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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 5/30/2006 10:46:00 AM |
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=Death=
I almost died yesterday. I almost got crushed by the BX ramp door. I didn't know they were ramping up. There wasn't anyone checking clear, I wanted to go in and find the hand set, then just as my right foot was about to step on the ramp, it started coming up. I tripped, fell on the ramp, luckily the driver saw me, and stopped. If not I guess I would have been crushed to death. Sigh, 2nd time in the army I almost died. This been the closest call.
I don't want to die just yet, I have so much more to accomplish. I guess we can learn alot from this incident, never take safety for granted. I plan to put this behind me, I don't want to think about it anymore. I'm very scared.
Anyway, nus rejected. Haiz. Knew it was coming so yup.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 5/27/2006 01:26:00 PM |
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=Lonely.=
Remember the time
when you were here inside my dream
I wish you were mine
your understanding what I mean
discover and see
that you're the only one for me
together we will be free
this is how its meant to be
Old songs that meant something to me kept coming back.
Yesterday you called me after a long time. I called you back and that voice just sound so familiar.
Just last week I began downloading songs that were playing in my head when I was in jc. Memories kept pouring back in. Haiz. It was beautiful memories, some brought back laughters, others brought pain and tears.
That was me in the past. I'm no longer who I used to be.
That was in the past and its all in the past.
MMA later and I can't wait.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 5/20/2006 11:36:00 AM |
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=Us=
I know I rarely post pictures of us so here it is.
We're gona celebrate our 2 year anniversary later. These picures were taken on squid's birthday where we had dinner at Senso. Awesome place. Haha
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| :: Ashley | | 5/20/2006 10:45:00 AM |
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=The AC Life=
Finally, the actual Live Firing that we had all been preparing for was over. The High ranking officers came, most were Singapore Officers, but some were from US, Brunei, Malaysia etc. They came for the SCSC live firing. SCSC is some course that all the CO to be have to go through. So anyway, it was tedious preparation. We sacrificed our blocked leave, we worked while ours were at home sleeping. Haha
Oh well, thats life in armour, but anyway, after yesterday I guess it was all worth it. The MAJ, LTC, COL were all screaming and putting their hands up in the air like little kids when the tank managed to be on target. It was such a cool sight seeing all these CO to be( not forgetting most are already fathers) shouting jumping around like little kids. Haha.
Army makes you have lesser and lesser female friends and definately much much more female friends. WHY? haha, since entering army I have stopped contacting my female friends and my social circle have an influx of guy friends. Not that guy friends are bad or anything but its just abit gay. haha Hopefully after army I get to know more girls in uni.
But first, I got to work. I have to save up enough money. I want to get my own car, I want to pay for it and say, this is my car, I paid for it. Instead of, oh my mum paid for it.
I feel like smoking, haven't smoked in a long while.
Gona meet Pris later cause it kinda like our 2 years anniversary so yup. Don't know whether I will be able to meet up with the guys.
I Miss Acjc. I miss ACS! Sigh, its the only place where everyone's the same. After being in the army for so long I really miss all the people in AC. I remember going to sheryl han house for some xmas party thing and all the AC peopl ewere there. I felt so comfortable, i felt really at home. Everyone spoke the same language, we had many things in common. Then there was Frank's party at butterfactory, again most of the seniors were there too and it was the exact same feeling.
I guess I will have to settle for NTU engineering. Sigh, I wonder how am I going to survive there. Its gona be so boring. Mugen people who are damn cheena. Was talking to Fiona yesterday and she said her friends at NTU only have Indian friends over there. Haha. Sigh, they say even in NUS thats the case, ahh whatever la. Too bad SMU doesn't have the course I want if not that would definately be my first choice.
It would have been back to the AC days if I managed to get into SMU. I can only say one thing, AC just rocks la.
MMA later, can't wait!!! :)
Friday, May 12, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 5/12/2006 11:58:00 PM |
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=The End?=
This week has been bad.
Live firing, bad guys nights out. Everything just went so wrong.
Bad planning, constantly changing of plans etc.
I really don't know what to type on my blog anymore. But I will still keep this blog as reminder of I went through in this 3 years of my life.
I find I don't have the time to blog anymore. I'm just so tired everytime I come home.
Spent my time drinking alone today at holland V. I miss holland V. I miss AC.
Its great catching up with the AC people again. Though it was only for a short while.
Friday, May 05, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 5/05/2006 04:01:00 PM |
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=TE Absolute=
Pride FC Total Elimination Absolute gona happen today. In about 3- 4 hrs time.
Sigh, why can't Singapore air the fights?
I hope TE Absolute would be made available on bit torrent soon man.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 5/04/2006 11:38:00 PM |
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=Mistake From The Start=
It doesn't matter to you what I'm doing now.
Do whatever you want, I don't care.
You have so much to say about others, but nothing of us.
Sorry, but I think it was a mistake right from the start lover.
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