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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Friday, December 31, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/31/2004 11:14:00 AM |
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=New Year Eve=
I slept for the longest time yesterday. 23hrs. After mambo I slept from 6am to 9 pm. Ocassionally woke up for my lunch and to pee. Haha. Then slept from 3am all the way to 11am which is now.Wtf. I'm really a pig. Clubbing is taking a toll on me. But I still love mambo. Haha =p
Everyone is getting sad, tearing, pity and what have you over the Tsunami disaster. I was just wondering, sometimes we shouldn't wait till something like that happen before we actually try and help. But then again when something like that big happen we should lend our helping hand in which ever way possible. Well, the point is that people are suffering every minute or even every second. Its not just the victims of the Tsunami disaster that are suffering but others too What about the handicaps, the mentally unsound, the children that were abandoned etc. So what I'm trying to say is we have to help no matter how big or small the problem is.
Happy New Year Eve everyone. Its Charles house today. And hmm maybe jed, not too sure yet. I realised i'm really becoming a mambo addict. The first thing I do every morning now is to listen to my mambo songs. Haha. WTF man. At this rate my entire life savings will be with Zouk very soon. haha Kidding, I don't spend that much at zouk anyway =)
Missed training yesterday, was too tired to move my ass off the bed. Sigh, I miss grappling. The next time I can roll will only be in feb when I don't have to stay in camp. ARGH! I wanna roll, I wanna fight... Darren gona have vale tudo next year but it will only be on wed. WTF! Vale tudo is when you can ground and pound when the guy is on the ground. Fuck man, nvm. AFter Ns, after NS. I miss mounting on someone or being mounted on, I miss being in side control or be in someone elses side control , I miss being caught in someone's guard or putting someone in my guard. I miss rolling so much! And its only being 4 days since I last rolled.
Its coming close to a year that we separated. Now as we look at each other, boy have we changed so much. We are both pursuiting different things in life and getting along with our life. Life is funny ain't it. Hope you like your present.
Sec4s are waiting for jc to start. I remember I was just like them, eager for Jc to start. Especially being in a all boys school for 4 years, naturally you will be happy when you know htere will be girls! Haha. Sigh, sometimes I wish I was in Jc all over again with the same bunch of people. While they are waiting for Jc to start, I'm here rotting my life again, waiting for enlistment.
Cherish your time in Jc. Before you know it, you have graduated and be like me now, waiting for enlistment for the guys and the girls will be finding a job or applying for universities. Haha.
Found a pic showing cro cop's Kick. Its NOT deadly at all.
Thursday, December 30, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/30/2004 04:54:00 PM |
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=Mambo Night=
Being the last mambo of the year, and blogging half dead last night, I felt I should blog more about what happened at mambo.
I must say the drinks at zouk can be really cheap in zouk. Drank apple shooters with Chris and joses, it was $3 bucks per shots. Well cause its 1 for 1 and originally it was $12 for two. Yup, and the shots are really great. Danced with max for awhile one the podium at the corner. He was letting me try this drink called vodka crystal... haha, its the first vodka drink that I really like, it has jelly inside and it doesn't even taste like vodka. Thanks max.
Could not take it any longer, the urge for mambo was growing inside me that I decided to dance by myself. Haha, I'm becoming a hardcore mambo sexual. Anyway, danced for awhile alone before max joined me.
After awhile I joined rehan and the rest on the dance floor. It was damn fun dancing with all your friends. Shouting, doing all the hand actions. Yinxiang they all knew jay so he came and danced with us. My goodness. He can really dance really well man, I guess he is really the icon of mambo.
We were mamboing till close to 4 before I left for home in a cab with andrea my neighbour. They played all the songs that night man. Summer rain!! My faourite!! call me, stay (just a little bit longer), leave a light on for me, shot through the heart etc etc. All the mambo hits. I almost went crazy last night hearing all my favourite songs being played.
So many songs being played that night but I forgot already. Sigh, I really really want to download the songs man.
Ahhh, I love mambo so much. I just realised I might not be able to make it to mambo next week. Its Yiwen's party. Still thinking whether to go for mambo of Yiwen's party. I also realised Yiwen's parties are always on wednesday. Hahaha.
Mambo rocks man. I still could remember the 1st time I went. I was immediately hooked on to it. ZOUK is awesome too man.
But sometimes I wonder if I will be able to mambo till I'm old. Haha.
Belinda Carlisle - Leave A Light On For Me
Take my hand, Tell me what you are feeling
Understand, This is just the beginning
Although I have to go
It makes me feel like crying
I don't know when I'll see you again
Darlin', leave a light on for me
I'll be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darlin', leave a light on for me
Cos when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe
I can't explain, I don't know
Just how far I have to go
But darlin' I keep the key
Just leave a light on for me
Yes I know, What I am asking is crazy
You could go, And just get tired of waiting
But if I loose a love, could I find my desire
That would be the one regret of my life
Darlin', ...
I can't explain...
Just like a spotlight in the dark
Baby that's your heart,
Baby that's your heart,
Baby that's your heart
Verse
Chorus X2
Darlin' leave a light on for me
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| :: Ashley | | 12/30/2004 04:40:00 AM |
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=Fiona JieMei's Chalet And Mambo=
Tuesday was Fiona's chalet and my god did we had a blast. There were like 4 bottles of alcohol for us to drink. Each of us brought food to be shared with everyone, some brought alcohol. Haha.
Anyway, we quickly had our dinner and very soon we began to start drinking. We played indian poker, but this time instead of drinking there were many kisses going around. Lesbian dancing, gay-ing, as turtle put it, sinful party. Haha.
We did not sleep the entire night. At 4.30 we walked to ECP macs to get a bite and we ended up having our breakfast. Haha, by the time we got back at the chalet it was kinda like near 6. So we helped clear up the place before leaving. My god, the place was like a rubbish dup man, with bits and pieces of fried rice all over the place.
Thanks Jiemei, you are really very nice to pay for the chalet man. And even though ou paid for the chalet, you still insisted that you bring something too. Haha. thats really sweet of you jiemei. =)
The bus stop is all too familiar. The atmosphere, the passage that leads to the terrace houses. The house with the many birds and stuff. The wind somehow got stronger. Maybe its the rain. Anyway, as I walked closer to the house I once frequent quite often, I heard the sound of the piano playing. Something told me it was him playing it. It sure was him alright. It was the first time I saw him. For some weird reason he decided to come out of the house. I was staring at him. He is such a big boy now. I miss you Ryan.
Anyway I just got back form mambo, this mambo was awesome man. Everyone was there, well most of the mambo regulars and even some first timers. Haha. Actually I kinda felt uncomfortable going into the club alone but after awhile it was ok. Come to think of it, it was quite fun actually. Anyway, shaun was like dancing with Jay man. Erotic dancing.
Oh, Rehan too, for a short period of time. Kinda got saboed. Haha =p
I just love mambo so much man. There's actually alot to say but somehow I can't describe it. Its the kinda of stuff that you have to be there to actually feel it. Yup, Guess thats why mambo is always pack. Anyway, I realised its the last mambo of the year 2004. Haha. Danced till 4am. Every song was played. Today's playlist was much much better then last week. Good job Dj haha.
1 more mambo to go. Last one for me to enjoy. Its the first mambo of the year 2005.
Before mambo was out with pris. Watched meet the fockers. It was great, hilarious, fucking funny man. Gaylord's parents are so horny, like me. Haha. Anyway, thanks for accompanying me to watch the show though we are sitted on the second row. Haha, what bad luck man.
I just realised I have no plans for the new year. I'm just so tired, maybe I just stay at home and celebrate the new year myself. Yay. I love to be alone, spending quality with myself.
Training tomorrow. I guess I better sleep. Don't wake me up guys. I'm gona hibernate and sleep till 6. Just in time for training.
:)
Monday, December 27, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/27/2004 01:21:00 AM |
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=Mambo And Mma=
Mambo Jumbo.....I want To Mambo!
I want to dance the night away. I don't want to bother about anything else.
Take my worries away.
There's training tomorrow. I love training. Whenever I fight nothing bothers me other then trying to improve myself. My worries seems to disappear. I love the feeling. The feeling of being transported into another world.
When will you start to care for me again baby?
Do you miss me?
Sunday, December 26, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/26/2004 11:38:00 PM |
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=You Give Love A Bad Name=
Bon Jovi - You Give Love A Bad Name
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame.
Darling you give love a bad name (fuck yeah).
An angel's smile is what you sell.
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell.
Chains of love got a hold on me.
When passion's a prison, you can't break free.
Ohh, you're a loaded gun. (yeah)Ohh,
There's nowhere to run.
No one can save me
The damage is done.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
I play my part and you play your games.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
You give love a bad name.
Paint your smile on your lips.
Blood red nails on your fingertips.
A school boy's dream, you act so shy.
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye.
Ohh, you're a loaded gun. (yeah)
Ohh, There's nowhere to run.
No one can save me
The damage is done.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
I play my part and you play your games.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
You give love…
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame.
Darling you give love a bad name.
I play my part and you play your games.
You give love a bad name.
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
I play my part and you play your games.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name.
I play my part and you play your games.
You give love a bad name.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/26/2004 08:32:00 PM |
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=I miss ACJC!=
I hate this feeling of emptiness in me.
I Sigh, I listen to songs that reminds me of the pass. When I think of the past I think of the day when I first stepped into ACJC as an official student. The atmosphere was different. Though it was tiring, though the exams were tough, though I scrap through exams but I still love it at ACJC. Its the people there that makes it all so special.
As I think about the new intake of JC1 thats coming in next year, I can't help but feel a sense of jealousy. How I wanna be in their shoes going through JC again, the only difference is I wanna go through JC with my batch of people.
I learnt so many things while I was in JC, certain things about me change, for the good or bad I wouldn't know. But definately a larger part of it is for the good.
Sigh, I really hate to say good bye but I guess we all have to move on. Haiz. I really regret not taking enough pictures for me to remember the times spent in JC. In fact pictures may not show all the events that happens. Guess all the memories can only be kept in my memory.
I just wana say to the J2 next year to cherish the time spent with your batch. J2 is gona go pass you in flash. Before you know it, you're gona sit for your A's and you're all gona leave each other.
Sigh....I know its weird but I feel the best part of JC would be studying in school be it in the hub or classroom. Come to think of it I have never gotten so much work done before. Haha. its also during this period of time that I manage to get to know more people or get closer to them. Haha.
I miss JC! I miss ACJC !
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| :: Ashley | | 12/26/2004 08:00:00 PM |
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=Choices=
I dreamt of you again.
I can't wait for Fiona's chalet :)
Sigh, why do I always have to make choices....tough choices.
Its either the farewell dinner tomorrow at glasshouse with the bowling juniors, or MMA. I have to choose one.
Maybe this is what makes life so interesting.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/25/2004 03:42:00 PM |
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=Dreaming Of You=
I had a dream. A sweet dream. I love to dream. It brings me away from reality into another world. A happy world.
My daughters gona be called stacy and cheryl next time. And my son, hmm not sure. Maybe tonight I will dream of his name. Haha Yes, I wana have 3 kids.
Who's gona marry me? Even if I do, I don't think my wife would want to give birth to so many kids. Haha. I still remember a special someone once told me I'm gona be the one who's gona give birth to my babies. Haha
This month issue of FHM is awesome. The girls are hot. Too hot. Thanks to my God sis who bought it for me. I heard she was in one of the issues too, well many years back.
It seems you're always on my mind baby.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/25/2004 04:28:00 AM |
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=Xmas!!=
Town was chaotic today. It was madness. Words can't describe all the things that were happening in town. And to think they say we were a conservative society, I don't see sign of conservative today in town. It was more of havoc. Haha.
Kids, lians, bengs, teenagers everyone was spraying the white foam thingy at everyone.
This year X'mas seem to be the best. Was carolling in town. It was great, I never had this great feeling during Xmas before. This year Xmas meant something more to me. In the past I used to be gambling. I guess I'm beginning to see the better things in life.
It was too crowded to take a bus or rathe rnightrider home so me and joses decided to walked to zouk from somerset. Its quite near actually. Anyway, many media corp starts were there. A fight broke out outside Zouk, bouncers did not really seem that interested in stopping the fight. Haha, it took the police quite awhile before they came though.
When you fight, fight using your brains.
Friday, December 24, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/24/2004 01:58:00 AM |
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=Reliving Old Times=
Mambo was great. Crave sucks man. Seriously, it was so boring I was hoping mambo would start earlier. I must say, the people working at zouk are all very efficient. They managed to clear the stage and bring out the podium for mambo in like less than 30min? haha
Anyway, mambo was just awesome! Many of the JC people were shocked to see people doing the hand actions esp some J1s. Oh well. I love doing all the hand action thing man. Gona go for the next 2 mambo before I go for my BMT. Sian man.
Danced till my feet were aching. I have never danced so much before man. And better yet, mambo was until 4am this time. Haha. Havoc man. There was this point of time when we wanted to re enter but zouk was so packed they refused entry and open up velvet underground. My god, velvet is the bomb man. Everything so high class there, the place so classy. The music great for chilling out. And yes, you find fich guys there, very rich guys.
Just came back from a bowling gathering. It was shing birthday. Happy birthday shing. Its great to see all the old bowlers back together doing what we always do. Gamble and drink. haha. I certainly miss those times. =)
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/22/2004 01:24:00 AM |
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=Sad Face....=
I wanna say something but I don't how to say it.
You don't understand me.
I have never gotten the wrong idea.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/21/2004 11:26:00 PM |
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=Fight Glove=
I just bought my fighting glove. Cost me $25, well I feel its quite ok for my first fight glove. Maybe I shall get the official UFC fight glove or the pride one next time when I have the money. It cost US$40 can. Excluding shipping. Fuck.
Looking through the uberture thing now, tomorrow is the finals for the pageant. Still deciding whether to go anot. Hahaha.
Now, Jed is leading on the online poll by fucking 5000 votes. Jed wtf did you do man. Now there is no compeition. hahahahaha
The girls side, chrystle is leading followed by rebecca. Co incidentally both were from St nicks... hahahahaha. ;)
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| :: Ashley | | 12/21/2004 01:26:00 PM |
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=Forever Young=
Symbol - Forever Young
Forever........Together........
Forever........Together........
Forever.........Together.......
Forever love and fun
Until the morning sun
Forever.............
Come on baby light my fire
Ready for this show
Now I feel your love desire
Please don't never go
Crazy dancing sexy power
All I need is you
Tonight I'll take you higher
if you love me too
Overtime
I need your shining smile
Tonight I'm really gona break
You know that life is just a game
Chorus
Forever young
We got to run
Forever love and fun
Until the morning sun
Forever young
We are all for one
Forever love and fun
Until the morning sun
Forever..........
Come on baby let your body pump into the groove
Shake your boogie feel the music jump in like a fool
I don't care I'm so excited Now I feel so free
Paradise into your eyes
so let it be
Overtime
I need your shining smile
Tonight I'm really gona break
You know that life is just a game
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| :: Ashley | | 12/21/2004 11:15:00 AM |
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=Heel Hook=
I came to the conclusion that Heel hook is one of the most dangerous submission move. Not only can you break the guy's ankle, you can also tear the guy's knee and shin. Hmm, deadly.........
And damn it, yest darren got me in a heel hook I was almost screaming in pain even though its only for 1sec. And today I woke up with my ankle hurting like hell. Fuck.
The pain that I love................ :)
Monday, December 20, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/20/2004 11:49:00 AM |
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=The Depress One=
Do you know that I cry to sleep since that day?
Do you know you're always on my mind but yet you choose not to believe.
Just tell me ok, and I won't bother you anymore. Please, just tell me.
That day when I was high everything seems so happy. No worries, in the company of friends, my very good friends too. Thanks jiemeis and the rest of you people. But yet once the alcohol is gone and you begin to become sober, the worries and problems you have comes back again, and it seems to be worse then before. Sigh.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/20/2004 01:44:00 AM |
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=We Are Insane=
Last night was crazy, insane, madness.
It was the reunion of riverview hotel room 1620 and 1621. As usual, people got drunk and someone counted the no. of stars on my ceiling too. I didn't even noe I had so many. Haha thanks ;)
And thanks everyone for turning up. =)
The next event will most probably be on the 29th dec. Fiona gona book a chalet or something and I guess it is gona be chaos again! haha
Tomorrow I have double training. I'm gona be dead tired man but I love training so much. Its great punching into the pads, it feels even better rolling trying to get your partner to submit. But after everything ends, we are not opponents nor are we angry that we lost. In fact, we become even better friends and understand each other game better. We learn from our mistakes and try to correct them. =)
Anyway I just want to ask what are we now?
You seem so hostile. Why? Did I do something wrong? If I did I'm Sorry, and Erm just tell me k, then I won't disturb you anymore. We can always still be very good friends right? Don't know if you are reading this but well, I hope you are =)
I love looking at my prom pictures!!!!!!!!!! I just can't get enough of it. Haha Especially after prom at Zouk and room 1620 and 1621 ;)
Oki, this is like my 4th time editing this entry. Hha, gona add in one of my fav. euro dance songs
Dj Volume - Spirit Of Yesterday
I remember the days,
I remember the place
'cause I wish you were mine
just a moment in time
Say my name in the night and to you it feels right
'cause into your arms I fall
You decided to leave just as long as I breathe
It's my very last try, don't you tell me goodbye
I remember the place, I remember the days
The best time of my life
I call the spirit of yesterday, spirit of yesterday
I fall into your arms again, into your arms one day (2X)
I'm recalling the days, I recall the right place
'cause I wish you were here to be my atmosphere
Paint my name in the sky, angel wings take it high
'cause into your arms I fall
You were _____ to ease and for now I say please
It's my message to you, it's the last rendez-vous
I remember the place, I remember the days
The best time of my life
Friday, December 17, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/17/2004 09:34:00 PM |
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=I love what I'm doing=
let me ask you something....
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
Hehe, I just felt shouting that sentence out loud.
My elbow joints still hurting from yesterday MMA. My thighs was in pain from the 100 lunges on each legs. But I'm not complaining.
I love what I'm doing now and the pain is all part of the sport. I finally found something I love to do. =)
I love it and no one can stop me =p
Thursday, December 16, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/16/2004 04:36:00 AM |
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=You Light My Cigarette=
Is this who I want to be.....
Is this really who I am?
Do you know that you are always the one the light my cigarette? You may not know, but yes its true.
The Reason Is YOU! Sounds familiar huh? Maybe cause it is our song?
I always hope the light will always shine on us but it doesn't seem to be the case.
People say you're too good for me...Somehow there's much truth in this. I can't pamper you, I don't have the ability to do so, yet one day I hope you will understand. That day never seem to come.
Whenever I fight, I fight for you. The image of us just kept burning in my mind. I train hard just so that I know I can protect you in the future. I never know when will I have to use it, but I rather have it and don't need it than to need it and don't have it.
Maybe you don't know my dear, but yes its true. Just like you say, when the auditorium is full, I will always save a seat next to me for you. It doesn't matter whether you will come, but you need to know thats always a place for you.
Somehow we always try, we keep trying but yet one step after another you kept raising the standard. No matter how hard I try I just can't reach the target. I really can't. I tried my best.
Like today, you got angry for no reason. I don't know why I'm typing all these. You may read it , you may not. I do things for you but yet I choose not to let you know or rather you will never know. Whenever you ask me what did I ever do for you, I can't seem to tell you. I don't know how to make you believe me so I choose to keep quiet.
Keep on lighting my cigarette baby, kill me with the smoke that I inhale in. Its bad I know, I have a choice, But I guess I choose to because of you. Its fucking silly of me, but yes! I'm a stupid boy. I'm your stupid little baby.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/14/2004 01:05:00 AM |
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=Fight, Fight, Fight=
" Punches In Bunches!!!"
" A Champion Is Someone Who Trains Even When No One Is Watching" - Bas Rutten
" When You Are Not Training, Someone Else Is Training To Kick Your Ass."
Just had mma and muay thai, I have to put these words in my head. I have to push myself to train harder hopefully next time I can fight in Pride or something. Yeah I wish. I really wish. Somehow today training was great, Darren wasn't around so bruce took over. Muaythai was tiring, did loads of conditioning.
Mma was some what more relax, but we did like 100 lunges for each fucking leg! WTF! AFter training stayed back to roll with Gary for half an hour without any break, Fucking shag man. Was at the fight gym till about 10.30 before we all had to leave. Bruce was chasing us away. Haha.
Church camp tomorrow. Yeah! Well, I am abit scared. Lets hope its fun! =)
Monday, December 13, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/13/2004 04:41:00 PM |
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=Room 1620 and 1621=
I thought my entry about prom was like shit. It didn't do justice to the entire prom night. But seriously, the whole event was just so damn awesome that nothing can describe it nor will we be able to go through it again with the same bunch of people.
The people that came to our room were just havoc, some we didn't even spoke a word too but we did not care at all. The alcohol just took over our saint self. It wasn't long before most of us got high that we didn't bother about what people thought of us. Some of us got elbowed, got teased, was punched, punked on but yet we still love the time spent with everyone.
The bartender of the night got drunk. WTH? haha, then there were pillows..people were going crazy..shouting WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR at 2 3am outside the corridor. Security came, told us to lower down, we just said yes. The whole night happened just too fast. There were pais, indians chinese everyone. Haha. There were frequent knocks on the door but when we opened the door there was no one. Some of us got scared but after a while we just neglected it.
Room 1620 and 1621, it was indeed havoc. It went beyond our expectation. No one could control us. As I look back now at the entire night, I could not believe that I was part of partying in room 1602 and 1621. It went by too fast. So many things happened, the gossips, the drinking, the wacking, the shouting!!! I dare to say that you can only get this type of havocness at AC. Thanks everyone for making that crazy night special. At least next time when I look back at my JC life, I have something significant to remember about.
Prom night, 7/12, the after party at Zouk then the party at room 1620 and 1621.
And if you want to relive that night again, well or at least try to.
Its gona be this SATURDAY! 18/12 Everyone that came to room 1620 and 1621 at riverview hotel, please come. Its at my house. Its another drinking session. Havoc.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/13/2004 01:55:00 AM |
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=Reunion=
http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/initiald/
Heres the website frostee. Sorry i cant post it on the tag board.
By the way, theres a party happening on Sat. Its a room 1620 and 1621 reunion. Havoc.!
Come ya. Hehe
Thursday, December 09, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/09/2004 09:38:00 PM |
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=Closing Chapter=
Thanks for the memories baby. =)
Thank you. I can never thank you enough. =)
We can still be very good friends. In fact we are.
Sigh, I juz don't how to carry on typing. I shall leave it as it is.
Take care, I will still be there for you.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/08/2004 09:39:00 PM |
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=JC Comes To An End=
I decided that I couldn't write my entire JC life in a day so I decided to write it day by day and post it maybe after prom. Hehe, yup today is the 13/11 , and I'm in the midst of my A's still. Oh btw I'm currently typing this on the com in my room. I really love my com man! But sigh, the com crashed and became screwed up. Internet connection not working argh!! And this happened because I was trying to erase all my porn on my Com and become pure. Haha, but fuck, this has to happen. Ohh well..
Anyway, I must say, time passes really fast when you are in JC. It seems like yesterday that I first stepped in ACJC. The atmosphere was totally different. I remember being really excited that school was starting. This was the first time that I actually can't wait to go back to school man. Maybe because I knew there were going to be girls! haha. I still remember very vividly, waking up especially early to gel my hair. Talking to Joy the night before, she was kinda worried about me starting JC, that she scared I would change. Hmm, and yeah, she was right ,boy did I changed.
First day of school was orientation. My OGLs were JOSHUA and GLORIA!!!!! =) They were really nice people, both good looking and pleasantly nice to everyone. I miss you both!!! =) Orientation was fucking fun man, we had games, learned the mass dance, discipline talks etc. Orientation was damn tiring too, we ended school like 5pm everyday can. It was a big switch from secondary school life to JC life. Sometimes I feel its too big of a switch for me. Nvm about that, My og had like lots of people that I know though, There was SUNIL! turtle, and erm, oh I think thats about it, but anyway I soon got to know gladys, Ziyi and denice! I couldn't believe that Denice was actually in my OG can. I remember in sec4 always see her walking back to cashew heights, she was from mgs then. Haha its not that I like her in the bf gf way, but having a neighbour in the same OG as you is just damn cool man!
Anyway, yup, we had lots of fun during orientation and Ohh I stil remembered, JAY and EVA! That couple, or rather that con- man and con- woman had us all tricked. We thought that they were both from other year, the worst part was Jay was wearing ACSI uniform can. We were like eh, "how come we never see you before?" He just said is it, I'm 4.6. Haha, we happily just believed him can. Anyway it was only towards the end of the orientation that we discovered that Jay was actually many years our senior. He was sunil's brother year can! Thats like what, 3years our senior. Haha, to think I started my JC life being tricked by a senior. Haha =)
Then there was the camp fire which was really fun I guess, we had to do some skit and I was like pretending to be washing my hair while another guy was moaning. Haha, it was suppose to be the herbal essence commercial. Haha, so embarrassing can! My skit ended with a song dedicated to the ogls, and I guess because of that we won like the title of the best performance much to the dismay of the others. There was this other group that performed way better then us, but somehow, the all the OGLS decided ours was the best. Haha, If I'm, not wrong, Jonathan Ong from the sc combi came out with the song.
And oh, our ogl had a mini outing. We went to cine to watch the ring(us version) I still remember and gloria was shouting away! Haha, had dinner at marche I think. Oh, we each received a rose from Gloria and Joshua! Haha, and we gave them one too I think and a card. Yup, and so this marks the end of my orientation in ACJC. It was truly fun, but all good things have to come to and end, and so proper school life, I mean proper JC life was going to begin...........................
I was the only one in the OG that was posted to the arts, well and Ziyi but she got posted AA combi. I was going to AD2! Felt really sad because I really wanted to go to the science combi, Did not like the arts subjects. But life in the arts fac turn out to be one of the most fun time I ever had....
Ad2….well there was Randy, Yin Xiang, Wilson, Yongliang(father nature), Noel, Shaun, Vishnu, Edwin, Cher Han and Lewis. The girls were joyce, isabelle, san san I think, Yingching, Shamima, Liwen and Samantha wong. Most of the guys were from acs(i), only Vishnu from sji, cher han and Edwin from dunman. Haha. It took us quite a while before the class bonded, but when we did, it was sure as hell fun. I remember Rama was our maths teacher and he was damn slack. One day he came into our class and said,” ok guys I trust you all can do your own work. I will be going off for my coffee break, don’t let me see you in the canteen cause I will be there!” haha, the whole class was in shocked man. We did not imagine him to be that slack. Haha and then there was this other time when we pissed him off. Then during lecture yin xiang bought him coffee. Haha, told him to have coffee break. Hahaha, it was really funny man, imagine during lecture your student buys coffee for you. Hehe, then there was this other time when the whole class just roll up our long pants and pull our pants up very high and we just walked into maths lecture. Everyone was staring at us cause we were late and our pants of course. Haha
And oh, how can we forget our class teacher. Miss Chitra J. Well, all I can say is she is vertically challenge. Haha, I remember when she made announcement, she was so short that the entire school will not be able to see her, and she will crack a joke like saying “ yes, this is the voice from nowhere.” Haha, the whole school will start laughing. Shes really nice to all of us, but I heard after 1st 3months she became a bitch. Well that’s beside the point.
Then there was our Econ’s teacher Mr how, who became my form teacher in SG4. Haha, there was miss amy ng our modern history teacher, Gloria chan our SEA history teacher. Miss netty, Mr Austin wlech( who smokes cigar) and miss sng was our lit teachers. All of which were really nice to us. Austin welch once told us about how he saw a woman silicon breast implant exploded. Yes! No joke man. Haha, and of course there was the rumour that Ms netty and amy ng smoke, which I think it is true for amy ng. Haha
It wasn’t long before I got to know a lot of people. I still remember the first girl that caught my eye was Rachel. Haha, I was attending like AO maths lecture cause the class did not know where to do, so we just went for Ao maths. Got to know Mavis too who was indeed a really good friend man. She was the one that kept me awake during history lecture cause we both were damn bored. Haha Thanks girl!
Soon came the first party of the year. It was at centro. My goodness, it was really packed to the max! Imagine the space outside centro being filled up with JC people. WOW… it was really damn crowded man. Anyway I went to the party without any IC, was trying to find one there. Met Sheena and gang there though, it was her birthday so they were going for a drink. Haha, yup and I met Jasmin and panfeng there too though It was kinda like a Hi bye thingy. Or maybe we chatted for a while. Oh well.
In the end, I did not join the party and went to Hendrix with mavis. Drank abit there cause it was free flow, danced and went home. It was that fantastic but I guess I enjoyed myself. =)
Then I remembered valentine’s day. I bought for Jasmin a heart. It cost very little but hey it’s the thought that counts right. =p and she got me a hugo boss cologne. Damn, I felt so embarrass. I love to receive cologne as presents. I just love to have many different types of cologne man. I guess I’m someone who love to smell different every time. Anyway I decided to write about this cause this was very significant in my JC life. That day, we spent the night at esplanade and at fullerton, well, under the bridge near centro. We stayed out till very late till my mum called me to find out where I was. I remembered I was reluctant to tell her. Hehe, anyway it was b4 12 that I sent Jasmin home in the cab. We got together then. Went clubbing for the 2nd time at Milieu. Damn was it fun. We saw everyone there, and everyone got in. The bouncer was damn slack. However Rehan couldn’t get in, because Justin happily passed him a Chinese guy IC. Haha, obviously the bouncer asked him to fuck off. Haha
Very soon 1st 3months went by, me and Vishnu both wanted to go to science, yes, we made it there. Yeah! Its not that I did not like arts, in fact I was very sad that I’m going over to science, but haiz, I really did not like the Arts subjects so ya. I’m just very sad that during the first 3months we did not take much pictures. The only pics I have are on the left. Yup.
Officially made it Acjc. I was going to stay in ac for the next 2 years. Was posted in SG4. Most of the people were again from ACS(i), but we were all different in our own ways. Rehan was in the same class as me though, but sadly Sunil was posted to the class next door. Anyway, Mr how was our form teacher what great luck man. I still remember he gave us a talk on how 1st 3 months are over and its time to get down to serious work. That if we are not willing to work we should just get out of Ac and don’t waste his time. Hah, well he told us that a second time after promos, then start of jc2, then terms, then midyears then prelims but I guess we are still taking it very relax. Haha That’s us….
Oh yes, other then the class there was of course the bowling team. Damn remember that stupid Gary Chan telling me to behave cause anytime he can send me back to CJ. Fuck you, I felt very insulted then, and during first 3months, I tried to bring back drinks to class then he saw it and said, appeal still dare to break school rules huh. What a fucker. Anyway, in the course of the 2 years, he changed a lot, he began to treat us nicer. At first we really found it hard to believe man. Haha. The 2 years with bowling team was great. Who can ever forget our seniors, Wilson, Lester (APPEAL APPEAL) both my teammates together with Xiangwei, then the rest of the seniors, Brenda Gina Adeline Chris Shaun Suikun David Denise yup sorry to those I missed out. You people made the camp seriously damn fun. And of course all my other teammates like tze how Eugene(fellow appeal) Xiangwei yuepeng etc etc haha Eugene remember how we drank tiger together with lester outside our room. Haha and how I got drunk while playing daidee. I still remember k, I was really sad that Jasmin was at Illusion and some guy tried to touched her. I remember talking to Gina and Adeline about it cause they were playing daidee with us. Haha, boy was the camp fun man. I still remember when we bought rice wine!!!!!!!!!! Haha and we tricked xiangwei into drinking it.
The camp was equally fun this year where we were back to orchid country club. Haha Eugene remember we got Adam drunk till he could not wake up the next day. Haha, maybe we gone too far but, It was still damn fun. Haha The juniors were all great especially my Joshua darling. Haha. Of course the most memorable would be us winning the title back, both last year and this year. However, I feel this year has been the toughest year winning the title. Worst of all, I bowled my worst game ever, I mean ever. I wanted to end my competitive bowling on a high, but I guess thought it wasn’t meant to be. Oh, I would like to thank everyone for their support those. To those who specially came down, thank you! =)
So everything went pass in a flash. Year1 went by, I got promoted, just made it with 2A’s and 2 AO pass, got a EEO and C5. I guess the class wasn’t that united till towards the end of the year. We started going to KTV lounges, and who could forget Kim Gek’s Dragon Gate which we kept patronizing very often. We even recommend it to our parents man. Haha. Yes we are just being typical Singaporean. Its cheap good and very worth it!
Then there was the first party I organized with Kaiting and Eugene. It was at Induz3. What a blast we had. We had retro music to start it off before moving to Rnb then to techno for like an hour and then back to Rnb. Haha. We made like 700 800 bucks each. I really enjoyed the entire night. It was just awesome. Yes, I got slapped by jasmin then. Somehow the slap was not painful but the pain was inside me. I knew I let her down. Haiz, I shall not talk about it anymore. Anyway, thanks everyone for coming to my party. =) I love clubbing so much! Haha. Hopefully I can org another party even though I grad. Haha But it will be hard. Very hard. Thankfully I had the chance to experience org my very own party in the club.There were a few set backs and uncertain times but when the day arrived the party went absolutely well. Even though Induz3 rep isn’t that good as compared to Chinablack, we still kicked heir ass man. Haha. Thanks Kaiting and Eugene for org the party with me. =)
Songs Of Great Significance During These 2 years
Barracuda - I Leave The World Today
Britney Spears - Me Against The Music
Christina Aguilera - Fighter
Dj Valium - Spirit Of Yesterday
Eminem - Lose yourself
Groove Coverage - The End
Groove Coverage - Poison
Groove Coverage - God Is A Girl
Groove Coverage – 7years And 50Days
Industries Of Lust - Never Enough
Priscilla - Love Is In Danger
Linkin Park - Somewhere I belong
Linkin Park - Numb
Linkin Park - In The End
Linkin Park - Faint
Jacky Cheung - I Will Always Love You
Jeff Chang - Guo Huo
The Tony Rich Project - No One Knows It But me
Geraldine Ho - My Special Angel (MY FAVOURITE SONG!)
All these songs meant a lot to me. Each of them represent a certain part of me. A passing phase of my life. Oh well, times have changed and we all have to move on. We cannot be living in our past again. My class, 2sg4, indeed we have gone through much together. The many happy times we spent together. Also the difficult times, times of uncertainties that we all have to go through. I’m glad after all these we are still a class. =)
Many things changed in these 2 years, how would I knew that I would give up bowling and go into the sport of mma. Or my interest in cars slowly diminish and I began more interested in watching fights in the UFC and Pride. It’s a total change for me and I began to realized as we grow older things change. Love it hate it we have to accept it and adapt to it no matter what. I still cannot believe that 2 years past that fast and I’m going into the army on the 8th of jan. Haha really fast huh, well that’s life. I really wish to be a J1 all over again. I want to be a stranger to the school again like how I was when I first stepped into Acjc. The feeling was good, I felt I was in a whole new environment and a whole new culture. Though Acjc is in the Ac family I knew its not going to be the same as ACS(I). True enough it wasn’t. Everything was new, I had to learn how to survive (If you could put it this way)
I must say the lessons I leant in Ac really made me a more mature person.
Prom is coming really soon, I shall continue blogging once prom is over and finally close this long essay. Haha, this is definitely the longest entry I ever post man. =)
Well, prom ended. It was crazy but we had a blast man. Everyone was taking pictures and I took 188 pics! Haha. But the havoc started only in zouk, even then it was not as havoc as room 1620 and 1621. I had the time of my life. Thanks everyone.
I still can’t believe that JC is finally over. I been through it all, the friends I made in JC will never be forgotten. The happy times, the sad times, the angry times etc will always be with me.
After 2years, I still could feel the feeling that I had experience when I first came to the school. Everyone was smiling, everyone was having fun. We were all making friends, looking at the pretty girls and handsome guys. It seems to us that the most good looking people are all our seniors. But from what I heard from the seniors, the juniors will always think that the seniors have much better looking people. Haha. Oh well. Jc was the greatest time of my life. All the parties we went to. Ah it was great man. The first time I went for mambo night and got hooked onto the music. Now I just can’t get enough of mambo night man. WTF! I learned how to club when I was in JC. Haha =p
Sigh, I really wish that JC life doesn’t end but all good things must come to an end so must this blog entry or essay. Haha. I really like to thank everyone for the fantastic time I had in JC, each of everyone of you made my time in JC enjoyable. People dear to me like all my jiemeis, my classmates both 1st 3 months and the rest of the year. Ad2 and sg4, THANKS! Now I’m glad that I been part of the JC education system and the fun that I had going through it. As I look back now, I can’t help but smile. All the things we all did, partying clubbing, borrowing ids, making fake Ids, mugging hard for common test, studying hard for prelims and A’s. It was tough but it was fun. I had the time of my life and now we all have to move on and continue with our own journey. Bye friends, let us all hope we will cross paths again. =)
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| :: Ashley | | 12/08/2004 06:34:00 PM |
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=Prom night=
What can I say about prom.
Theres so much to say but yet words can't expressed it. Food was ok I guess, the performance was good but the best is still the ACSIAN spirit in the atmosphere. Everyone was so friendly, taking picture with everyone even if they do not know them.
Most rushed back to their hotel to grab a few drinks, some grab 12 shots. Haha.
Zouk was great only with a few problematic moments. There were scandals everywhere, it was no holds barred. Many new clubbers even went on the podium. Respect man. People like weize, haha.
In the end Shiwei had to be carried off to his hotel. Haha.
But the night was still young, more casualties were expected. Started playing indian poker in our room. PLayed till the chivas and vodka vanillia was almost gone. Then they came, havoc started, the fun had just begin. It was the beginning of the end for some of us. Haha, yuhao took the chivas and down like 4 shots in a gulp.
It wasn't long before we started on the new 1litre bacardi. Though most did not like it, we still drank it anyway. At the end of the end it was chaos, team India's leader Navin had to carry Yuhao off to his room. Yuhao was dead drunk. I was damn high together with a few others. All in all the night was awesome man. Thankfully I didn't puke.Lets have one again next year! haha
Thanks to everyone who made that night special ;)
When we move on in life, 10 20 maybe 30 years down the road, A Rafflesians would say" I was a Rafflesians"
However, an ACSIAN would say" I AM an ACSIAN"
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/07/2004 08:06:00 AM |
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=Prom?=
Today's prom. I'm so excited I can't sleep.
But sigh, I don't know if I would enjoy it as I would before I heard something.
Anyway, You have always been an independent girl. So take care of yourself and be strong. We are always there for you. God has a purpose in everything that happens. I'll pray for you.
Saturday, December 04, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/04/2004 11:43:00 AM |
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=CroCop=
CroCop Kicks Are Deadly.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/04/2004 01:07:00 AM |
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=The Best Club In Singapore=
I was just thinking about the best club in Singapore and its definately Zouk man.
No club in Singapore can ever bring the same atmosphere to you like Zouk does. I mean after going to mambo, fuck, it beats anything man. All the hand actions, Jay the mambo regular and Yinxiang friend, the crowd, meeting your friends. Haha where else can you find people dancing to retro, shouting to techno and have a choice of Rnb being spun by Singapore best Rnb Dj? Its Zouk of course.
Was at Chinablack for awhile yesterday, pitied the people in VJC, I mean their prom have to be in Chinablack while ours is in Zouk. Haha I heard theres gona be a party at Chinablack during our prom night too Haha, to think they want to challenge Zouk. hmm....Bad choice.
Heard our prom party gona have retro, yeah man! Bring in the mambo....and Yinxiang can show us a thing or two. Haha =p
Btw, Zhanghui is coming back soonnnnnnnnnnnnn, time to chill man..........
Thursday, December 02, 2004
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| :: Ashley | | 12/02/2004 05:33:00 PM |
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=What purpose is there in life anymore=
There's no purpose in life anymore.
We just play, play and club into the night.
We sleep, wake up the next day and this process continues again.
I just want to study all over again.
Its weird how we humans are never contended with what we have.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/02/2004 03:21:00 PM |
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=Mambo night.=
Mambo yesterday was awesome man. Leant some moves from Yinxiang and the people on the podium. They are fucking pro man.
Was drinking at my house and watching Idol first before we left for mambo.And yeah! Taufik won, its so obvious who is the better one. Haha. Only the lians would vote for sly man. Haha
Anyway, reached home at about 4.30. My jie was at mambo too, but too bad did not see her. She said she was with Jasmin so ya. Hehe.
I'm so tired and I have to go to the gym soon and Mma at abt 7.30.
Prom is coming soon, and I spent so much more on my hair then my clothes haha. Oh well...
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