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= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Monday, May 23, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 5/23/2005 12:05:00 PM |
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=Teenage Textbook=
Cocolatte was great yesterday. And we thought the day was gona suck. Gave a call to Navin who said Cocolatte was the place. The crowd wasn't that good at first, but soon the j3, I mean j4 were coming in. Met a few of the ac people there. Anyway, we drank quite abit. We each had a flaming lambo which instead of charging us 2 glasses, the lady only charge us 1. haha, so we saved 25 bucks. Haha, had midori 7up and malibu pineapple. It was great man.
I'm in love with the teenage textbook movie! Haha, I love the show. It just means so much to me. Really. Haiz, no one will ever understand. In the show, Sissy love guys with a personality like a Bunny?! Haha, so cute man. A BUNNY!!
The show made me very happy. Memories starts coming back. I could recall the things that happen in my JC life. How people fell in love, argue, cried in school, laugh at people's jokes, guys looking at girls, talking about the scandals that happened at last night party, organising my 1st party, studying, going for every lecture, skipping school the list goes on. I love acjc, or rather the life in acjc. Now I'm in army, it sucks, tho I love the people around me. I just want to study. Please take me back to the civilian world.
I love my teenage life! I don't want to grow up! I want to be the 18 years old boy I was last year, the boy who was enjoying his teenage life in JC.
Take me back baby, Please? I bring you anywhere you want to go. =)
Saturday, May 21, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 5/21/2005 01:16:00 AM |
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=Exercise NutCracker=
Just came back from exercise nutcraker. Damn it, it was pure physical torture. My mind could not think, so many a times I almost exploded.
Dug since 6pm all the way to next mornin 6am, went for breakfast, continue digging, then lunch, continue to dig till 4. Had platoon defence, after which we continue to dug till 11. Guard duty, powder bath then fell asleep on the muddy soil. Fuck, I was so tired I didn't give a damn what was happening around me.
Went to chevron for our nights out. It was quite fun man, beer were free, 4 barrels of beer. Before that, we had a bowling session which CO came, lt col ng and some colonel of 9div don't know what fuck together with a major. Was talking to the ooc people and we were all stunned when they came. Maybe cause in sispec we only see warrant officers, rarely do we see commission officers.
Why can't I sleep, we have not settle about tomorrow events...how? Haha, wake up and call me ya.
I was just thinking about the days when I first came in sispec, in a blink of an eye, I'm gona pass out. I remember I kept saying I wana ooc from the start but somehow I just kept on going. Its weird how I always tell myself I can't in order to do things. Even in Ninja, so many a times i wanted to fall out, but I didn't. It was tough really tough, but it was worth it. Its great to havfe a long weekend, so I have enough time to recouperate.
Home
I'll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you're not there
And I know that you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
By the time you come home
I'm already stoned
You turn off the tv
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
until you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
Home, this house is not a home
This house is not a home
I'm better off alone
Monday, May 02, 2005
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| :: Ashley | | 5/02/2005 08:51:00 AM |
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=With Pride We Lead=
Gona book in in like 12hrs time? sigh...I hate the feeling.
I'm still so tired..why why why....why do I always feel so tired. Haiz.
I think the tempo gona pick up, have to be prepared man.
So what if I did not make it to OCS, being a specialist isn't that bad either, anyway I just serve and fuck off(SAF). 2years thats all, I hate the army, it sucks.
Things aren't the same anymore. I hope you'll be more understanding towards me.
Anyway went Chinablack on sat. Saw 2 sgt from Ninja there, Sgt alfred and kelvin. They remember man, cause maybe Sgt alfred fucked me before for sleeping on the bed during area cleaning. Hahaha, its great talking to them and Sgt kelvin told me hes from acjc and from acs(i) too, no wonder I found him familiar.
I don't feel well rested at all, nvm, thats how I feel always anyway. Gona look forward to the next book out!
With pride we lead.
The Calling - Wherever You Go
So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
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