I Leave The World Today // Somewhere In My Heart I'm Always... Dancing With You In The Summer Rain.
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What I Know About Myself Ashley Tan . Better Known As Pigo . The Great 3.3 and 4.3 . ACS(I) . ACJC . Ex-1SG4 & Ex-2SG4 . Slacker . Ex-Bowler . Can't Live Without Mix Martial Art . Watching Pride FC Is A Must . Addicted To English Drama Serials . Enjoys Having A Quiet Beer With Close Friends . Trance . Hardstyle . Rock . Indie . Emo Songs . Food Is My Life
The feeling of going back for training is awesome!! Its fucking fucking great! On monday when I reached the gym I felt a sense of belonging. I felt at home.
I was so happy to see stan there. Then came juan and I was bitching to them about hugo! Hahahha I really love the people in the gym man! And Ronald was there too! Wah everyone was there! It was great seeing them again instead of those bunch of fucker at hugo. The people in the gym are so nice!
Was having a short conversation with ronald and we both agreed the people in the gym are not fake at all. Everyone is truly rying to help each other to improve their game. Hahaha
Hhahaaha I'm so happy man! Sigh. Its back to work again tomorrow. I remember when I left for work early on monday they kept asking me where i was going so I had no choice but to tell them. 1 had the cheek to tell me that I don't have the body and I don't look like I'm losing weight. Fuck you! Ahh whatever even if I tell you what it is you guys will not understand la! Just keep your mouth shut and continue to pretend to be nice infront of your customers.
Actually not everyone is bad there. Its only a particular few la. I won't name them. Anywhere, they are all not the kind of people I would want to hang out with la. Alright enough of the bitching if not I would appear to be some stuck up guy. Hhaha
Training today was taken by stan cause darren was sick. Awesome job done stan. Its definately not easy being a coach :)
I finally understood why leslie told me fashion people are not your typical bunch of people. My goodness these people re-define the phrase being fake. They are fucking hypocrites la. They like to show that they are in charge even though they are just managers or sups of a store.
Its so different from the corporate world. I definately prefer the financial sector anytime man. These people are just not the type of people I would hang out with.
I remembered the first day I worked they told us that we do not know the fashion so we cannot serve customers. They told us our pants were out of date etc etc. Like whatever!
They scold customers behind their backs and act so nicely infront of them. I even have my story to tell man. Once i helped a sup to buy Hokkien mee from wisma, fucking hell the queue is always very long till even for myself I will not want to queue. So anyway I queued for him, tell when I reached back, he thank me for the mee, but later he went on saying why I didn't buy the 6 bucks one instead and when I left the room, he told someone that wah buy $4 somemore no chilli. So happen Andrew was in the room and he told me.Ungrateful bunch of people. Ah enough la.
I can't take it anymore. I'm fine working, but when it comes at the expense of my MMA, I just don't feel good. Hhahahaa
Work was insane today! Worked for 15hours man! My legs are fucking fucking aching! I just got back. Haha
Sigh. I miss MMA already! Just the thought of others training really kills me inside.
I'm so tired. Gona go to bed now. Sorry I couldn't entertain you today.
Shall leave with a story of the chinese Bamboo tree which I thought is very inspiring! :)
Story Of The Chinese Bamboo Tree You take a little seed, plant it, water it, and fertilize it for a whole year, and nothing happens. The second year you water it and fertilize it, and nothing happens. The third year you water it and fertilize it, and nothing happens. How discouraging this becomes! The fifth year you continue to water and fertilize the seed and then---take note. Sometime during the fifth year, the Chinese bamboo tree sprouts and grows NINETY FEET IN SIX WEEKS!
“The greatest thing in this world is not so much where we are,but in what direction we are moving.” - Oliver Wendell Holmes
Life is much like the growing process of the Chinese bamboo tree. It is often discouraging. We seemingly do things right, and nothing happens. But for those who do things right and are not discouraged and are persistent, things will happen. Finally we begin to receive the rewards.
Sigh. At first it got a bit boring, I thought it was the typical love story. Then suddenly things started to piece themselves together.
Towards the end of the show, I couldn't stop crying. I just couldn't control anymore. Then at the ending, I just cried non stop.
Sigh.
"Would you just stay with me?"
"Stay with you?What for? Look at us, we are already fighting!"
"But That's what we do!! We fight! You Tell me when I'm being an arrogant Son of a bitch and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ass. Which you are!! 99% of the time! I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings.There's like a 2 seconds rebound rate and you back doing the next pain in the ass thing!"
"So What!?"
"So its not going to be easy, it's going to be really hard, and we gona have to work this everyday but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you...forever...you and me..everyday...Would you do something for me?? Please? You just picture your life for me...30years from now..40years from now..what does it look like? If it's with that guy go....GO! I lost you once I think I can do it again, if the thought is what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out!"
" What easy way? There is no easy way! No matter what I do somebody gets hurt!"
" Would stop thinking about what everyone wants! Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants or what your parents want! What do you want? What do you want?? What do you want?"
My mum told me to stop going for MMA classes. I nearly fainted when she told me that.
Hahaha Sorry mum but you will never understand my love for the sport.
Since young I have been doing things what you guys wanted me to do. Soccer, Basketball, Swimming and Bowling. Now I found something I truly enjoy and also the many lovely people I got to know through the figh gym, I'm just not ready to give it up yet, or rather ever.
Happy Birthday Lindy! Don't think I have forgotten about you! Hehe
Anyway Lindy also had her little surprise birthday celebration at timbre thanks to her friends velda fred titus nick etc Hehe Hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration ya :)
Rehan came with a flower in hand for Lindy which I thought was so sweet! Haha Was stun when I saw Rehan gving theflowers to Lindz, Didn't know rehan was such a romantic guy hehe
It was an awesome night la. With the closest people with me to enjoy the night with and 1 of my favourite band playing too! How not to enjoy the night!? Haha
Ok, So I finally decided to update my blog after neglecting it for the longest time! Haha
Last Friday was Pris' surprise birthday at timbre! My goodness. It was so stressful. I was damn worried everything was going to cock up cause we left my house really late for dinner and most of pris' friends were already at timbre. Furthermore I can't hurry pris' cause then she would suspect something was wrong.
Anyway she kinda did so ya. Oh well, at least she was happy that her friends were all at the little gathering I planned for her!
Happy birthday squidlets! I hope you enjoyed your little birthday surprise ya ! :) Sorry I forgotten to invite some of your friends.
Thanks everyone for turning up at timbre and I'm really really sorry that we arrived very very late. Especially Charles and Qingyao who was there since 8.30 to collect our table. Thanks guys. And the rest of the people Ravin, Boon, Chiew Alexia who helped me to contact pris' friends. And of course to the rest who turned up. You guys are the ones who made the entire surprise possible. Thank you all so much :)
Ngak was absolutely fabulous that night as well as Clement and Saiyi. Oh is that how you spell your name. Hehe. Talked to them awhile. Ngak even dedicated a song to Pris and said something like pretty dentist etc etc. Haha After his set was over, he came over to wish pris and chatted with us for awhile. By that time I was quite high from the chivas andbeer. Oh and ya..OMG did I mention adrian just smuggled a bottle of chivas too? Hahha It was insane he was holding 1 bottle of chivas and asked the guys, eh what should I do with it? Hhahaha He is damn funny la!
We stayed till the end before Rehan fetched Adrian, Alexia, Pris and me home. Rehan damn ncie la. Always fetching me home even though i insisted he drop me off at hillview and I can take a cab home :)
Ok, so I'm really really broke now. Gona try and find a job now and stop drinking so much. I have this feeling my liver is just about gone. Hahaha Time to take a break.
Ok, I'm tired, really really tired! I miss you so much. Hope you enjoy your time on friday ya :)
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