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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Saturday, August 28, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/28/2004 01:02:00 AM |
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=Exam Are Over!=
Prelims over! yay! Actually, we still have design experiment but wth! You can't study for that paper! haha yup yup =)
Played soccer with the players today, but the sun was fucking hot, and i mean fuckin hot that I was beginning to have a headache. I did not eat my breakfast before the paper, so ya, was very hungry. I'm a very hungry boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sih I really don't know what else to blog about, I so relieved that prelims are finally over. Next week straight after design, the class is going to Rehan house in JB. Our papa Weize is coming too, I'm sure he will take good care of us right, papa ;)
Tomorrow going to meet Charles and gang, maybe for a sisha or movie. We shall see.
I WANT TO GO SPARKS!!!! TECHNO!!!!! huat ah!!!!!!!
Eugene must rally up all the techno lovers and chiong sparks k! hahah
Now prelims is over, I have to studyhard , and study hard I will.
I can't afford to perform like how I perform for the prelims. If I really perform the same, then I guess its all over for me. Oh well, We see how it all goes..................................
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/25/2004 09:49:00 PM |
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=I'm The Bitch=
I'm just the fucking bitch.
I'm always wrong so I'm very sorry sorry sorry. x10000000
I'm saying sorry for the many mistake that I'm going to make
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| :: Ashley | | 8/25/2004 09:02:00 PM |
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=Confessions Of Kenji=
Haha today in school I found out about Kenji's new blog.
Hahaha, go visit his blog, Kenji claims its not his, but we all thinks so!
The link is on the left.....
Move - Dogfight
tobidase Wicked show kuuki BIRIBIRI saku noise
SHIBA ite norikonase abaren bouno PADI-
zettai hikanai kihaku The DOGGUFAITO
buttoi REDDO ZO-N no himei ni shibiretai
hakanai senkou like a ryuusei isshun no kagayaki demo kamawanai
kaimamita kichou na fuukei itsuka kataritai
souima ha honnou no mama DOGFIGHT
SHIBIRE tai yume nara KOKO ni aru KAGEROU yaburu kaze Backfire
kinou nado sute tekina imakara Rocket dance (DOGFIGHT)
sakebenai negai ga itamunara sugunioide You're big time gambler
orokasaha utsukushii kyokusen Crazy game (Break it, break it strike it, shake it)
Baby, this is your ecstasy
HAHA souon mo Everywhere yokonaguri 5G hodono HEVIWEITO
GIRI de soukou MIRI no koubou Za-za-zan
rakushou de funde ikeruze madamada
Hey rhyme to rhyme zenzen mada tannai
genkai no MYU- futten koeta mushaburui
shuui no koe ga itaiteido jamada wakai
mihana saretekara ga HONDO no PARADAISU
gekiryuu ni ukanderu DORAIRI-FU moshimo unmei ga konohanaraba
namini nomarete shimau maeni ima odoriagari
GIRAGIRA hikari terase DOGFIGHT
SHIBIRE tai yume nara KOKO ni aru KAGEROU yaburu kaze Backfire
me wo tojinai tsuyoki no mamade Shiny bullet (DOGFIGHT)
yarusenai NAMIDA ja egakenai yaketa kuuki te wo kazashita
sono aiyori itoshii kaikan Crazy game (Break it, break it strike it, shake it)
Baby, this is your ecstasy
haruka mukou ano shinkirou kan KO-HI- katate no yuuhiiro
kono michi ni owari ha naikoto tsugeru kaze ga fuitara
Hey yo, tobidase Wicked show kuuki BIRIBIRI saku noise
SHIBA ite norikonase abaren bouno PADI-
zettai hikanai kihaku The DOGGUFAITO
buttoi koe kikashite Let me hear you say yeah, say yeah
Somebody sagashite Everybody kotae sakebigoe agero saa SUKURI-MU
1. 2. kick it
SHIBIRE tai yume nara KOKO ni aru KAGEROU yaburu kaze Backfire
kinou nado sute tekina imakara Rocket dance (DOGFIGHT)
sakebenai negai ga itamunara sugunioide You're big time gambler
orokasaha utsukushii kyokusen Crazy game (Break it, break it strike it, shake it)
Baby, this is your ecstasy
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/24/2004 12:04:00 AM |
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=A Horny Lesbian=
Cascada - Bad Boy
Remember The Feelings
Remember The Day
My Stone Heart Was Breaking
My Love Ran Away
This Moment I Knew
I Would Be Someone Else
My Love Turn Around And I Fell
Be My Bad Boy
Be My Man
Be My Weekend Lover
But Don't Be My Friend
You Can Be My Bad Boy
But I Understand
That I Don't Need You In My Life Again
Be My Bad Boy
Be My Man
Be My Weekend Lover
But Don't Be My Friend
You Can Be My Bad Boy
But I Understand
That I Don't Need You In My Life Again
No I Don't Need You Again
You Once Made This Promise
To Stay By My Side
But After Sometime
You Just Push Me Aside
You Never Thought That A Girl Could Be Strong
Now I Show You How To Go On!!!!!!!
Be My Bad Boy
Be My Man
Be My Weekend Lover
But Don't Be My Friend
You Can Be My Bad Boy
But I Understand
That I Don't Need You In My Life Again
Won't You Be My Bad Boy
Be My Man
Be My Weekend Lover
But Don't Be My Friend
You Can Be My Bad Boy
But I Understand That I Don't Need You In My Life Again
No I Don't Need You Again
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Finally the full lyrics for the song cascada - Bad Boy
Haha today physics was fuck up as usual.
Sigh Why do i blow up so easily?
I love the lyrics especially the part in pink, I don't know why, I just love it so much.
Am I a girl? Well maybe, sometimes I feel like I'm just like any other girl. Haha
If I am then I must be a lesbian, a damn bloody horny lesbian. Haha
Sorry, I just abit crazy today.
Saturday, August 21, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/21/2004 09:45:00 PM |
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=I Submit=
I give up! I give up!
I'm exhausted, the battle with examination has drained my energy. I pushed myself over the edge trying to live up to their expectations or rather mine.
My Mum, Pris, My Friends and of course my teachers, especially Mr How And Mrs Chan Boon Hui.
I'm sorry, I can't take it anymore. I'm too tired to continue. I did my best, I really did. I can't push myself anymore. I'm sorry. Please forgive me, I'm giving up without a fight. Especially when theres NO motivation anymore.
I'm very disappointed with myself.
Back to my Initial D to take my pain away.
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Every step I take
I make a mistake.
Every time I try to run
I fall flat on my face.
Everytime I try to hide
You find me scared and shaking
Everytime I want to escape
I get pulled back by an unknown force
Just let me go
I want to be free
Free from the problems of the world.
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| :: Ashley | | 8/21/2004 01:03:00 AM |
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=Keep On Working Towards That Dream=
Strive towards success, Never Give up, You never know what you may achieve if you don't try hard enough.
Someday I hope to be able to be like them. To fight in PrideFC like them, never give up, no matter how badly hurt.
Train towards my dream.
Friday, August 20, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/20/2004 05:21:00 PM |
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=Impact blue=
Initial D - Impact Blue
GET UP AND GO
GET UP AND GO
This endless midnight comes to an end
The sound of my heartbeat... who is this person?
Right now, tonight is insignificant
And I must find the object of my unknown love
My red rouge doesn't look perfect
But I will still catch love now
GET UP AND GO! What difference will the first time make?
The tears will no longer decorate my face
GET UP AND GO! Surely, my answer will come
This other blue light will burst with radiance
I gaze above at the tall lamp
Only wanting to accomplish life
My relationship with the wind quietly grows
And the shining light in my heart softens
Including the barren shouts
I will still be able to experience myself now
GET UP AND GO! What activity will make it different?
At any time, this girl will decorate the world
GET UP AND GO! More than ever, my answer will come
This other blue light will burst with radiance
The seductive long hair twists gracefully
In the starry sky that I am gazing at
Kiss me in this sweet dream
And I won't be hurt until the very end
My heart speeds up as I give chase
Now I am pursuing true love
GET UP AND GO! What difference will the first time make?
The tears will no longer decorate my face
GET UP AND GO! Surely, my answer will come
This other blue light will burst with radiance
GET UP AND GO
GET UP AND GO
GET UP AND GO
GET UP AND GO
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Another Initial D song with great lyrics!
Physics prac gone, I hate this feeling, the feeling of failure!
Thursday, August 19, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/19/2004 10:03:00 PM |
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=Screw Maths=
Move - Blast My Desire
Hey sanjou New generation atarashii jidai tourai wo ima teishou
Itsu made wasureta furi wo shiteiru no?
(chigiresou na haato no Tension) mune no uzuki
Sono hitomi no oku osae kirenai mono (sou matowari tsuku kono Image) yoru wo niramu
sou dare no kokoro ni te wo nobashite nureru sube mo
(Who you wanna be, who you wanna be,
what you wanna see, what you wanna see)
shira nakatta futari mou koko kara
(Hey sanjou New generation hora This will blast your love)
Blast my desire, break off the barrier
nemutta yume wo tataki okoshite (kiri saku youna sukiru)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
jidai wo furuwasete Risky tune (Break what you wanna break)
kono suteeji haiiro no setto arifureta soko ira no Street
jujinkou toujou no Situation Block party jack the show
kuuki ga imawasuka ni shindou zenchou zawameita kaze
shinjiteta omae ga kitto hitotsu de arawareru koto wo
kodou ga kasanaru hibana ga koboreru (takanari souna biito wo Mix it) shiroi zanzou
nageiteta kinoo hikatteru mirai he (chouhatsu sareteru youna shigunaru) kaze oikake
genkai mo joushiki mo futari de nara koete ikeru
(Who you wanna be, who you wanna be,
what you wanna see, what you wanna see)
hari tsumeta kuuki no ido gachi gire
(Hey sanjou New generation hora This will blast your love)
Blast my desire, break off the barrier
yokei na kazari zenbu kowashite (yakedo shisou na Wheel)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
futari wa kake nukeru Risky tune (Break what you wanna break)
Yeah soshite juukou na tsuru susumu koshi ni kuru gitaa no yukanda saundo
hyoutenka no sequencew o shoushou bimyou de juuyou na chougou
katarazu ni konya wa sugosou wogosoka na noizu ni dakareyou
dare mo mita koto no nai sekai wo kanjireru darou
Woh woh blast my desire
tachi tomatteru yori arashi no mukou kasundeiru hikari wo
Yes, we never stop
kono suteeji haiiro no setto arifureta soko ira no Street
jujinkou toujou no Situation Block party jack the show
kuuki ga imawasuka ni shindou zenchou zawameita kaze
shinjiteta omae wa kitto hitotsu kuru hora This will blast your love
Blast my desire, break off the barrier
nemutta yume wo tataki okoshite (kiri saku youna sukiru)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
jidai wo furuwasete Risky tune (Break what you wanna break)
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Now for the english translation. (Great Lyrics!!!)
Hey, I'm calling on a New generation, advocating the arrival of a new age
How long will you keep pretending to forget this heartache? (Tension of a heart about to be ripped up)
Scowling at the night, with things deep in your eyes that can't hold you down (Clinging to this image)
Yeah, even the means of reaching out to and touching others' hearts
(Who you wanna be, who you wanna be, what you wanna see, what you wanna see)
The unknown couple will from here on...
(Hey, I'm calling on a New generation, listen! This will blast your love)
Blast my desire, break off the barrier
Wake me out of my sleeping dream (The skills to tear you up)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
A risky tune that shakes the ages (Break what you wanna break)
Grey set on this stage - common ordinary streets
The star's situation as he appears - a block party, jack the show
There's a slight buzz in the air - winds that stir up omens
Portending that you, who I believed in, will surely emerge alone
The beats overlap, the sparks overflow in a white afterimage (Mix the throbbing beat)
Chasing the wind from the lamented past, toward the shining future (The signal of provocation)
Together, we can overcome both limits and common sense
(Who you wanna be, who you wanna be, what you wanna see, what you wanna see)
The taut string is torn off
(Hey, I'm calling on a New generation, listen! This will blast your love)
Blast my desire, break off the barrier
Destroying all the unecessary luxuries (A burning wheel)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
We will outrun with the risky tune (Break what you wanna break)
Yeah, then the rich strings - the distorted sound of a gut-bustin' guitar
A bit of a sub-zero sequence - the subtle and essential harmony
Let's spend the night without talking, so we can be embraced by the majestic noise
We'll sense a world no one has seen before
Woh woh Blast my desire
Rather than standing still, we reach for the hazy light beyond the storm
Yes, we never stop
Grey set on this stage - common ordinary streets
The star's situation as he appears - a block party, jack the show
There's a slight buzz in the air - winds that stir up omens
Portending that you, who I believed in, will surely come - Listen! This will blast your love
Blast my desire, break off the barrier
Wake me out of my sleeping dream (The skills to tear you up)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
A risky tune that shakes the ages (Break what you wanna break)
Blast my desire, (be what you wanna be)
Blast my desire (break what you wanna break)
(I'm advocating the arrival of a new age Be what you wanna be, be what you wanna be)
(I'm advocating the arrival of a new age Break what you wanna break)
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Ah this is the ending song for initial D stage 4, great song man.I love Japanese Song! Yay!!!!
These songs always mean so much to me. I love the lyrics and the tunes. It always brings me joy! Troubles, seems to go away.
EUROBEATS!!! TECHNO!!! Whatever you call them, The best genre ever!
Sigh fuck maths, its gone!
Nevermind shall watch my initialD now, Cya people. Hope my physics prac goes well tomorrow.
Sigh
"Why do people before geting into a relationship say, "oh he's/shes's so sweet, He's/she's the greatest,He/She takes my pain away?He cheers me up" Then in the end, get into the relationship, realise the person is fucked up,ends it and complains that the person a pain in the the neck, ni nabei, cheebye, kan ni na bu chao chee bye, fucking bastard or bitch and all the vulgarities of all languages starts coming out."
Sometimes I feel I may belong to this species of human being. Especially with this foul mouth of mine. Sometimes I really wonder why do I swear so much? I don't use to swear so much in sec4, not until towards the bottom half of the year 2003. I wonder why, hmmmmm. But I can't blame anyone else, its my fault, its my mouth, I'm the one saying the words.
Back to my Inital D.
=)
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/18/2004 09:05:00 PM |
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=Slack=
Slack, I'm such a slacker. Sigh
I did only 2hr of work today. Sigh. Wonder how will i fare tomorrow. Oh well, we shall see. 3hrs of maths, yay! I love to do maths!
Well.....thats if i know how to do the question.
Good luck everyone!
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| :: Ashley | | 8/18/2004 11:19:00 AM |
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=Dj Rad=
Dj Rad - Come Home .. Great techno man, thanks to Eugene for introducing it to me, love the vocals. Actually this is the second time I'm listening to it, but only when Eugene told me about it then did I go n download.
Yesterday while on my way home, was listening to WKRZ 91.3, haha the people that call in were damn funny. Blue by ReJECT?!?!?! Its reset, haha, then those people have those voice, haha damn funny man. My favourite caller have to be the DJ ah boy, haha he just makes me laugh like crazy man. Haha, 91.3 the best man!
Someone is sad today! Cheer up!!!!!! haha =)
I'm downloading Initial D 4th stage, damn I forgot the 4th stage was out till yesterday when I wanted to download stage 1 and 2 and watch it all over again. Haha
Anyway gp was ok, econs was kinda bad, did not finish but oh well, can't be bothered. Tomorrow is maths, have to do well man.
Dj Rad - Come Home
When will you come home
When will you be mine
I have waited so long
Just to see you smile
So tell me why do all these feelings in me call out for your name
So tell me why do all dream within me always end the same
When will you come home...
When will you come home
When will you be mine
I have waited so long
Just to see you smile
So tell me why do all these feelings in me call out for your name
So tell me why do all dream within me always end the same
When will you come home.................(8x)
Monday, August 16, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/16/2004 01:48:00 AM |
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=You=
Thank you
Sunday, August 15, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/15/2004 09:19:00 PM |
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=Prelims Are Near=
Prelims are coming, in 2 days time. Sigh, I'm so not prepared, today in church they prayed for me. Been going to church quite often, I realised I been very happy while in church. Its just different. I can find peace there, away from problems and complicatio. The place feel so sincere and pure, people there are so nice. YC is just like a family. Thanks to Eugene for bringing me there, and also for teaching me Initial D and of course Yuhao too. Their inital D is shen man.
I love coming home to the sound of my techno! I love techno! haha yes I know I been repeating it non-stop but seriously I don't what I do without techno. Sigh Techno brings me great memories! =)
A person willingness to change for you shows you how much she loves you. Once she hated techno, but after going out with you for awhile she began to like SOME techno. I stress on the word some, she doesn't have to adore or die over it like me or even like it, but as long shes willing to listen or bear with what you like then its fine. Of course you have to bear some of the things she like that you don't right. Thats how a r/s should be, giving and taking, influencing one another, whether its good or bad, thats a different story. haha I don't know why I'm suddenly saying this, it just struck me while I was listening to techno.
Are you willing to sacrifice or change for the person?
Good luck to everyone for the prelims exam, to my class, hmm what do you think our grades will be? At least we must pass all the subject k, I'm sure we can do it. Take care people, A's is our main goal.
Learn to enjoy exams, it enable us to use what we are taught(since theres nowhere else you can use it)
I feel like a goose, a silly goose!!! ;)
Thursday, August 12, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/12/2004 10:38:00 PM |
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=Cascada=
I finally downloaded Cascada Bad boy, its really hard to find man, but I love the song so much. Its great!!!!!
"Remember the feelings
Remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moments are new I would be someone else
My love turn around and I fell..."
- Cascada - Bad boy
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/11/2004 09:12:00 PM |
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=Singapore Idol=
Its amazing what people will do, will say just to get a shot to being a star. Haha. WTF! What banana man, people saying" Im sick, Im nervous," what the fuck! Haha its so funny watching these people.
I have to say, or rather compliment the guts of 2 or3 of the contestant. 1 of them have speech problem and the other 2 are deaf. The confidence they have is amazing, I know if I had speech problem or deaf I will never go out and meet people let alone performing a song in front of television. Then theres this malay girl who admits she does not have the package or rather the looks, but she feel she just want to rely on her voice to bring her through. It made me think, is image that important now?
Yes I know is weird coming from me, but it really made me stop and think about it. The media industry, is it all about image? While some people can be so humble there are others who are just fucking and I mean fucking proud and have no sense of shame at all! One example, singapore "Hunk", "SG HUNK", whatever you want to call him. Haha or rather thats what he calls himself, he is so infamous man, going around plucking people eyebrows. WTF! haha but then again, its these people that disgust us but make us laugh.
Prelims next week, I can't finish. Im burnt out. Sigh
Everyday I come back hearing to the song of techno just makes me feel at ease. Recently been studying till very late, it seems that I enjoy studying now, going to pia already. Just want the prelims to be over and done with, then concentrate on my A's. Everyone like comfirming mambo night after prelims, I have never gone to Zouk before so i guess I'll go give it a try.
However, I want to go sparks too! I want to cheer and shout to the techno, I want to experience techno at the club. That night at Induz3 was not enough! Anyone wants to go sparks? I like E-type, they have nice euro dance music! I realised techno bands usually jsut a woman and a man, eg E-type, Erotic, and I think groove coverage too. Haha oh well.
TECHNO!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you don't like it, fuck off! I don't need your criticism on my type of music I like.
Think I am going crazy, sigh. Prelims is taking a toll on me, everyone is mugging now. Anyway I realise it been very long since I type a long entry so I'm trying to make my entry long. Haha
Sigh somehow I feel so empty inside. I feel so alone. Haiz, why is this happening to me, Why am I like that? Theres this sadness I feel everyday, my heart feels very heavy, its as though I have a very very big problem, but I do not have. Everything so weird now, I walk around and I feel weird. Even walking around school I get this weird feeling, a feeling that does not make me feel at ease. Whats wrong argh!
E-type : Will I See You Again
Will I See You Again
In the dark
I'm lying all alone
I just wonder where you are
but I know that you will come
that you'll be there
I've got to walk this
lonesome road
to get this of my head
I've got no time for the living dead
so, I'm taking off for higher ground
to get you off my back
you know, you gotta cut me some slack
'cause now I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
'cause now I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
Will I see you again
I didn't have the chance to say, I'm sorry
will I see you again
this is more than I can take (from you)
A bottle of moonshine in the evening
and the daymare starts to fade
now I've got time for the weekend raid
I'm on my own and I can't stay bored,
I've passed that river long ago
I'm not sure I'm your friend or foe
'cause now I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
'cause now I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
I'm ready to go, I can't be stopped
Will I see you again
I didn't have the chance to say, I'm sorry
will I see you again
this is more than I can take (from you)
I've got to clear my head
Saturday, August 07, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/07/2004 10:45:00 PM |
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=Personality=
I'm in a daze. Did 3 test in all. I'm so tired. How am I going to do integration now? haha Anyhow, I have to finish most of integration by today. I can do it! Full force already!
| Global Personality Test Results | Sensate (60%) moderately high which suggests you are emotional, sensitive, and subjective.
Perfectionist (70%) high which suggests you are very organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious but possibly not very spontaneous and fun.
Extrovert (73%) high which suggests you are very talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate but possibly not very internally grounded.
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| :: Ashley | | 8/07/2004 01:33:00 PM |
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=My Desire=
I want my honda civic eg6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mum doesn't want cause she can't drive manual. Sigh
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 8/03/2004 09:19:00 PM |
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=I Am Who I Am=
What a fucked up day.
Realy fucked up.
But, I seem to be feeling better, listening to techno now.
Ahhh, Espresso's Drive me crazy.
Baby you're gona drive me crazy
Falling in love is easy.
Stay by my side.
Baby you're gona drive me crazy
Oh please don't keep me waiting tonight
Oie oie oiee oieeeeee.
woo woo wo wo woooo
ai ah ai ah ai ah ai ai ah
huat ah..huat ah...huat ah huat ah huat
KAO BEI AH!
I must Thank Eugene my fellow techno lover for sending me the song.
And for some people who don't like techno, sorry man. Just don't listen then, don't scold me.
I listen to what I like.
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