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Sunday, July 24, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 7/24/2005 12:28:00 PM |
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=Untitled=
Foot topo next week. I hate navigation.
I'm becoming really tired easily. I'm drifting away from the most important thing in life. God please save me.
Met nigel yest, its great catchin up with him. Had loads of fun yesterday! Haha, I miss my bmt days.
Sigh, I really don't know what to type already.
The times we spent together will always be remembered. And of course we can still be besties still. I will still be there if you need help, just give me a call. Though I will only be out on weekends, I will still try my best.
It was fun. I will never forget the times we spent together. The many laugh we had, the countless time you made me do stupid things. The argument we had, both big and small, the first time we met. The many times we scolded each other but doing things we don't like. Its not only the happy times that I will miss, but also the times we fought. Both the sad and happy times.
So I guess its goodbye for now, take care in nus. Study hard, its a tough course and you spent a large amount of time deciding on what to do so since you chose it treasure your place in uni and in the course. Hope to attend your graduation. Haha,By then I would ORD alrdy and be studying in ntu. Oh ya, cherish the freedom you have. Haha Cya soon.
Siria - I Will Believe It
It's over boy
Everyone can tell
No need to hide it from your friends
It's sad but its true
You got yourself to blame
And you will never understand
Don't try to talk me into it again
Chorus
I will believe it
When I see it
With my own eyes
No more lies
I wil believe it
When I receive the love that make me feel alive
I will believe it
When I see it
With my own eyes
No more lies
I will believe it
But I can't see your love so
Now I realise
This is good bye
Let's face it boy
It wasn't mean to be
You and me
Don't you understand
Don't try to talk me into it again...
(Chorus)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 7/16/2005 06:44:00 PM |
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=Show Me The Love=
Armour great man!! This week was quite xiong. Every night we Come back from outfield at ilke 12am. Waking up at 5.30 to do circuit training. its really no joke. But after all those circuit training, I'm have finally gotten my gold for ippt after like 18 yrs of getting bronze, pass and silver. It feels great man.
Anyway, lt albert wife is from acjc, in fact according to sgt and ooc, she is my batch. And according to albert, they are getting married soon and his wife is expecting a child. I really want to know whos that girl, but I doubt shes from my batch cause her names is rachel and theres only 1 rachel after going through the year book.
Had a great buffet lunch with derwin richard and chris. Chatted witht the uncle at the electronic store for awhile. Haha, hes from armour last time and is around our age. Got my zen neon, and I love it so much! Haha, finally bought my mp3 player.
After that me and rehan proceeded to jason hotel room for his birthday. I must say, ritz services are fucking good. They greet you the moment you enter the hotel, the suite was huge, and they had everything in the bathroom. They even had they salt thingy to put into the bath tub while you just sit back and relax. The view from the bath tub was breath taking. It over look the etire city hall. Haha.
Drank abit there, watched euro trip which was very entertaining and hornyyyyy too. Haha.
Then I was there, staring at esplande. Staring at the railings, the rocky slope where people will sit with their love one and chat through the night. Its just so romantic, sitting there, hear the sound of the waves, the cool breeze carressing your face as you two are just staring at the water, talking about your relationship, things that happen the past week, basically just spending time with each other. Not giving a fuck of what people will think as they see you two kissing, hugging and touching each other. both of you are just in your own world. No worries at all.
Sigh, I don't know I just don't have the mood to type. I just can't find words to describe yesterday night. Haha.
Taking a break now from everything...........................
LunaSpace - Show Me The Light
Caught in the dream of yesterday
And the world so far away
Show me that love is here to stay
Can we find another way
Please take me far away
To the world of yesterday
Chorus
I wait for my dreams to come true
Its another point of view
You don't have time and you'll find
You're always on my mind
You believe..
that I have a fear
The time right to show me the light
You show me the light.....
You show me the light.....
Maybe I'm too blind to see
There's no chance for you and me
But you're always in my heart
And I knew it from the start
Just come back to me and stay
You'll find another way
(Chorus)
Sunday, July 10, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 7/10/2005 12:07:00 PM |
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=Its Just Another Day=
Wing run at east coast park next week...I love that palce. Anyway, sigh things hasn't been going well for me. I hate myself, sometimes I feel the things i do are always wrong.
I'm never able to make the people I love feel special.
Starting from next week I'm just gona take a break from everything. I'm just gona relax, do simple stuff like going out for movies. No more clubbing till late nights.
Anyway just for all you people from Specialist Training Wing, MAJOR EMILIN was spotted at liquid room by bx course Derwin. Haha
Next week is IPPT, I'm gona get my gold, I'm close. Very Close. 10secs and I will get my gold.
I know I haven't been going to church. I know I'm still searching, searching for that special something which have eluded me.
God please help me, and my family.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 7/03/2005 11:48:00 AM |
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=Big Bad Love=
The heartache is over
I pushed you aside
Theres no more illusion
Have you realised
There's no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is broken
Now I'm on my own
I so tired of you big bad love
I'm so fed up with your big bad love(x2)
Your cruel game is over
You find them too hard
There's no more confusion
New life and New Start
Its no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last Chain is broken
I miss this song. Sigh, My com is giving a headache. theres something wrong with the connection man. Its like I can only be online for awhile
What the fuck rite. Ohh well.
I can't wait for uni to start, but first I have to go through army life which is so damn fucked up.
I don't want an army life anymore, please, I can't wait to ord and just fuck off.
I want to be in my hostel studying, playing with my com, go for parties, drink, chill out just relax.
I want to just go town and hang out with my friends. ARGHH!
I guess you are really enjoying yourself.
Not a word from you at all.
So many songs including this reminds me of you.
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