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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Monday, December 31, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/31/2007 05:04:00 PM |
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=This Is It=
Slowly I slip into the shadows.
So subtly that you will not notice.
Come to think of it
It doesnt have to be quiet
Cause even if I nudged you
And showed my disappointment
You wouldn't care less.
I guess this is it.
You have done your damage
Gained the victory
Its time I walk away
Dont look for me anymore
I will always have something more important to attend to.
--Thisisawar.com
Saturday, December 29, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/29/2007 01:29:00 PM |
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=Rainbow=
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be Alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
Cause Of You I Can Finally Live My Dream Now
Cause Of You Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
And I Know...
We Will Walk This Road Together
Just The Two Of Us
Through The Bright And Stormy Weather
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be Alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be Alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
Just For You I Will Walk A Million Miles Now
Only You You Can Make It All Worth While
And I Know We Will Walk This Road Together
Just The Two Of Us
Through The Bright And Stormy Weather
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
When I look Into Your Eyes
Everything Gonna Be alright
Cause Your The Reason Why
Theres A Rainbow In My Sky
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| :: Ashley | | 12/29/2007 12:25:00 PM |
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=Presents From The Land Of The Rising Sun=
Thank you squid!! I love all the presents you bought me.
My goodness!! I got my Shockdoctor mouth piece! Ahhh!! I'm so fucking happy I'm lost for words. Haha Squidlets!
And she bought me a very very nice Tshirt and a jelly that looks like a boobs and it comes with a paper woman too wearing a bra. Haha Its tough explaining. And theres squidwerts too! Haha I'm sorry I didnt know that it was squidwerts!
Anyway the mouth piece has got to be my favourite. Hahaha
I'm going to wear it for my first fight in feb!!
After so many years and even though we have broken up, you still never fail to put a smile to my face. You always pamper me with all your gifts and your actions.
I hope you like the organiser I gave you and the card too :)
Sometimes I wish we were back in J2.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/29/2007 11:55:00 AM |
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=It Was Good=
Yesterday I did something which I never did at home before, well at least not alone.
I thought I would suffer from the after effects of it but it didnt come, in fact it made me feel so much better.
But I'm guessing its mainly cause I cried it all out over the phone.
It felt so damn fucking good.
Monday, December 24, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/24/2007 04:20:00 PM |
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=Special Again=
You made me feel special again.
Everytime I hear your voice it just feels so good
and this I can't explain.
Thank you.
For everything that went wrong
I want you to know it didnt.
Because we made it right together.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/18/2007 12:20:00 PM |
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=Ippt=
Ippt is in a few hours time.
I need my silver. Hhaha
I'm going to rest this whole week.
My body is really breaking down.
Haha
Sunday, December 16, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/16/2007 12:30:00 AM |
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=No More=
I just don't know what to say to you anymore.
On a brighter side,
School is reopening soon. Yay! Haha
That means I will have studies to distract me away from my personal problems.
Then again fucking subjects this sem is crazy la. Chem and computing. Nicely done
I can't take it anymore
I feel damn disgusted.
You're always seeking attention
and you're trying too hard
Whatever.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/15/2007 12:18:00 PM |
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=Empty Streets=
The city feels clean this time of night
Just empty streets and me walking home
To clear my head
I know it came as no surprise
I'm affected more than I had guessed on what was said
If the love is not meant to be
If the heart's not ready to open
I have never been so affected before.I don't know why but its all gone wrong.
It shouldnt have been this way.
You know you're special.
Nothing will ever change that.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/13/2007 10:07:00 PM |
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=You=
I miss you already.
I didnt mean to shout at you.
I didnt mean to fall asleep on the phone with you.
Sigh.
I get jealous really easily and I have no idea why.
Please don't ever make me jealous please.
Monday, December 10, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/10/2007 04:53:00 PM |
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=Random=
I treat you too well.
Its time to make a quick escape before I get trap in your little games again.
Monday, December 03, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/03/2007 01:30:00 AM |
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=Drawer Of Letters=
And so I dug out letters that I still keep in my drawers.
Memories started pouring back. Both sad and happy.
Nostalgic.
"I love you even when you're bad to me"
"Our 1 month anniversary and you chose to go out with your friends."
My heart just sank when I read those words.
And yes I know I'm to blame. I took you for granted.
Long letters lecturing me about love. Telling me I was wrong. I don't know what love is and Suddenly I became confused. What I thought was right suddenly became wrong.
Memories of the past kept coming back to me.
"Don't you find yourself a hypocrite?"
"It was obvious to everyone but I chose to trust you."
Maybe I shouldnt be typing it on my blog but oh well. Who cares
Yes I'm a emo person but who isn't. Some try not to be emo but deep down inside they are. Most just want to keep it private.
I love to immerse myself in memories of the past.
Its a lovely feeling. A feeling no one will ever understand.
So they say I'm a girl in a guys body.
The mentality of a girl but with the ego of a guy. The most fucked up combi. Hhaha
Whatever
Now I find myself screaming the lyrics of The Bravery.." Don't look at me this in that way, It was an honest mistake." and Shouting "I don't want to be in love."
Sunday, December 02, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/02/2007 01:13:00 AM |
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=LMAO=
"Ashley has no substance."
HAHAHAHA LMAO.
Sorry I'm trying to keep up with the abbreviation. Haha
Thanks. Awwwww dont get jealous now.
:)
I decided to be nice and left out some sentences which I thought was damn mean. Hahaha
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| :: Ashley | | 12/02/2007 12:12:00 AM |
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=Life Is Full Of Choices=
Slacked at home the entire day.
Loving It.
These are great times.
Exams are over.
I can do whatever I want.
Most importantly I have more alone time
and more reading time!
Haha
:)
Had a light training today though.
I need to get back to the training mood.
Anyway theres going to a inter varsity Muaythai tournment.
Haha I'm now considering going back to train with the NTU.
Then again, I don't know la. I'm just not prepared to pay the 50 bucks
on top of the 85 that I'm paying for MMA.
Ohh well. I love to contradict myself.
Life is always full of choices.
You got to make one, FAST.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 12/01/2007 02:02:00 AM |
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=I Love You To The Bones=
Stumbled upon this song while reading an old friend's blog.
Absolutely love reading her entries.
The song is by silverchair and its called ana's song.
My god. Its lovely. Just beautiful
Finally. Everyone is back from overseas.
We are all gonna party once the runners...I mean marathon-ers are done with their run.
1 bottle of martel coming up....
Hahaha I so can't wait for mambo and then its party in the vip at the pig sty on Friday.
And please dont sleep/sit/lie down/kiss/hug/cuddle/make out/give blowjob/masturbate/fuck on my bed.Dont ask me for the reason.
Just don't!
And You're My Obsession
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