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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Saturday, March 25, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/25/2006 11:59:00 PM |
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=KOTC=
I'm tired. So tired.
Typical weekend.
Booked out in the afternoon, MMA, met the guys then squid!
Booking in tomorrow morning. Sian.
Nite guys
Oh, I bought King Of The Cage. Awesome. Gona watch tomorrow.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/19/2006 08:11:00 PM |
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=I Miss MMA :(=
I still have not send in my application for NUS yet! Wtf! Next week! K, next week I will drag myself to type something impressive about myself and secure a place in nus. My friends are all going there, and really, I can't see myself surviving at NTU at all. People there look really sad. Haha
I miss MMA this week and I can't get over it. Sigh. I was damn sick, but I feel I could still roll. Then again, I guess its better I don't go just in case I get choked out.
I think when I ORD I'm gona miss the times in army. Thats me. Sigh, this is insane. I have thoughts about signing on. But I doubt that will happen la. I mean, me sign on as a spec?! Please.....
You haven't seen how good I am yet, so don't make stupid comments please.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/18/2006 12:18:00 PM |
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=Everytime You Touch=
I still hear your voice,
when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch,
I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch,
I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss
I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch,
I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss,
I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life
Thursday, March 16, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/16/2006 09:26:00 PM |
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=Green Becoming Pink!=
I don't know why, but seems like the colour of my 11B is fading away quickly.
It seems to be changing colour. I think its changing to pink!
I guess pink is the colour for year 2006!
8more months till ORD. Bye army! See you in about 4 to 5 years time when I come back for reservice. Haha
Freedom! Soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/15/2006 03:12:00 PM |
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=Finally....some peace..=
I was a little worried but something inside me told me to relax and everything will be ok. It was ok in the end. I can sleep peacefully now.
We are so happy together now. I can see shes really changing for me. Shes treating me so much better now. :)
I'm sick, I'm so fucking sick. Sigh. I'm having this super bad headache and fever. Sigh. I Did not want to take MC at first cause I was afraid people would think that I was trying to chao keng. But really, I could barely get out of my bed. I'm in no condition to go back to camp.
I don't even know if I'm able to go for MMA this weekend.
Haha, just saw josh army pic on his friendster, he looks so cute without hair. Haha, soon it will be all my other juniors too. I miss school, I miss the times in ac, I miss prom night! I still remember going to Ritz with Rehan and the jiemeis etc from riverview hotel. Everyone looked awesome. Zouk was great man! Those were the times. If only I could go through those events all over again.
Then it was time for me to enlist. Had a fever, enlistment deferred to the 10jan. I could still remember those times in Ninja. It was tough but it was worth it. The friends I made could never be found anywhere else.
Now the only event I'm looking forward to is.........................................................................................................................................................................
my ORD date!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8 more months. 8more months baby!
Sunday, March 12, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/12/2006 02:43:00 AM |
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=MMA=
Tell me exactly what I'm suppose to do
Now that I have allowed you to beat me
Do you think that we can play another game
Maybe I can win this time
Kinda of like the misery you put me through
Darling you can trust me completely
if you even try to look the other way
I'm tired, trained for so damn long today. But I love every moment of it. I 'm really realy sorry tired kept yawning. Hehe
:)
Saturday, March 11, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/11/2006 02:06:00 AM |
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=Mambo Baby!=
I'm having block leave now! too bad its ending soon. Monday I have to go back camp for Cos, boring... then training will resume officially on wednesday.
Went sentosa with the jiemeis on wednesday. Its been quite awhile since we last met up cause we have our various committments. Anyway, yup tanned abit but I forgot to bring an extra towel so I was lying on the sand all the while. Shit, I think I'm really allegic to sand cause after that my whole body was itching. Sigh.
It was mambo straight after that. Mambo was great, it's still as fun as before. I still remember I was there every wednesday before I enlisted. Anyway there were quite a no. of botaks at mambo cause apparently the JC batch just POP on that day. Haha. I still remember the last time I pop, mambo was super packed that day and I was totally wasted. It was a night I would never forget. Hehe.
Thursday was another clubbing night. Went to mos for the Temasek Hall dance thingy cause pris wanted me to go. Hmm I must say NUS people are really happening man. Haha. But mos crowd seriously sucks. I mean I can see the non nus people very distinctly. Hehe. Boring man. Anyway thats beside the point. I'm planning to change Uni, I can't see myself in the cheena NTU, or at least I don't want to go there. Was quite pissed for awhile cause, ya shit happens. Got quite irritated at some parts of the night.
Went to my platoon chalet today. Haha, happening balls, they showed me video clips of what happened the night before, how they made PS jeremy drunk and shit. Haha it was awesomely funny! They are real fuckers! Haha. Anyway we drunk BBQ and gambled too. It has been a while since I last gambled after that horrific night at my house during CNY 3 years ago. Shall not talk about anymore, glad I ain't following their footsteps. Won 20bucks tonight.
After the chalet wes came to pick me up which we proceeded to HV to meet Rehan and Charles. Great night spent with the guys as usual. I love hanging out with them especially at holland, the place where we all grew up....well sort of. How we would be there after school till liek 10 11pm smoking in our school u. Crazy shit. Sigh, those were the days......I really miss those times in JC. It was definately one of the best times of my life! Hehe:)
Am so tired after those mugs of baron red bull. I'm going to sleep after talking to my squid, or rather after my game of dota.
;)
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/08/2006 02:25:00 AM |
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=d........o.......t.........a=
I'm holding out for another game of DOTA
I'm depress, I'm sad I'm unhappy. What started out as a joke became some serious issues.
Fuck it.
Monday, March 06, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/06/2006 07:24:00 PM |
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=Final Conflict=
I'm tired. Briefing Tomorrow at 41SAR. Its gona be a long long day.
I can't wait for my Pride Fc Final Conflict to Finish downloading. Haha. Its gona be great. Shit I think I'm really addicted to watching those fights.
Im bored. Stuck at home the whole day with nothing to do. Played Dota, cooked food(caused I'm trying to save money) Haha.
Stupid Squid having lessons.
I miss school. I miss Ac life.
I'm going to Uni soon. Something telling me to change school. Change to NUS or SMU cause NTU filled with boring mugen people. Haiz.
I shall not say much. All I wana say is, why should we change for you all. We are how we are brought up. If you people are not comfortable with speaking the way we speak then so be it. We don't have to change for you, for you all to feel comfortable at our inconvience. I hate it when people comment, oh they are from JC, they don't know how to speak chinese. Don't know why but the English Speaking specs went to K coy, thus leading the 2of the PCs, and the PS to make that comment. Ah whatever bitch, we can its just that we don't want to. I been hearing it in camp once too often and its getting on my nerve.
Was reading CLEO and I must say Dawn looks good. Fuck it if she goes for plastic and shit. She looks good still. And she writes really well. At least better then that cheena xiaxue who thinks she is so hot. Actually shes just another lian trying to act classy. First she shot at Isa for being loose and shit. Just for your info, Isa writes fucking fucking good blog entries, much better then yours, with an even better command of the English language. Now its Dawn, seems like she doesn't like us JC people. Haha. Can't believe that Xiaxue writes for the newpaper. Anyway, the newpaper nothing but trash unlike the ST.
Anyway I kinda like Isa column on FHM though :)
Can't stand that cheena fuck xiaxue.
I'm feeling so bitchy today. Haha. Thank god I'm letting it all out.
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| :: Ashley | | 3/06/2006 01:10:00 AM |
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=Sleep Is The New Sex=
Just watched 2 episode of Pride FC. Both Shockwave and Unbreakable Fucking Tired man. I must say Pride does an excellent jobin both entertaining the crowd and safety of the fighters.
I'm like fucking addicted to the fight game. Haha.
I'm thinking of going to Japan or Thailand to train for awhile once I ORD. I guess the training would be much tougher and obviously the fighters are much much more experience. It would be an experience for me but I'll see how it goes and whether I have the money. Then also I have to worry about the fight gym and that I would be the lousy few over there. Haha
Why am I so shy, Sigh. I can't even hold a simple conversation.
*Yawnz* Enough of blogging, I'm just so damn tired. Haven't gotten enough rest.
I guess what they say is true
Sleep is the new sex :)
Sunday, March 05, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 3/05/2006 01:59:00 AM |
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=Ankle Is Fucked!=
Great job ash,
now your right ankle is smashed. Thanks to MMA today.
Damn, I'm getting injured very easily. Got heel hooked today and now I'm feeling the pain from my ankle.
I'm damn fustrated with myself. Argh! Everything not going right, the timing of my armbar, my positioning, my basics are all fucked. I can't seem to get proper balance or get a submission...............
Got to train harder. Can't wait till NS is over, then maybe I will train 3 times a week.
Met Rehan and Charles in Holland V. Just like old times. Went back to the same playground where we used to smoke in school U when we were in J1 and was very afraid we would get caught. Haha the stupid things we do. Haha
Those were the days where I had all the freedom in the world.
I miss those days!
I'm very tired, very very tired of your scoldings.
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