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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Monday, September 12, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 9/12/2005 12:15:00 AM |
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=Light Headed=
Liquid room on sat was havoc. Drank alot.........something fucked up happen...
One gay came over and licked my ear..wtf man.I was so disgusted. Sigh.
After liquid, went home took a shower then to my horror I realised my HP was lost. Fuck. Wanted to set the alarm clock thats how I found out. So anyway, I ran downstairs got the Taxi no. form the guards then the cab driver cam and pass the hp back to the guard. Thank God!!!!!
That phone is just so precious to me................................
Did not sleep the sat night, went for AHM 12km run the next day. Im fucked up. Im the fucked up man. Haha
Cant seem to stay up anymore......night night guys :)
Sunday, September 04, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 9/04/2005 07:37:00 PM |
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=Sighhhhh....=
My sandflies bite are just irritating me. It cause me to have eyzema or whatever the name is. Fuck you sandflies though I never see you before.
Now my hands, neck and face is not disgusting....just not..........
Sigh.....
Sungei Gedong camp....I'm coming back now............. :(
I can't take it anymore.....I want to be in University studying now...
Take me away from the army......... Please?
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| :: Ashley | | 9/04/2005 04:49:00 PM |
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=Blow Away=
Liquid yesterday was great till the end when there was a slight problem. But I guess thats resolved. Was with the guys and my jiemeis Fiona and Jolin. The music was fucking good man as usual. Oh I heard Mr Teng Po Yew tried to pick Pris up last night but got rejected. Haha Screw you fucker.
Except for the little screw up at the end everything was great...met a few people there. The Pris came with Wei and Becks, the funny thing is when I said hi to Wei she said "pris told me not to talk to you." I just knew it la, Pris thinks I'm like trying to flirt with all her friends. Hahaha Silly girl...... Oh there was the beatbox competition b4 the night started and it turns out to be toshi's sister. Haha Shes good man.
Taiwan next week..I'm so afraid that I'm going to forget to bring something. Sigh.......I really hope I don't. I can't wait to pass out. GOd please put me to my dream vocation where I can slack, camp is near my house, 8 to 5..............that sounds like AGTS!!! Yes please please...I want to go AGTS. Putting me there would be great and greatly appreciated :)
This long weekend was great man. I feel very recharged! Fri was out with the jiemei. Met Haotian in town, my god shes like how model-like now, the tall slim look. Ya you get the pic she has like so many big modelling contracts now, bet shes earning big bucks man. Haha So anyway we continued to walk down to top shop and who did we see? ET! Haha, been ages since I saw that girl man. She was with as Fiona described...The Boyfriend. Haha, Hes pretty cute, have to agree with Fiona he looks abit like Edison Chen from some angles. Haha
I was at Pris's hostel room today and saw pics of her friends in Vj, and I was looking through some pics on my blog and realised how army have changed us all. I don't know whether its for the good or bad but I really hope we all can be like how we were when we were in JC. Everything was havoc, no law to abide by, well there was but its not as strict as in the army.
Sigh.
Cheated for the 8km Army Half Marathon training. Fucking scary. Will never do it again.
Its outfield tomorrow and I have excuse camo cream for another month. Haha. Havoc.
Went to bukit Batok today to buy breakfast for my mum and sister after I left Nus. Went back to block 107...I remember that was where I grew up now everything so different. Its not the same as before but I really miss the times when I was staying there. The food sold there were great and just a stone throw away unlike the place I'm staying now. I still remember how I would take the lift down, walked down this flight of stairs to my dad's car every morning to go to school. I could remember vividly. I miss my old home.
I have come a long way. Surviving through Nan Hua primary school, enjoying my secondary and Junior college in ACS(I), ACJC respectively. Last time I knew nothing about drinking and smoking, nothing about clubbing or dancing, now every week I yearn for it. I love to club, be on the dance floor with my friends and just dance the night away. I know its screw up but I have become a fucked up person. Yesterday outside Liquid I saw countless couples quarreling, don't wish to know why but I could guess. So anyway girls were crying guys getting pissed.
It's a fucked up image. Sigh
Oh I didn't note down on my blog on the 31July, but its a significant date. Yes I know its like already a month but what to do, I keep forgetting. So anyway ya, 1year has passed since I passed my driving! No more Triangle( but like it matters to me, I don't drive that often and it doesn't bother me) Haha, 1year pass by really fast. I hope army will pass by that fast too! :)
Why do you keep pissing me off? Haiz.
Staind - Blow Away
Live in my head for just one day
I see myself and look away
The road is showing now on my face
Soon i'll disappear
Disappear without a fucking trace
[chorus]
Faces that i've seen turn old and grey
I've lost too many freinds along the way
Memories i never thought would fade
They fade and blow away
I wish that i could disappear
Unzip my skin and leave it here
So i could be no one again
And never let nobody,
I'd let nobody
I'd never let nobody in
[chorus]
So now the walls are closing in
Because in life you sink or swim
Sometimes these shoes don't feel right in my head
Feel like a book that can't be read,
A book that can't be,
A book that can't be read
Saturday, September 03, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 9/03/2005 06:53:00 PM |
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=1Extra..So Fuck You!=
Sigh...life just so boring. I don't want to return to camp....I don't want to go taiwan. I don't want to remember drills that I will not do next time with my men. Its stupid to remember all those long voice procedure which I heard in unit they don't even say it at all.
It sucks. Argh..........I want to continue mixed martial art..Everytime when I come home and look at the events coming up at pride and UFC, I just can't help but feel jealous for those fighters. Sigh...they can do what they love to do. But me? I have to do things I hate.....or rather just suck thumb and go through the motion
I got 1extra for the first time in my NS life!!!!!!! and the best part is it isn't even my fault. Fuck you you fucking bastard. The Fucker cause me to get 1 extra, worse part is I hate him so much even before all this happen. Fucked up fucker or has a cheek that looks like an Ass!!! Argh! fucking TENG PO YEW.................
Feel much better after releasing my anger here.... Haha......oh well..oh final conflict just ended and Crocop lost to Emelianenko.........love crocop though I'm not a fan of stand up fighting. I'm just so amaze by the power he is able to generate in his left kicks. Fuck..those kicks will take your head off............
A CropCop Kick
Determination.....
Heel Hook..The Move I Use Very Often
You Gona Feel The Knee....
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