|
|
= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Saturday, April 30, 2005
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 4/30/2005 10:01:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=SEX IS ZERO!=
Downloading sex is zero. I heard its a great show.
Sigh, my hols are coming to an end. I don't want to go back tekong...I just want to stay at home and enjoy my civilian life. I want to club, I want to chill, relax eat and eat. I don't want to go back argh!! Army makes me tired I just want to train mma everyday!!
Btw I'm so burned man, went tanning with the platoon yesterday. I'm sunburn.Haha Was really fun but I just did not have the mood man. Thought was on something else. Sgt Cheng came and joined us though, and told us not to call him Sgt but by his name and its Taron. It was really weird, I mean We're so used to calling him sgt man. haha
Sigh, I don't know what I'm gona do today. So bored, I feel like going for a drink tonight man. I want to drink till I forget everything.
I'm hurt too. Don't only think about yourself.
I miss sitting by the esplande, or at centro there under the bridge just relaxing, let my mind free. Its so relaxing as the wind carress my face. I think only stuff, stuff that no one understand, then I begin to question the things I do and why.
Sometimes I know its wrong but yet I still do it.
Friday, April 29, 2005
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 4/29/2005 09:49:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Break My Fall Please?=
You fought me once but not again
You let me feel your heavy hand
I will clean your f**kin mess
And leave no trace of evidence
[Chorus:]
I am losing you again
Let me out and let me in
'cause you're not alone here
Not at all
Let me belong here
Break my fall
Shelter me from this again
Dedicated to the end
Help me break my conscience in
To free us from our innocence
[Chorus]
I love this song. =)
Things doesn't always go your way.
Now I really don't know what to do.
So many things I want to say but I'm just too lazy to type it out.
Nvm, just Relax and smoke.
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 4/29/2005 12:10:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=Sispec=
End of sispec term 1.
Had confidence course the past week. I still remember the canvas jump my balls really shrink man.
I think Sispec quite fun now. Suddenly I'm hoping I don't get recall to go OCS or something. I want to enjoy my long break.
no more ocs for me.
Lan Lan Suck Thumb
Sunday, April 24, 2005
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 4/24/2005 03:29:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=Fuck Type Sand Flies=
Argh,help me, I was bitten by sandfly and now my whole body is itching. There are marks all over my neck and hands. Fuck type!
Exercise Catwalk just ended. It was one of the dirtiest field camp I went to man. Haha, damn sick, there were insects everywhere, ants nest etc etc.
Somehow, I'm beginning to like Sispec. I think I'm wierd.
I blessed with a great mum.....
Sunday, April 10, 2005
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 4/10/2005 12:45:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Day Out With OCT And Bros=
Yesterday was great..out with my BMT Nigel then it was esplande with the guys.
I miss Nigel man, it was great catchin up with him after his 3weeks confinement in ocs. I'm fucking jealous, he said ocs the food is fucking nice. They are allow to choose their food and ask for extra. While in sispec we are not allow to ask for extra or rather they won't give and the food sucks. Argh...but then again I guess ocs much tougher than sispec. I heard the people there pump their own section mates.... FUCK TYPE!
Had dinner at cartel and chatted about out bmt days. How we went through it together, the fucking tough training, haha. We all missed those days, where we will sing in the shower, imitate oc, kaobei about the shit we went through, FIELD CAMP days! haha. The pride that we Ninja recuits have is great. For me I hate to hear sispec instructors to say BMT never teach us the proper things....fuck you you understand, I bet my bmt instructors are better than you fuckers. The commanders in sispec are all fuck type too. Haiz...
Sometimes I'm still amaze how I actually went to Ninja, I strongly believe its god plan for me to go there and met those people in my platoon. Who would have thought 3days of SIT test was enough for me and nigel to be so close...who would have known I would love my oc and instructors so much even though they wack us upside down, inside out..till we don't even know our own names. Haha...NINJA WARRIOR......
After that I met up with Charles, Rehan Sunil and Wesley which Sunil and Wes left early. So I convinced Rehan and Charles to follow me to esplande. Sigh I love that place...I took many pics of that place too. It has been a long since me and charles and rehan went out and had a good chat but the riverside.
The place has changed........but still it remains all so familiar to me.
I miss centro and Embassy...those 2 were once my favourite clubbing spot in J1.......now they are both gone........
My field camp pics are on the left, thanks to abdullah for bringing the camera and wesley for uploading it. The Days when the things we thought was impossible became possible.
3 Doors Down - Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me
|
|
|
What I Know About Myself
