feel great after going to church, though i was having a bad headache, cause the night before saturday drank 2 1/2 glasses of graveyard at indochine. Was quite high, but knew what i was doing. Nice place with great people, ng yun fiona sheryl and rehan. Oh and saturday was serene's birthday! happy 18th birthday girl!!!!!!!
Today is appeal appeal birthday !!! happy 18th birthday to you too!!! techno forever man, now you're 18 time to go party at a techno club! just chiong ! haha Hope you had a great 18 birthday ! Legal age to club and fag already huh haha =)
Have to study for maths test now, have to run. Take care people.
Love changes everyone.
Friday, April 16, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/16/2004 01:52:00 PM |
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Just read your blog, have to admit it brings back memories, happy as well as sad memories. We just have to move on in life. Don't dwell on the past but concentrate on moulding your future. The bright future that you have. =)
School just ended, today been such a hot and humid day man. Had like 3periods of prac which i almost melted in the lab. Sian 1/2 man. Now I'm in th e library waiting for charles to finish his extra lesson before going with rehan and him to study somewhere in holland i guess. Damn hungry. These few days been spending alot on food. I always eat like 2 meals during recess, and thats only recess not counting lunch yet. Just recess alone i can spend like $7, i think the money i spend on food is more than i spend when i eat outside.
Anyway Wesley says hi blog, he wants me to mention him on my blog, don't know why too but ya hi wes! You are handsome. Feel damn stupid doing this hahaha
Got to run charles here already, gona follow him take his lit book in the canteen =) Today going to be such a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/14/2004 11:00:00 PM |
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=SpEcIaL dAy!=
Its a special day,
With a special feeling.
Promises which i made
Will never be broken,
The feeling so good,
No more jealousy
No more anxious times
The trust have been gained.
A whole new beginning,
A whole new chapter
of a magical story
Is ready to be told
There is no end,
Happiness is all that we have,
all that we experience.
All I just want to tell you now is
Thanks for everything.
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/13/2004 11:10:00 PM |
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A Wish
I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes"
"tell me what you see"
I see only two people,
just you and me.
We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...
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Have you ever felt like you knew some people a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
5 people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?
Did we stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
5 souls intertwined, We are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.
Somehow we are drawn together, fate has brought us back,
Each living worlds apart, our journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Our souls will find each other, 5 souls that we call friends.
Just for the 5 of us....................................................................................................
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| :: Ashley | | 4/13/2004 11:00:00 PM |
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=FoR yOu=
Grow old along with me
the best is yet to be.
- Robert Browning -
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| :: Ashley | | 4/13/2004 02:35:00 PM |
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=operation toenail!=
70% confidence of passing my advance theory. Fuck man, was quite troubled about something while doing my test. It was constantly at the back of my mind, nvm maybe by some miracle i will pass my advance. I really want to quickly complete all my driving lessons so i can go book tp. But first have to find a way to get money legally to book for lessons,haha think ashley think!!!
Anyway i did not go to school today, had an appointment with the doctor at Gleneagles Hospital. Performed a minor operation on me. I had an ingrown toe nail. The nail was growing into my flesh so it was damn pain, had to remove it, furthermore the flesh was infected. The injection was quite pain, the doctor injected me like 3 times but still my toe was not numb, he said he could not hit my nerve. He sat down thought for a while, before telling me to bear the pain. Damn! he then injected anaesthetic into my infected flesh, was fucking pain, but after while it was totally numb and he began cutting my flesh away and took out some broken nail under the nail. Well thats what he said haha.
This is not the end, he said if the problem persist he have to cut part of the nail so as to ensure the nail does not grow again. Which means i will only have part of my nail if that happens. haha Actually i really can't be bothered, hope he can just cut my nail and get it over with, then i will not have to worry about cutting my toe nail or getting ingrown toenail again.
Waiting for the waterheater repair man to come repair the water heater, sigh these few days everything been cocking up. Just a few days ago, water was leaking from the walls cause the water overflow from god knows where. Sigh i'm so tired feel like sleeping but i can't. Weather been really hot these few days, argh!! when will the weather in Singapore be normal, like not too hot nor constantly raining.
This techno has been stuck to my head for a damn bloody long time. Go download it now, its really one of the best techno i ever heard.
Its Just For You =)
TeChNo Of ThE dAy : Tyfoon - Rainbow
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be Alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
Cause Of You
I Can Finally Live My Dream Now
Cause Of You
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
And I Know...
We Will Walk This Road Together
Just The Two Of Us
Through The Bright And Stormy Weather
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be Alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be Alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
Just For You
I Will Walk A Million Miles Now
Only You
You Can Make It All Worth While
And I Know We Will Walk This Road Together
Just The Two Of Us
Through The Bright And Stormy Weather
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky...........................................
Monday, April 12, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/12/2004 03:00:00 PM |
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=Driving Test!=
Going for my advance theory test soon, have to go there early to do some practice. Anyway I'm having practical at 4.40, so might as well go there early, wish me luck, hope i pass my advance then can concentrate on my pract. Sigh have to pay for my own driving mum does not want me to continue, she asked me to concentrate on my studies but i can't driving and cars are my life =)
Saturday, April 10, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/10/2004 11:32:00 PM |
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=SigH!=
Where are you???????????????????????????????????????????????? sigh............................................................................................................................
Met up with rehan and rehan bro at great world city where rehan bro drove us to 2 ridley road...I think is ridley road or is it ridley park not sure, anyway theres 5 ferraris, 2 lambos i think and a zonda. and i heard theres a car garage down at the basement where the rest of the "lousier" cars are. And theres this huge eagle statue that is at least 1 1/2 or 2 stories high. FUCK! i bet it cost at least 10 to 20 million. That rich ass mother fucker!
After which went to rehan house to do some work, before heading off to orchard for dinner. Met ng yun fiona peggy erica and michelle with rehan at fareast. Shopped with them for a while, been a while since i last went out with them. Great time man!! went home with ng yun at abt 9.30. Stopped by the arcade to play kof since no one wanted to accompany me...........reached home at about 10.30. SUddenly felt like running so ran from my house to al ameen there, don't know how long was it, but it took my mind off my troubles. It was damn far, had stiches and felt really dizzy. While walking back, i don't know why but felt i was being watched by someone. No shit, cause i was walking pass some dark areas, really creepy. ARGH! still feeling so dizzy. guess its the lack of water, oh well just have to take care of myself, no one is here to take care of me anymore.
All i wanted is abit of your attention. To appreciate my care and concern for you.......you will never know how worried iw as for you when i did not hear from you the whole day,yes i know you were busy and i should not bother you, but....ah nvm.......
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| :: Ashley | | 4/10/2004 08:40:00 AM |
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=LoVe Is AlL aRoUnD=
Love is all around. Yesterday Charles' happiest day of his life but my expression was the sian 1/2 expression. Felt damn bad.However i was really happy for charles deep down inside.Shall go into detail later on
Met up with Rehan and Sunil at ps. Waited for those 2 indians for like 1hr? haha played 4hrs of kof before that. Met jeremy and neil at the arcade, been a while since i last talked to them. Decided to go to Times bookshop while waiting for rehan and sunil, read through flex, Damn, Brock is really huge, the people in the mag are huge! Hope to be like me..........haha kidding, I'm far too short to train until like them. I look disgusting man. Anyway the 3 of us wanted to watch a movie but the queue was the ultimate at ps, it streches until the arcade, and furthermore we could not decide what movie to watch. So since we were all hungry, we decided to go to newton to eat and wait for charles.
Been awhile since we last met up to eat at newton man, but the food was not that good,guess the standard dropped abit, still i enjoyed my dinner with them. Anyway we suddenly came up with the brilliant idea to wait for charles at suai's house, so we called tanya (tanya is suai's neighbour) to find out the address. Waited for charles for like 1hr. Tanya was really nice to accompany the 3 of us, and rehan was constantly trying to jag tanya haha
When charles came, we told tanya to walk first and we hid behind a bend so charles could not see us. Tanya told suai she went for a walk, and a while later 3 of us came walking out. Should have seen the look on charles face, charles stood there not moving a single bit,suai was like oh my god. haha it was damn funny. Well as brothers we had to be there to be the first to experience and witness the joy of charles. After Suai went home, 4 of us decided to head down to a pub at bukit timah for a drink, chatted and shared a jug of beer before heading home. Enjoyed myself so much yesteday man.
The next day i'm looking forward to now is SUNDAY!!! yay can't wait for sunday!
Anyway just for the record, yes!!!! it is official..
CHARLES AND SU AI ARE OFFICIALLY A COUPLE!!!!!!!!!!
DJ BOBO
Love Is All Around
Love is all around. Love is all around
Love is all around. Love is all around
Everywhere you look Love is all around
See in the eyes of a mother and a child
See in the eyes of a friend
Love is all around. Love is all around
Love is all around
My heart starts boom, my arms so weak
My head is exploding everyday of the week
Can't eat, can't sleep cause your body so sweet
Put your hand to my heart, then you feel the beat
You the wonderful girl with that sexual healing
When I hold your hand, and I get this feeling
You the only one, feel so proud
Sweet sweet girl your love is all around
I'm dancing and I feel like flying
And I see this girl, she is crying
I take her in my arms its like a dream
The most beautiful girl in the world I've seen
Look up to me, I see it in your eyes
The moment of truth, no more lies
It's love, love at the first site
Like heaven on earth, it's shining bright
Monday, April 05, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/05/2004 11:07:00 PM |
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thats it! I'm dead, i was just flipping through the notes of SHM ac and induction. Tomorrow I'm going to fail my physics, i ready for it. For the 1st time i nv finish reading my package, i have no motivation to study already, whats happening to me. I need a miracle to survive tomorrow physics and gp test............................a real big miracle.............................
Cascada - Miracle
Boy meets girl
You were my dream my world
But i
Was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know its true
I'm still in love with you.......
I need a miracle,
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see,
That you are made for me,
I need a miracle,
Please let me be your girl
One day you see,
Can happen to me
I need a miracle,
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you see
Can happen to me
Late, at night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know
For sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So fate attract
No need to ask me why
Cause I know its true
I'm still in love with you
I need a miracle,
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you see
Can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle,
Please let me be your girl
One day you see
Can happen to me
Can happen to me
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| :: Ashley | | 4/05/2004 08:41:00 PM |
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Visit this website man
it damn funny hahaha
http://www.geocities.co.jp/Milano-Cat/7098/abc.html
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| :: Ashley | | 4/05/2004 07:22:00 PM |
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=drenched!=
sigh today i had to go for driving lessons with a wet shoes, got caught in the heavy downpour. Shit man, just when my toe is becoming somewhat infected and i needed to keep it dry. It happened to my left toe before and i needed to remove part of toe nail, not its my right toe sian 1/2. Don't want to go for another surgery, furthermore national school is around the corner.
Anyway i'm finishing stage1 soon, yay hope can qucikly finish then move on to stage 2, complete it then can book tp. But i'm damn scare, what if i don't pass my tp test on my first try. Its like everytime i go my prac lessons, the tester all look damn fierce man.I think if i'm the one taking the test i will be damn nervous and comfirm fumble. Oh well thats a long way more, worry about that next time, 12/4 is my advance theory hope i can pass on the first try and tomorrow my gp package test and physics test argh!!! Have not study for physics, cannot disappoint chan boon hui, she really has put in alot alot alot alot of effort in teaching us..........
Currently Listening To : DC-10 - Flying High (Dj D-Lusion mix)
Friday, April 02, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/02/2004 12:13:00 PM |
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=SiGh=
Been feeling down recently, and it did not help that i keep on coughing non stop and my nose bled yesterday during recess. Pimples are coming out, it never been so serious, usually it goes away after a few days argh!!!!! Have to go for facial soon!!!
Things aren't going too well for me, sometimes i think it is just me. its just my attitude, its the way i look at things, i'm too sensitive...............................someone please help me, i need to get out of this fucked up place. SET ME FREE!!! i get really sensitive, especially to people who are very dear to me.............why am i like that, the only escape i have now is to listen to trance and techno and euro dance. Feel free, feel great, in a surreal world, no worries, no troubles.
TeChNo Of ThE dAy : Groove Coverage - God Is A girl
Artist: Groove Coverage
Song Title: God Is A Girl
Remembering me,
Discover and see -
All over the world
She's known as a girl.
To those who are free,
The mind shall be key.
Forgotten as the past,
'Cause history will last...
God is a girl
Wherever you are,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
God is a girl
Whatever you say,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
God is a girl
However you live,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
God is a girl,
She's only a girl,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
She wants to shine
Forever in time,
She is so driven
She's always mine.
Clearly and free
She wants you to be
A part of the future,
A girl like me...
There's a sky
Illuminating us,
Some-one is out there
That we truly trust.
There is a rainbow
For you and me,
A beautifull sunrise
Eternally...
God is a girl
Wherever you are,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
God is a girl
Whatever you say,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
God is a girl
However you live,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
God is a girl,
She's only a girl,
Do you believe it?
Can you receive it?
Thursday, April 01, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 4/01/2004 10:23:00 PM |
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=Techno Siao=
Just had training what a tiring day again!!!! haiz had like 5 periods of physics today!!3 in a row and another double after school. I really admire chan boonhui man, she really has the stamina. haha we were all super shag listening to her explaining AC but yet shes till full of energy. I can really see shes not giving up on us(you rarely see this in acjc teachers, at least thats what i think), though we're weak in physics, shes still patient in explaining the concept and answers to questions. I remember got like 35/70 for my physics terms, it is quite bad actually, i mean its a marginal pass. But what was really encouraging was she drew a smiley face on mu test script, and wrote"Good improvement. You can do it". a simple note like that really made me smile and i everytime i feel like slacking i would think," chan boonhui not giving up on me why should i give up on myself?" but ya sometimes i would slack abit. I mean once a slacker always a slacker =p Its teachers like these that always encourage the weaker students and not giving up on them that i really admire alot
I know i will not be able to do it. This is shown when i get really irritated when i try to teach my sis maths but she still does not understand. It really take patience to teach us students, especially when we asked even the simplest questions. Another problem would be students asking the same questions over and over again. I remember there was once we were trying to finish our integration tutorial, and siwei forgot the formula of the trigo identities. Daniel sun then wrote out all the formula on his tutorial. Without knowing he just wrote out the formula on siwei tutoria;, i went to asked him the same qns again. He wrote out the identites again! there were like 6 or 7 identites and he did it without complaining or like asked me to go check my notes of siwei's tutorial. Can you imagine he has like other classes and everytime he goes into another clas they asked the same qns? how sian that man. I guess some teachers really have great patience that i really admire alot!
Anyway sigh things have not been going well for me these few days. The things we talked about now are narrowed down to a only a few topics. In the past we would taled about our lives, what happened in school and stuff but now.........haiz.....you know and i know... nvm we try to change that ya don't worry =)
Sigh sat gp terms , tues is the gp package test argh!!! so many tests!!! 1 essay and a compre sigh!! i hate writing essays but got to go through with it....i have to at least pass decently man, got like d7 in the term exam 1 sian 1/2 ! have to rush through my physics prac now before revising my physics =) .................................
Btw Appeal's birthday coming not suppose to say when.....appeal appeal!!! can't wait for you to turn 18...remember!!! that week sat music underground....techno whole night man!!! i'm really techno siao....i'm so addicted to techno........................................
TeChNo Of ThE dAy : Solid Base - Stay With Me
Solid Base - Stay With Me
Come back to me, why did you leave me
I want to know. You must believe me
Here in my arms I can't let you go. I want you to know
That you are the one so please stay with me
Stay with me, stay with me now and forever
Don't you know that I need you. I want you in my life
I want you to stay with me,
Stay with me now and forever
Don't you know that I need you. I want you in my life
Stay with me now, I need you so. Don't you know
Stay with me now, I can't let you go. No, no, no
A mistery, I can't believe it
It's hard to see why did you leave me
Here in my arms I can't let you go. I want you to know
That you are the one so please stay with me
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What I Know About Myself
