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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =

Saturday, October 30, 2004

:: Ashley 10/30/2004 11:32:00 PM

=Take 5=

I can't take it man. My concentration span is very short but I'm going to finish charged particles. Come on ashley, you can do it, a few more questions. Haha

Was listening to Tori Amos songs and Norah jones. Suddenly felt weird when I came online and continued listening to slow songs. Techno is just what I need. Listening to Sash! together again! Its one of my favourite techno songs!

Sigh, Can't wait for A's to end. I have to pull through this tough time. I can do it, with the help of god of course. =)

Run with all your might.

Right now I 'm really not concern about the grades, if its good of course I will be happy, if its bad then too bad for me. I just want to put in my best for the final lap.

We can all do it. =)

[ TAP OUT! ]


:: Ashley 10/30/2004 09:03:00 PM

=Silly Thoughts=

Get the silly thoughts out, why are these things suddenly coming back to me.

I'm want to be a happy baby.

Sigh, fucking leave me alone.

[ TAP OUT! ]


:: Ashley 10/30/2004 04:06:00 PM

=We Are All Cheaters=

The qns for the physics and chem pract got leaked out. Haha it was pretty accurate man.
So does this make us all cheater bugs? haha

School is a great place to study. Though I already graduated from Acjc, been going back there frequently to study. Pretty quiet and you feel motivated cause everyone is studying and at around 5pm you can always take a break from school work and play soccer in the D too. So its kinda of like balancing your studies and play time. =)

Its rainning Pussies and doggies now man. The rain is damn heavy!!!!

Sigh, exams are drawing nearer. I can't wait till exams are over then its time to party man! =)

Really hope I do well. But I doubt so. I will still try my best though!

Was having consultation with CBH on Fri and she told us that some J1s were trying to appeal to be promoted and she have to do alot of admin stuff. The best part is, some of them got 4F's and are trying to appeal. I wonder why are they appealing for.

Do they want to end up like me? Barely made it to J2, got 3F's for prelims and now struggling to do well for the A's. Sigh, I hate my life.



You better stop fucking around with me!!!!!!!

[ TAP OUT! ]

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

:: Ashley 10/27/2004 09:54:00 PM

=Huang Hun=

Huang Hun techno version rocks man!!

I remember hearing this at sparks, fucking nice!

People were singing to the song, together with this other jolin erm tse is it? not sure how to spell.. anyway so ya.

Zouk out is coming, don't know if should go. Ohh well

Heard zouk out have a history of having a lot of molest cases and UNDERWEAR STOLEN? haha so girls becareful if you are going, especially if you are going in bikini.

Speaking of which,I like Tori Amos. Was reading the things she does to help rape victims and the songs she sings. Great woman, with an even greater heart.

[ TAP OUT! ]

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

:: Ashley 10/26/2004 05:29:00 PM

=Little Earthquakes=

Little Earthquakes

Yellow bird flying
Gets shot in the wing
Good year for hunters
And christmas parties

And i hate
And i hate
And i hate
And i hate
Elevator music

The way we fight
The way i'm left here
Silent
Oh these little earthquakes

Here we go again
These little earthquakes
Doesn't take much
To rip us into pieces

We danced in graveyards
With vampires till dawn
We laughed in the faces of kings
Never afraid to burn

And i hate
And i hate
And i hate
And i hate disintegration

Watching us wither
Black winged roses
That safely changed their COLOR
Oh, these little earthquakes

Here we go again
These little earthquakes
Doesn't take much
To rip us into pieces

I can't reach you!
Can't reach you!

Give me life
Give me pain
Give me myself again
Oh, these little earthquakes
Here we go again
These little earthquakes
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces

© www.toriamos.com

[ TAP OUT! ]


:: Ashley 10/26/2004 04:39:00 PM

=Zouk Out=

Zouk out is coming. Its on the 4th of dec. Hmmm, 3 days before my prom and I'm so looking forward to it.

Zouk out will be at Sentosa this year so its kinda like a beach party. So girls have to beware man. Sometimes I wonder if any girls get rape there. Seriously, I mean they wear their Bikinis and stuff. I remember last time Joy told me one of her friend got molested at a beach party. A hand just came and grab her boobs. It happened so fast that she could not see who was it. Furthermore it was so crowded. Hmm so guys, becareful if your girlfriends are going and don't be so horny yourself. Haha Strange coming from me huh? But seriously, I will not stoop so low and do this kind of fucked up things.

anyway had Physics Pract yest, it was kinda ok, I almost did not have time to finished and have to beg the examiner to give me 1min because the female invigilatortook very long to change my magnet. Luckily the male invigilator was really kind man =)

Oh well, going to the gym now, then to bukit panjang for my daily revision. For some strange reason I'm beginning to love studying. I feel a sense of achievement. If only I have felt this way earlier in the year, then maybe I wouldn't have gotten 3Fs? haha

Ahhh, fuck it.

[ TAP OUT! ]

Sunday, October 24, 2004

:: Ashley 10/24/2004 08:21:00 PM

=Never Give Up=

I'll give you an example. Have you ever heard of a guy named Colonel Sanders? Of course you have. How did Colonel Sanders become such an unbelievable success? Was it because he was born wealthy? Was his family rich? Did they send him to a top university like Harvard? Maybe he was successful because he started his business when he was really young. Are any of these true? The answer is no.

Colonel Sanders didn't begin to fulfill his dream until he was 65 years old! What drove him to finally take action? He was broke and alone. He got his first Social Security check for $105, and he got mad. But instead of blaming society or just writing Congress a nasty note, he started asking himself, "What could I do that would be valuable for other people? What could I give back?" He started thinking about what he had that was valuable to others. His first answer was, "Well, I have this chicken recipe everyone seems to love! What if I sold my chicken recipe to restaurants? Could I make money doing that?" Then he immediately thought, "That's ridiculous. Selling my recipe won't even pay the rent."

And he got a new idea: "What if I not only sold them my recipe but also showed them how to cook the chicken properly? What if the chicken was so good that it increased their business? If more people came to see them and they made more chicken sales, maybe they would give me a percentage of those additional sales." Many people have great ideas. But Colonel Sanders was different. He was a man who didn't just think of great things to do. He put them into action. He went and started knocking on doors, telling each restaurant owner his story: "I've got a great chicken recipe, and I think if you use it, it'll increase your sales. And I'd like to get a percentage of that increase." Well, many people laughed in his face. They said, "Look, old man, get out of here. What are you wearing that stupid white suit for?"

Did Colonel Sanders give up? Absolutely not. He had the # 1 key to success; I call it personal power. Personal power means being persistent in taking action: Every time you do something, you learn from it, and you find a way to do it better next time. Colonel Sanders certainly used his personal power! Instead of feeling bad about the last restaurant that had rejected his idea, he immediately started focusing on how to tell his story more effectively and get better results from the next restaurant.

How many times do you think Colonel Sanders heard no before getting the answer he wanted? He was refused 1,009 times before he heard his first yes. He spent two years driving across America in his old, beat-up car, sleeping in the back seat in his rumpled white suit, getting up each day eager to share his idea with someone new. Often, the only food he had was a quick bite of the samples he was preparing for prospective buyers. How many people do you think would have gone for 1,009 noes - two years of no's! - and kept on going? Very few.

That's why there's only one Colonel Sanders. I think most people wouldn't get past twenty noes, much less a hundred or a thousand! Yet this is sometimes what it takes to succeed. If you look at any of the most successful people in history, you will find this common thread: They would not be denied. They would not accept no. They would not allow anything to stop them from making their vision, their goal, a reality.

Did you know that Walt Disney was turned down 302 times before he got financing for his dream of creating "The Happiest Place on Earth"? All the banks thought he was crazy. He wasn't crazy; he was a visionary and, more important, he was committed to making that vision a reality. Today, millions of people have shared in "the joy of Disney," a world like no other, a world launched by the decision of one man.
© 1991 Anthony Robbins

Got this from www.thisisawar.com
Really inspiring man. Got this website from www.cheryltan.com
Haha thanks to you know who for telling me about this website hahah =p

Anyway guys, Never give up, just do your best and we will not regret it next year.

[ TAP OUT! ]


:: Ashley 10/24/2004 02:50:00 AM

=Study Study=

Sigh, What a bad day man.

Studied for the whole day, I'm mentally drained. Got back at about 12.

Studied with Yuhao Sheryl and Rehan.

Went back to school for open house for like 45min. Rehan wanted to see the sec4 this year, whats new right player. Haha

Saw many of the J2s in school, playing soccer and all.

Theres a weird when I entered the school. It suddenly dawned on me that I'm no longer an acjc student. The year1s at the enterance were like "welcome to Acjc" as if I was new to the school. Don't get me wrong, I'm not critisizing them or what, just that I suddenly felt that 2 years went by so fast. It seems only like yesterday I was a sec4 and walking around Acjc checking the college out and aiming for it. Managed to appeal into acjc, played for 1.5 years and now I'm mugging like a dog for the coming A's. I only have myself to blame.

Though I'm trying my best to catch up, but theres just too much work. I think I understand my work, but in actual fact I don't. I'm preparing for the worst, retaking my A's after NS. I have to make my path right again, I cannot give up. I will not be a quitter like what I used to be in the past.

God, please give me the strength to walk this tough and long road to success.


[ TAP OUT! ]

Friday, October 22, 2004

:: Ashley 10/22/2004 09:41:00 PM

=Maia Is Out=



Sigh, Maia just got eliminated. I'm so very very sad!!! She sang really well what!

Anyway it was between sylvester and her, tough choice. 2 very popular contestant. Somehow I knew that was it, when it was between the two of them, something told me that Maia was out. Sigh. nvm I will always support you Maia! Haha

I love Maia's eurobeat songs. The love you promised is like woah! Never got sick listening to it. Oh well, I'm sure she will never stop her singing career and continue being the performer you are babe. =)


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:: Ashley 10/22/2004 01:57:00 AM

=Angel Of Darkness=

Refrain:
Angel of Darkness
Angel of Darkness
The world is in your hand
But I will fight until the end

Angel Of Darkness
Angel Of Drakness
Don't follow your command
But I will fight and I will stand

Spoken1:
When darkness falls
Pain is all
The Angel of Darkness will leave behind
and i will ........
fight

Verse1:
The love is lost
beauty and light
have vanished from garden of delight
The dreams are gone
midnight has come
the darkness is our new kingdom

Refrain

Spoken2:
Hunt goes on
Deep in the night
Time you pray
Down on your knees you can hide
From me eternal the light until more last Breath i will fight( I will fight...)

Verse2:
Now realise the stars they die
Darkness has fallen in paradise
But we'll be strong
And we wil fight
Against the creatures of the night

Refrain

[ TAP OUT! ]

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

:: Ashley 10/19/2004 11:21:00 PM

=Enlistment Date=

The letter finally came, 8th january, my enlistment date. Sigh Don't know to be happy or sad.

1month or less to party, but I will have extra holidays while serving the army haha

Army here I come................

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:: Ashley 10/19/2004 09:49:00 PM

=SpringBreak - Big Bad Love=

Spring Break - Big Bad Love

The heartache is over
I'd pushed you aside
Theres no more illusion
Have you realise?

It's no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is broken
Now I'm on my own

I'm so tired of your big bad love
I'm so fed up with your big bad love (X4)

Your cruel game is over
You find them too hard
There's no more confusion
New life and new start

There's no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is broken
Now I'm running alone

I'm so tired of your big bad love
I'm so fed up with your big bad love(X4)


[ TAP OUT! ]


:: Ashley 10/19/2004 07:17:00 PM

=1st 3 Months=

I just uploaded my first 3months class pictures! Ad2!

I had so much fun in the short period of time man,sadly we only took this much of pictures.
=( But nevermind the memories will be here to stay!

I still remember the first day, all the preparation for JC. Woke up early to gel my hair, pack my bag, bought new files, clips etc It was the beginning of a new chapter of my life. I bought sandballs cause someone had it, and I thought it was very nice having nice smell coming out from my bag. Haha.

My 1st 3 months was filled with great memories, thanks guys for everything. The rest of the AD classes too, the parties we had everything. =)

Say Ah Gua!


Notice The front 3 Haha

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Sunday, October 17, 2004

:: Ashley 10/17/2004 08:44:00 PM

=Quiet=

Today service was great, Ian said something like summit yourself to god, something like keep quiet and talk to god. Somehow today I teared, Eugene's prayer was very touching.

I feel god kept on telling, don't worry about your A's you just finish this race with all your might and I will take care of the rest. God told me he will take care of my future. Then suddenly tears just came down.

Simple words meant so much.

Submit to authority, everyone have to learn to submit to authority. Its either we learn it the easy way or the hard way, either way we will all have to submit to authority.

Sigh, God I pray that you will help and heal him. Enable him to go through this tough phase of life and emerge stronger than before.
Take care ya, anything just give me a call. Never give up! Fight the good fight.

Dash to the finish line with all your might.

Push yourself to the limit, you will be surprise at how far you can go.



[ TAP OUT! ]

Saturday, October 16, 2004

:: Ashley 10/16/2004 01:42:00 PM

=Tell me where you are now=

Thanks eugene for this nice techno. Sigh I'm home alone, its so boring.

Ago - Tell Me Where You Are

Life without you
is just right
can't you see
I feel fine
since you're gone
should I say
disappeared

I KEPT HOLDIN' ON my tears
since I saw you for the last time
I've been through wherever here
I'm a saver I'm the strongest

Could tell me where you are
where you're sleepin at night
tell me who do you love now
who do you miss now
tell me what you see when you're closin your eyes
if you ever remember when I was by your side

But tell me where you are
where you're sleepin at night
tell me who do you love now
who do you miss now
tell me what you see when you're closin your eyes
if you ever remember when I was by your side
When I was by your side

[ TAP OUT! ]

Friday, October 15, 2004

:: Ashley 10/15/2004 11:14:00 PM

=Together Again!=

Found this song from Sash, thanks to joses for introducing the song to me. Ahh I love the sound of my techno!!!!

Sash - Together Again
I don't know where
I don't know how,
But I only know,
That one day,
We'll be together again

And I don't know where,
I don't know how,
But I only know,
That one day,
We'll be together again

It's been a long long time,
Since I left you all alone,
You need to know I had to go
,Far away from you.
I'll walk in this wasted land,
No one to take my hand,
Tell me why you came that way,
I don't know why.

[Chorus][Verse 2 (In Danish)]
Siden jeg gik fra dig,
Foles livet lang og hard,
Men jeg tror jeg kommer mig,
for tidlig jeg sa.
Jeg ved ikke hvor,
Ved ikke hvordan,
Men jeg haber kun at du en dag,
Vil v?re hos mig igen.

Nej, Jeg ved ikke hvor,
Ved ikke hvordan,
Men jeg haber kun at du en dag,
Vil v?re hos mig igen.

No, I don't know where,
Don't know how,
But I only hope that one day,
You will be with me again.

[Chorus]Don't know where,
don't know how,
But I only know,
That we'll be together again.
And I don't know where,
(don't know where)I don't know how,
(don't know how)But I only know,
We'll be together again.

[ TAP OUT! ]

Thursday, October 14, 2004

:: Ashley 10/14/2004 09:05:00 PM

=Baccalaureate Chapel Service=

Just came back from K-ing! I'm so exhausted! What a busy day man.

It was the last day of school. Sigh I'm having mixed feelings, one part of me is happy that I finally can take a break and rest more, the other part f me misses school alot. The people in Ac, My classmates, as bad as some of them may be, I miss the teachers too. These people made Acjc the acjc it is now.

Some people say Acjc is full of politics and its bad, we are hypocrites back stabbers etc etc, but hey thats the real world right. We have to learn to survive in society one day and I firmly believe that Acjc have taught us that well, maybe not the teachers but us students. haha

Anyway everyone was snapping their cameras away, taking pics with everyone. I remember when I stepped into in hall, people were already taking photo. The atmosphere was different, no one was in the studying mood at all, everyone just wanted to take pictures . The service wasn't that bad but I was looking forward more towards the photo taking. Haha

It was crazy man, the lobby was filled with many smiling faces. The atmosphere was great. Took pictures with so many people, even people whom I never spoken a word to and some whom I hardly talked too. Haha Rehan was like a photographer holding this professional like camera snapping pictures of girls. I tell you he is a player, people beware of him, he likes to flirt with his friends' GF. Haha

Anyway gona upload the pics after I blog finish.

Went out with the class to Ghengis Khan, I think thats how its spelt. Mr how paid for us, well half of it but its good enough man. Thanks Sir! I was so fucking full man, felt pain in my stomach. Haha wth, after which we went K-ing! We all went crazy over there, singing songs, shouting to linkin park, chinese songs, singing kids songs. Haha it was funny, but the best part came when we stripped weize and we found anaconda! ;) haha Weize you are a sport man, the hunt for the anaconda is over. Haha

Sigh, I will miss jc life, so much has happened. The things that it was taught me, the lessons learned from the many things that happen, sigh. I miss those times. I remember stepping into ACJC for the 1st 3months. The feeling was different, I was stepping into a whole new culture a new system, new subjects, new things to learn and of course girls. haha. Shall blog about this some other time, feeling tired now. Haha

I miss j1, I want to go back to j1 and enjoy myself again. I want to party, I want to slack. But I guess we all have to move on in life and can't just stay at one place. I will always remember my life in jc and of course the life in ACS(I) yeah! Thanks for everything imparted to me ACS, sigh. Though I'm bidding goodbye to you, but the memories will always be kept safely in my mind.

I miss you baby!

I thank god that he has brought all you people in my life and you all have made the difference. Take care my dear friends.

Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be
The alst of life, for which the first was mage:
Our times are in His Hand
Who Saith," A whole I planned,
Youth shows but half, trust God:See all, nor be afraid! "-Robert Browning

[ TAP OUT! ]

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

:: Ashley 10/13/2004 10:39:00 PM

=Last Day!=

Took photos like crazy today, trying my best to upload the pics now getting ready for tomorrow. I think everybody will be going full force in taking pictures.

Sigh, today was my last day in school, as in the last day that we have normal lessons. The last time we were gona respond to the bell. I hate to go, but life must move on.

My darling joshua was very sweet to me! He gave me chicken essence! Don't know how he knew that I was getting very tired! haha Thanx dear =p


[ TAP OUT! ]

Sunday, October 10, 2004

:: Ashley 10/10/2004 08:58:00 PM

=Ortiz Anthem=

Fieldy Dreams - Ortiz Anthem

Bow down to me you sissy la la,
I'm gunna bounce on your face like 64 impala,
when you see me in the ring,and I pop my collar,
remember whose a king,Ortiz, a pimp balla,
adrenalin rush, enough to throw a truck,
before I put you in this pain, I wish you a lot of luck,
If you didn't know the scene, and I don't give a but fuck whuck,

I'm like a bull of Spain, tied for a month,
for you my friend, you like a sitting little duck,
you'll never see right hand, but you'll feel my uppercut,
ain't know way your gunna win, if you do it's out of luck,
I'm gunna pound on your face, like I'm tenderizing a steak,
have the paramedics wait, while I split your fucking face,
I'm a piranha in that lake, your a piece of fish bait,
ain't no discussion or debate, Tito was born with this fate

Tito's in the ring, scream, Ortiz please the crowd,
bow to your knees,Tito's in the ring, scream,
knock you out without a doubt, it's good to be the king,
Tito's in the ring, scream, scream and shout,
gunna knock this fool out, Tito's in the ring, scream,
Ortiz please the crowd, bow to your knees

Gunna knock this fool out, so I can buy a new house,
Ortiz, you should never doubt, thanks for the home,
and all I had to do, was split you fucking dome
shut you up like a monk, with the power of this punch,
there goes your lunch, better run for his gump,
you can't fuck with Ortiz, unstoppable disease,
bitch please, bow to your knees,
better pray for you life, when you step in the ring,
want the ultimate fight, wanna fuck with the king,
you might see the light, you know exactly what I mean,
cut up and ribbed, you can't fuck with this shit,
my fist in your face, knock you out quick,
when I sock you in your face, blood from your lip,
that's all you gunna taste, (the kid is the king)
You got something to say, say Tito the great

Tito's in the ring, scream, Ortiz please the crowd,
bow to your knees,Tito's in the ring, scream,
knock you out without a doubt, it's good to be the king,
Tito's in the ring, scream, scream and shout,
gunna knock this fool out, Tito's in the ring, scream,
Ortiz please the crowd, bow to your knees
Shivering at your knees when you look at Ortiz,
no mercy, no remorse, you about to be a corpse,
wipe the smile off your face, before I knock out your teeth,
this ain't the time, this ain't the place,you take the ground,
I'll take the crown,O to the G to the U to the F to the C,
original gangsta of the UFC

Tito's in the ring, scream, Ortiz please the crowd,
bow to your knees,Tito's in the ring, scream,
knock you out without a doubt, it's good to be the king,
Tito's in the ring, scream, scream and shout, gunna knock this fool out,
Tito's in the ring, scream, Ortiz please the crowd,
bow to your knees

Tito's in the ring, Ortiz please the crowd,
bow to your knees,Tito's in the ring,
Tito's in the ring,knock you out without a doubt,
it's good to be the king,Tito's in the ring,
Tito's in the ring,scream and shout, gunna knock this fool out,
Tito's in the ring, Tito's in the ring,
Ortiz please the crowd, bow to your knees,
When Tito's in the ring

[ TAP OUT! ]

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

:: Ashley 10/06/2004 07:41:00 PM

=Lonely=

Sigh, memories are great.

I don't know what to blog about.

Deep Spirit - Lonely

Remember the time
When you here inside my dream
I wish you'll be mine
You're understanding what i mean
Discover and see
That you're the only one for me
Together we'll be free
Thats how it's meant to be

Have you ever felt so lonely
You're the one and only
Did you ever cry
Why did you say goodbye

Have you ever felt so lonely
You're the one and only
Did you ever cry
Why did you say goodbye

Have you ever felt so lonely
You're the one and only
Did you ever cry
Why did you say goodbye

Have you ever felt so lonely
You're the one and only
Did you ever cry
Why did you say goodbye

Have you ever felt so lonely

Have you ever felt so lonely


[ TAP OUT! ]

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

:: Ashley 10/05/2004 11:21:00 PM

=HeLp=

You are who you are by the way you are brought up.

I remember in sec2 I had a very special person in my life. She was always there for me, when I'm down and no one to turn to she was there. She influence me to listen to techno and trance and WKRZ91.3. Haha, do I miss you alot jie.

Now I have so much problems I really wish you are still here jie, I miss you so much. Its seem so different when we talk on skype as compared to last time when we chatted on the phone for long hours.

I need help Jie.

Haiz...

It all seems so well planned. Good job girl.

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:: Ashley 10/05/2004 09:35:00 PM

=The holiday=

The past 2 nights have been so relaxing. Went over to Rehan's house in JB with some of the class people, Weize, Wesley, Siwei, Rehan and Sunil. Rehan's house is like 30min from the 2nd causeway, extremely near. I must say the whole holiday was very successful, with everything going almost according as plan, though we had some very unfortunate incident like Shao not being able to extend his passport. Sigh, I 'm sure the holiday would be much more fun with you man. Nevermind, at the end of the year we are hoping to organise one again, this time with more people.

Anyway, we gathered at Rehan's house at about 5.30, I had to go meet Pris first so reaching Rehan's house exactly at 5.30. Haha There was a bus that came and pick us up. The journey there was great, talked alot in the bus, with the bus driver too. We kept on calling the bus driver uncle, till he could not take it told us not to call him that cause he is like only 22yrs old. Haha how embarressing man. Anyway he was really really friendly and nice to us too. Too bad he was only driving us there and not the return trip too.

Nearing Rehan's house, we had to go through like 4 gates before actually reaching there, and when we finally reached there, it was like a palace! It is fucking huge, and the scenary is amazing!There was a drive way, and a tennis court too. 2 swimming pool, probably like enough to fit 30 to 40 people in the pool, a sauna and steam room and like about 7 to 8 rooms for us to sleep. There was also a television room, where we can watched our VCDS and listen to our music. And oh fuck, I forgot to mention, there were speakers at the poolside, so while swimming, we were listening to the tunes of Rnb and some alternative music. This is the life man.

Once we settled down, we chose our rooms. It was 2 to a room and I shared the room with Sunil. We unpacked our stuff,on the aircon and fan before heading to the pool. Oh ya, every room had its own toliet. Theres a bathtub too man and Siwei's room even had a shower in the open air. Meaning its kinda like showering in the public, just that no one can see cause it is covered up at the sides, but not the top. Damn cool man. Anyway we quickly change,on the music, and jumped into the pool for a relaxing swim. We all just went crazy, we all took off our trunks and swam naked, haha. I must say its very comfortable swimming naked. My first time. Haha. We swam for like 2 hrs or so before Rehan Siwei and Wesley went to cook dinner. We had spag and mushroom soup and potatosalad. The food was great man!
Actually after dinner I forgot what we did, I remembered we watched the show "pingpong" in the television room, I only watched for awhile cause I was really tired so I went to sleep first. The house kinda scary in the night. Was damn scared and did not dare sleep alone. Haha. Its really scary k! Went to Rehan's room for awhile, before going to sleep. Half way through sleeping I woke up to wesley laughter. He was laughing madly and asked him why, he said asked Rehan. And all Rehan said to Wes was " Pek Kim Beng's a player", " And all that is missing is a gold tooth." WTF! haha and Wesley was laughing like a mad man.

The next day, I woke up at about 10am to play tennis and when I woke up, Weize and Wesley and Siwei had already gone for a swim and were playing tennis. Haha, but the Black Rehan was still asleep. Haha, I remember him telling us that he wanted to go for a run in the morning but he only woke up at 11. Anyway we had like Nasi lemak for breakfast, the caretakers had bought for us. Took our breakfast and we went for a swim again. Haha I think I had never exercise so much before in my life man. The Aunty and Uncle there were very nice too. They cooked fried rice, vegetables and sweet and sour fish, it was really good man. After lunch I think we rested for awhile in the Television room, watching some stupid concert where Rehan was going Jay chou Jay Chou. In the end he only won 1 award, wtf. I really hate Jay chou man, yes he may be good at music and all but I really thinks he is an arrogant Bastard. Whats the use if you're talented and all but you're proud. Ohh well. We decided to watch Mr bean after the award was over and had a good laugh. I remember myself as a child, growing up watching Mr bean. Haha. We went for a swim after watching Mr Bean! It was really relaxing, I was just swimming around in the pool for awhile, before we decided to go to the sauna. Woah it was really relaxing and destressing, we just sweat it out in the sauna. We tried to make the temp. go up to about 50 and stayed there for 15mins, after which we just ran out and jump into the cool pool! The feeling was just amazing, and I just slack in the pool after that, with Weize and sunil and Siwei. Rehan and Wes continued the sauna at 52 53 degrees. Haha I tried at 53 degrees and it was fucking hot, could not take the heat man. Haha.

The last night at Jb ended off with a BBQ. While sunil was bbqing, Rehan me and the aunty went out to a restaurant to get some seafood like bbq squid and stingray and kangkong. In the end we had so much food, I think I have a tummy already. Haha, the stingray kangkong and squid was great, but I think I prefer Singapore one still, but wtf, its so cheap, like only 50rm for everything and we ate till we almost exploded, this is not including the bbq chicken and pork that we brought along with us for the trip. Haha, the food was amazing man. I must say, luckily I'm not living in JB or else I will just become a fat ass man. The food is too good and cheap to resist man. Haha. In the end, we were all so full that we just sat on the chair and rest, chatted for awhile before going to the television room. Everyone just fell asleep man. Haha so we went back to out respective room, only Sunil was awake watching 28days later and slept only at 6, the rest of us were all KO! Haha.

Woke up the next morning only at 11and I could see everyone was downstairs swimming, well actually only wes and weize and siwei I think. Ate breakfast with them and slack for awhile. Thought I could go for a swim but Rehan's driver came so we had to go pack our bags already. Took a shower first, I really love the bathroom man, its damn nice. Yup Yup, after which Michael send us back to jurong east interchange and we all took the train back. Actually I wanted to do buy some stuff from the supermarket in JB for my mum cause it's damn cheap, but michael was in a rush and the supermarket is an hour drive from Rehan's house so nvm. Next time then, hopefully can come back again and do some shopping. Haha

And this ends my amazing 2 night stay at Rehan's house, or should I say resort, it's really like a resort man. I feel so refresh but yet quite tired, maybe cause it's a habit for me to sleep after a holiday. I feel very different now man, hopefully now I can concentrate for A's better now after the relaxing trip. We were thinking of holding a party at the end of the year so lets hope it will work out. But for now, I have to concentrate for A level, I have played enough. Time to get to serious work I guess.
But first, its Mixed tomorrow at Darren's fight gym, damn excited. Haha I still have to exercise right. =P

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Monday, October 04, 2004

:: Ashley 10/04/2004 11:38:00 PM

=UFC47=

TITO ORTIZ!!!!

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:: Ashley 10/04/2004 11:29:00 PM

=I Want=

Taking a break from my work so decided to do a little bit of internet window shopping. Haha

I want my Pride Fighting Gloves! Haha, It cost US$35 can, sian man.


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:: Ashley 10/04/2004 07:28:00 PM

=Thank You=

I'm tired, I'm very very tired. I'm fustrated and worried as to how can I survive this?

But just when times seems to become worse, You tell me to trust in you and make you my refuge. So that I can tell everyone about your work.

I feel rejuvenated, I'm ready to fight the good fight again.

I guess its time to prepare to battle the cambridge papers once again. I went into the exam hall alone for the o's but this time it's different, I have you and we shall battle this together.

:)

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Sunday, October 03, 2004

:: Ashley 10/03/2004 06:54:00 PM

=Music=

Maia still in s'pore idol! Yeah! I hope she will make it all the way though I doubt so, but she has a great voice, a voice as a eurodance/trance vocalist! Haha.

Yesterday before falling asleep, I decided to read an older issue of times while listening to my techno. Ahh the sounds of groove coverage turns me on! Haha, I just love techno. If you don't like techno then too bad.

Anyway, I realised that people like different genre of music is because they can relate better to the different genre. For me, I feel more for the lyrics of the euro dance songs like the end, 7 years and 50days and spirit of yesterday. I'm able to relate most of my life through the lyrics of techno, especially groove coverage where their songs are mainly on females. =)

Ahh I love the sounds of my techno! :)

When you are in love, you are vulnerable to pain. Love and pain comes together, so you have to learn to accept both love and pain.

Today god talked to me while I was sleeping in church. I'm shocked amazed and lost for words.

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