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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Sunday, August 26, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 8/26/2007 10:35:00 AM |
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=Spirit Of Yesterday=
I remember the days
I remember the place
cause I wish you were mine
just a moment in time
say my name in the night
and to you it feels right
cause into your arms I fall
You decided to leave
just as long as I breathe
it's my very last try
and you tell me "goodbye"
I remember the place
I remember the days
the best time of my life
Refrain:
I call
the spirit of yesterday
spirit of yesterday
I fall
into your arms again
into your arms one day
I call
the spirit of yesterday
spirit of yesterday
I fall
into your arms again
into your arms one day
I'm recalling the days
I recall the right place
cause I wish you were here
to be my atmosphere
paint my name in the sky
angel wings to get high
'cause into your arms I fall
you are just need to ease
and for now I say please
it's my massage to you
It's the last rendez-vous
I remember the place
I remember the days
the best time of my life
Refrain:
I call
the spirit of yesterday
spirit of yesterday
I fall
into your arms again
into your arms one day
I call
the spirit of yesterday
spirit of yesterday
I fall
into your arms again
into your arms one day
Spirit of yesterday, yesterday
I fall into your arms one day, one day!
Spirit of yesterday, Spirit am I fall away?
I wanna call the spirit of yesterday
Into your arms one day
Into your arms just stay
I wanna fall into your arms one day.. (x2)
Fall into your arms one day One day uhmmm, one day.
I Miss you. The song says it all.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 8/25/2007 08:20:00 PM |
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=You Keep Me Going=
Fucking shagged out from training. I did Muaythai and MMA today. Was still burned out from yesterday's 10min of mma. I couldn't believe my stamina was so bad. I was practically fighting with my hands by my side. I couldn't bring it up. Now I know how Gomi must have felt when he fought with Nick Diaz. The only difference is he fought with full power but I fought with minimal power. So my cardio is definately way way behind his.
I felt so damn fucking good after training. I focused all my sadness on the pads and the physical. I was thinking of us when I was doing the pushups and kicking the pads. I was pushing myself even though I knew my body couldn't take anymore punishments. Yup thats how much you affect me.
Ahh fuck that.
I wish we were back to our JC days. Those were happy times.
I miss the ac days. I miss the ac people. Everytime I see a fellow ac guy or girl I just can't help but feel so happy. Its the connection I tell you. No one will understand us. And yes we all love ac don't we! :)
I hate NTU. I really do.
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| :: Ashley | | 8/25/2007 10:38:00 AM |
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=With Or Without You=
With or without you
With or without you
I can live
With or without you
Life still goes on. I miss you all of the time cause frankly I don't think I can find someone just like you or even coming close to being like you. No one could ever make me feel so comfortable like the way you did.
Thank you. I don't think I can move on but I'm trying. I'm trying my best.
Somehow I know it easier for you.
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| :: Ashley | | 8/25/2007 12:55:00 AM |
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=This Is The Last Time=
Angels OrDevils
this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in youbut fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
this is the last time that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
This is the last time. I still love you alot.
Somehow you are the benchmark. I don't know why.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 8/23/2007 01:12:00 PM |
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=You=
You are my achilles heel.
Life has been bad without you.
Afterall, it was my fault
Friday, August 10, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 8/10/2007 10:10:00 AM |
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=The 3 Crazy Fuckers In Aust=
Sch starting in an hour. Physics 1, sigh. Don't call me weird but I'm kinda looking forward to lecture :)
I'm spending too much money and smoking too much. I definately have to exercise some control.
To the 3 crazy fuckers in Aust.
Lilin : Its not that I never call you ok! But you always seem so busy then yesterday drunk only then call me! Hahaha Always try to tlk to you online but someone always very busy. Furthermore your internet phone down how to talk?!?!? Hahaha But it was great hearing your voice and talking to you yesterday :) Thanks for calling, you really made my day.How? Any story to tell me about last night? Hahhahahaha
Rehan : Fuck you! You also another one, high only then call me. Hhaha Have you gotten your internet? Can you please hurry up on the internet thingy so we can chat more often online or over voip. Haiyo! And study hard la. Don't keep playing and thinking about your chai! Hhahahahahaa I'm fucking a nerd here la, go to school, study then its back to hall. Hahaha
Eunice : Call me soon please! You always say you were gona call me but you never! Haha Why too busy daviding is it? Hahhaha You have a fixed phone line right? I will go get the calling card so I can call u. Hahah You take care in Aust too ya.
I miss you guys alot!!!
Alright. Its time to go back to bed and wait for class to start. Hahha :)
Thursday, August 09, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 8/09/2007 11:29:00 AM |
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=Hall Camp, Wala=
Come to think of it, Hall camp wasn't that bad. Well other than the initiation night and all the stupid cheers my group, Anouka, was actually really really good. They are seriously a fun bunch of people.
We had the orientation games for the first 2 days. In which the 2nd day was so fucking dirty and I had to wear my favourite Fun-O-Rama tshirt! Its really my favourite ok!
After that we had our SP night which I was blindfolded and they got like 3 girls to talk to me. I seriously hate such games. I mean whats the point, you a guy and girl really like each other they don't need to be match make what. Oh well but my SP was damn fun so I'm not complaining. Hahha
Then there was the sentosa games which was alright just that I was suffering from a little hang over from the massive drinking session at charles' birthday. Hahaha. Now thats what you called drinking man. hahah
Initiation night was a bitch which I don't want to talk about. Then came SP night at club home. Was abit disappointed that many people didn't stay but my og did danced abit and drank too! Hahaha Was kinda fun but everyone left really early. So anyway that concluded my hall camp, it was damn shag la.
I still remember during SP night Gibson suddenly asked me, ohh wait, told me...you're a fake freshie right! Haha I was totally taken aback la. It was too sudden. Hhaha He said that I don't behave like the other freshie cause I didn't talk much. Well, I don't know man, its just that I didn't really like the camp in the beginning and how it really controlled my week.
Ogls were great. We won best Og! Haha
Anyway, ysterday was wala with the guys. Fun shit la! Its always great to hang out with the guys especially when Ngak is singing. Hhaha I still have no idea why all of a sudden Ngak just called me an ah beng. Hahhaa
Wala was damn fun la. I mean when I thought about those crazy people squeezing at zouk trying to dance, not to mention the queuing part, I jus can't help but feel sooo happy and free!!! Haha Cause it was so spacious at wala and also I'm able to spend time with the people I really love. Hahaha
Sunday, August 05, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 8/05/2007 03:42:00 PM |
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=Ntu Hall Camp=
Back from hall camp.
Sp night turned out pretty ok. Got kinda high cause I just wanted to drink.
Sigh. I'm tired. Sorry for the short entry.
I really didn't like hall camp.
Its a FOC camp but they somehow think its an army camp. Haiz.
Now I totally understood what Qy was trying to tell me. Hhaha
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