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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Saturday, December 31, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 12/31/2005 03:11:00 PM |
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=Boy Meets Girl=
Boy meets girl
You were my dream my world
But I was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though i know its true
I'm still in love with you
Late at night
I'm always by your side
cause I know
For sure
My love is real my feelings pure
so fate, attract
no need to ask me why
cause I know
Its true
I'm still in love with you
Sigh, singing/listening to the tune of miracles always reminds me of the past. The past that I want to leave behind. But yet they are so precious to let go. Sigh.
Do you remember those days?
I hate being the way I am now, it really sucks.
Sigh, I need an escape from everything.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 12/27/2005 06:33:00 PM |
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=Jealousy=
Why can't you cover for me while I'm on leave? You fucking keep telling me I have to come back to camp cause OC gave you some work which I did and you needed to update it. You kept insisting I come back to do the work finish. Fuck you!
Its great being an admin spec, you get to know your superior really well eg. OC and CSM. BUt it sucks when your partner is a stuck up fuck who thinks only for himself. You see, he tried to ask encik for off on sat, but got rejected. Then I did not want to ask Encik yet cause I thought the time was not right. He kept asking me to go and ask and when I said not now he accused me to lying to him. That I got my off already and did not want to tell him. WTF!?!
I'm trying my best to be nice to him, but I just can't.
Why can't we all just get along well?
Booking in soon. Booking out on Friday I think. Life taking BMT rocks man! Haha
Monday, December 26, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 12/26/2005 10:04:00 PM |
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=Can't You See The Dream You Long For?=
dakitai yume ga mieru deshou
kono ude ni kanjitai your soul.
Jap. I remember when I was J1 I really wanted to learn jap.
Before a meal we would say, Itadakimas.
I learned that from you.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/26/2005 08:40:00 PM |
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=MMA=
I can't wait for BMT to be over! I can alread smell the words....5day work week! haha
Then, I would be able to go for my MMA training. Sigh, I miss training so much!Wonder hows the guys doing over there, I bet gary must be damn good in grappling now already man. We kinda started training at the same time so ya. Haha.
And Bryan, for the last time MMA is real! Pride and UFC are all real man! ahaha
I'm really want to roll again man! Sigh...............army................
Modified heel hook.
GENKI SUDO MAKING BUTTERBEAN TAP! BUTTERBEAN HUGE MAN! (This move really smashed my ankle, and Rehan's one too ! Haha)
Standard arm Bar
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| :: Ashley | | 12/26/2005 08:39:00 PM |
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=Xmas!=
This year Xmas did not really felt like xmas at all. In fact I didn't club this year for xmas man. Quite an achievement considering the fact I'm like addicted to clubbin.
Xmas eve was super boring. At first it was quite hectic, people coming into the office looking for the COS(which is me), while I had to fulfil my role as an admin spec too.(admin spec seriously damn xiong too man, oc csm sai kangs are endless) Had to do cook house duty, but the battalion was having some games day. The bos was a slacker man. Haha so luckily he allowed me to go and support my company. And guess what, we won! My company was the overall champion and according to Vik, co said the champion get to have a long weekend. Haha or was it early book out? ahh whatever, I know this new year I'm gona enjoy myself.
So anyway, the slack period came only when the recruits finally booked out. Sigh, I was so jealous of them. Once they left, I immediately locked all the office, turn on the aircon for the rest room and just turned in a couch potato. Watched Young and dangerous3 which I sort of teared towards the ending, luckily I was the only one in the room. haha then watched butterfly effect and infernal affair 3( which I fell aslp half way thru the show) Really shagged out to the max.
Oh, we the duty personnels had our little xmas countdown. The do allowed us to order pizza and we just sat in jaguar rest room drinking our pepsi and eating our pizza. What a celebration man. hahaha
While asleep so many people kept calling if I remembered correctly, sorry if I sounded super muffled or I was talking nonsense. haha, cause I can't really remembered who called me.
So anyway, woke up at 5.30 did some admin stuff, and got ready to raise the flag. Haha, first time raising, it was really scary man. haha
Xmas, went over to cheryl han house. It was quite happening man. Loads of people were there, esp the seniors. Chatted with a few of my school mates who haven really talked to them when I was still in acjc. It was also great to see the seniors. I felt I was J1 all over again! Haha.
Jason house was next, got to see the class again man. Its great chatting with them, shao always the funny boy who never fails to make us laugh. Drank abit of chivas green tea over there. After Jason's house we left to go back to Rehan's house to continue our dirnking session. So it was me charles rehan wesley, Fiona was around Holland so we just called her to come over which she did. We were at the pool side drinking and talking till like 5 before we went up to Rehan's house. Continued our nonsense chattering, before I couldn't take it anymore and just fell aslp on rehan's bed. Haha
Left for breakfast at about 7. Ghim moh food still taste as good as when I was still in AC.
I miss the AC days. Everything has changed. Even rochester park. I still remember after school us smokers would meet outside school and walked towards Buona Vista MRT station while having our daily dosage of nicotine. Haha those were the times man. J1, J2 I still remember it all so clearly.Sigh.
There were both happy and sad times. Both in and out of school.
I don't want to grow old..........please.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 12/25/2005 09:20:00 AM |
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=TINKY!=
I'm back from cos duty!
gona go mount pleasant to see my dearest tinky :)
Miss her so much, its been so long since i last saw her.
Really hope shes recovering, sigh.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 12/18/2005 05:06:00 PM |
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=Booking In=
Booking now....sigh..I don't wana go back yet....
I still want to party..........
They say I'm gay....
and
sometimes I wonder if I am one......
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| :: Ashley | | 12/18/2005 03:27:00 PM |
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=BMTC=
I just can't believe the world is just so small......
It happens time and time again!
Was looking at some of the juniors senior night photos and I just can't help but think about my senior night. The prom night itself, the post prom party and of course the after post prom party at riverview hotel.
How much fun we all had. Drinking the night away.
Looking at the juniors I can't help but smile because they all look so happy, just like us last year.
But what they don't realise is the type of shit awaiting them in BMTC. Haha
Last year, I thought army was goin gto be easy, well, ok maybe not that easy, but not that tough either. The shit I went through in NINJA are all unforgetable and now as I think back I still can't believe I manage to survive through those shit. Those were times in hell..........
Thanks OC sir of Ninja Coy for the wonderful experience.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/18/2005 11:00:00 AM |
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=MOS!=
Just got back from Mos. It was ok, the atmosphere was great but the service sucks.
Really fucked up man.
Anyway, recruits are in already, wonder if any of them will awol. Just got confined last week, and next week I have to do COS duty on X'mas eve. WTF!
Sigh, the life of an army boy......fucked up!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 12/04/2005 08:33:00 PM |
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=Finally Bitch.!=
The rnb hits that I have been searching for so long!
Haha, rehan you better fucking download these songs.
Ying yang twins - Bad Bitch
Nelly - Errtime (fucking took eons to find this song)
Juelz Santana - There It Go
Jermain Depri - I gotta Getcha
oh I forgot something...I want to welcome jason yang into the armour family! Haha, that guy gona be driving the ultra, though inferior to my BX(haha kidding),and chionging like mad. Take care in ATI man. Give me a call if you need anything ya. Haha Cya in camp!
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| :: Ashley | | 12/04/2005 07:36:00 PM |
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=Tell me where you are=
I'm an admin spec. Pros and Cons. But I think theres more pros than cons. Haha
Recuits coming in, gona show them what I went through. Haha
Nah la, think I shall be nice to them. Well we'll see :)
Liquid room was awesome. Got drunk. Drank the whole night, did not dance at all. Ok maybe at the table. Haha. Music great.
I got to stop my night life soon man.
The last time I saw you, I had this feeling going through me when I saw what you did and who you were with. Haha, weird huh. I really wana know where you are now, hows life been without me? Do you still read my blog, your blog gone, but knowing you, I'm sure you have another blog somewhere. Exams over for I think, hope you are enjoying yourself.
I'm going Ntu, you think I will see you there? or maybe you have already grad, I wouldn't know.
Squid is not talking to me anymore, cause shes jealous and angry. Sigh...I don't know what to say also.
Ahh, fuck it, my life is screw up. Everything is in a mess. Sigh. I need a smoke. I need my Viceroy super menthol lights...the way to go. Haha
Ago - Tell Me Where You Are
Life without you is just right
can't you see I feel fine
since you're gone
should I say disappeared
I KEPT HOLDIN' ON my tears
since I saw you for the
last time I've been through wherever here
I'm a saver
I'm strongest
Could tell me where you are
where you're sleepin at night
tell me who do you love now
who do you miss now
tell me what you see
when you're closin your eyes
if you ever remember
when I was by your side
tell me where you are
where you're sleepin at night
tell me who do you love now
who do you miss now
tell me what you see
when you're closin your eyes
if you ever remember
when I was by your side
When I was by your side
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