|
|
= I'm Gonna Make You Tap Bitch =
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/30/2004 01:06:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=Fuck it=
Just had mma today. As usual the bloody black ps me. Oh well, anyway tm is ng yun chalet, hmm or is it concert, ahh watever.
Anyway wed mambo I can't wait. But first its my house, to watch singapore idol, then mambo. hehe =)
Sunday, November 28, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/28/2004 11:33:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=My Special Angel=
I'm getting GER album! Alright man! I think her songs are just so lovely. It has great meaning too.
Yest went for van and sheryl party at GSPOT! It was great, mainly because it was mainly AC people. Haha.
Don't feel like blogging so its just gona be a short one. =)
Friday, November 26, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/26/2004 09:37:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=I want to be a J1 again.=
No exams, no need to study and I'm up so early in the morning WTF. TO think I was complaining I don't have the time to sleep. Now I have all the time in the world and I don't want to. Whats wrong with me man.
Anyway, I was just thinking about being j2. I mean I still prefer to be a J1 man. I miss seeing all the J3. Somehow I feel its better with the j3 alround. They are like so cool. Well its probably the same in every JC right. THen the j3 would want to have their J4s cause they are 'cooler" than them. Haha, I guess its a cycle. But then again, I wish I was a J1 all over again.
I want to go back to the year 2003, where theres no exams, and me and the rest of the group can all slack at embargo like how we always do. We can also go for parties with zhanghui intention of just chilling abnd don't dance but we always end up on the dance floor. Haha. WTF man.
Thursday, November 25, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/25/2004 10:48:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=A's is over.....=
FUCKING SONG! A's are over, its over , its finally over. Yeah! But haiz, I will miss school, I will miss studying! Yesh! Studying!
Went to town today with the usual people. It still have not sunk in yet that A's is over. WooHOO!
Went to get a hair cut and to improve my chinese. Haha, cause they spoke in chinese over at the salon.
Time to party, dance to the sounds of RnB, Groove to the tunes of retro songs at MAMBO! and shout to the loud sounds of TECHNO at Sparks! 7 years and 50 days the time is passing by.........Be my bad boy.....I need a miracle......
I'm going more techno siao then ever before.
I can't wait for prom.......
Lets party baby, Lets party.
MMA here I come. Rehan, I'm gona make you tap.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/24/2004 08:59:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=My Special Angel....=
I found it, I found the artist for "My Special Angel."
AHH, I love this song baby..................!!!!!!!!
This song means the world to me....
I think for the first time in a long long time, I'm going to buy an album instead of downloading it. The songs she writes are just so meaningful and pleasant to the ears.
Geraldine Ho - My Special Angel
Took for granted of those days
Thinking nothin' gonna happen in my way
Know I'm wrong and I regret
For the things I did and things I've said
Come back to my life once more
So my aching heart won't hurt no more
You're my special angel, show me the way
It's just that there is no one who can
Ever take your place
So bring me back the days before
There is so many things
You have to learn from us all
I questioned why you left that day
Didn't say goodbye and left your way
A wave is only what you gave
The image will never fade away
I memorized the things you've said
And I'll carry it on until I'm dead
You're my special angel
Show me the way
Those children needs your lovin'
In each and every way
All I want is only you
Take me now take me far away
Tears before my eyes
Hangin' on forever
Shattered dreams go broken
In all through their lives
Words you always said before
Tell me now that you'll leave no more
You're my special angel
Show me the way
It's just that there is no one who can
Ever take your place
Words you always said before
Tell me now,
that you'll leave no more
Cause I know that you're the onei'm waiting for...
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/23/2004 11:15:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Come Home Now Bitch=
Was studying half way, something pulled me to post the lyrics of
DJ Rad - Come Home...maybe because its playing on 91.3 haha, 2more days baby, 2 more days and we will all be free. wooohooo..........
The king is coming back, its slacking time again jiemeis....
Dj Rad - Come Home
When will you come home
When will you be mine
I have waited so long
Just to see you smile
So tell me why do all these feelings in me
call out for your name
So tell me why do all dream within me
always end the same
When will you come home...
When will you come home
When will you be mine
I have waited so long
Just to see you smile
So tell me why do all these feelings in me call out for your name
So tell me why do all dream within me always end the same
When will you come home.................(8x)
Monday, November 22, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/22/2004 06:43:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Sound Of My Dream=
This sound really brings out the feeling in me. It is exactly how I'm feeling now. Haiz. There's a deep meaning to this song.....................Its only during the course of typing the lyrics where it suddenly dawn on me what the artist is trying to say......Good choice of words.
Why does the sound of my dream keep playing in my head...why....
Th Express - Sound Of My Dream
I...
I want to go
I want to run
run to the places where I can be
I wanna know
What is the sound
Sound of something that reminded me
I want to go
I got to run
Run to the moment that set me free
You tell me why
I hear the sound
The sound of my dream
Now its the time to make it right
Now its the time to feel the heat
This is my place I will stay tonight
Just hold your move your body to the beat
I
I want to go
I want to run
Run to the palces where I can't be
I want to know
What is the sound
The sound of something that reminded me
I want to go
I got to run
Run to the moment that set me free
You tell me why
Why I hear the sound
The sound of my dream................................
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/22/2004 02:01:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Damn it bitch=
I'm dead already man.
What a fucked up paper. Actually it wasn't that fucke dup, but I feel there was a few more points I could have written down if I did not panic. Haiz.
Oh well, its now only me with my techno to try and calm down for the next paper.
Spring Break - Big Bad Love
The heartache is over
I pushed you aside
Theres no more illusion
Have you realised?
Its no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is Broken
Now I'm on my own
I'm so tired of your big bad love
I'm so fed up with your Big bad Love(x4)
Your cruel game is over
You find it them too hard
There's no more confusin
New life and new start
It's no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is broken
Now I'm running alone
I'm so tired of you big bad love
I 'm so fed up with you big bad love(X4)
Sunday, November 21, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/21/2004 10:53:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Deception=
Today Sam Pun said something which I strongly agree.
GIRLS or BOYS, MEN or WOMEN, we are all EQUAL. So please, no discrimination against us girls please Haha =p
Anyway, woah. The sermon today was awesome! Pastor Sam is seriously a great speaker can.
He talked about education, about our attitude towards God. He even talked about sex.
His topic was about deception. That we should not lie. We should not be tempted by the Devil because he is a MURDERER. The pastor even talked abit on Masturbation. He said PCC out in full too, I was kinda shocked man.
Tomorrow Econs mcq, case study and data response. Hope I can do well.
Thank you god.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/20/2004 03:49:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=The Wind Carries Memories=
The wind blew into the living where I was eating. I felt it. It brought back memories. I felt I was J1 all over again. I felt was in Kl with Joy caroline Jin Ck Edmund again. I hate this feeling. Whenever memories comes back to me, I feel that I'm in my room and its raining very heavily outside. I'm sure none of you reading this would be understand what I'm trying to say. Its something I only know in my heart and am not able to put it in words
Its amazing how 2 years of JC life went by that fast. The Best thing is, I made the best friends one could ever have. People whom were always there for me, people whom I care about and love. My jiemeis, Fiona zhanghui peggy sheryl Jolin, then theres the brothers Rehan sunil Charles justin, or course theres the class, shao siwei jason faith mark weize etc. Remember all the fun times we had K-ing, listening to shao singing his famous jay chou songs, and serene for her japanese and canto songs. Of course there was Zhanghui and fiona they all singing songs like huang hun (Which I'm listening to now, the techno version though, haha) wu ding etc. Ahh, I will never forgets those times.
The people whom I have hurt your heart so deeply. Those who made an impact in my life, made me realised the importance of love which I took granted. The hardwork that both party must put in. Of course JC taught me to work hard, never give up on your dreams, because as YP said, You are as high as your dreams.
Most importantly........... I got to know god personally. Thanks Eugene, this is something I can never thank you enough or will never be able to repay you because what you have done is priceless. Thanks again.
Theres the bowling team, both seniors and juniors and my teammates. Lester Wilson and Xiangwei, thanks for being my teammates in 2003, thanks for all the fun times betting we had. *Nuggets Please!!!* *Ice Milo* *$10 This game! Doubles, ME AND XIANGWEI* * EUGENE!! TZE HOW! XIANGWEI! ASHLEY! Level up! Level up! * WE ARE GOING TO MEET GOD!!
Haha To the rest of team like tze how eugene Yp and all, thanks for being the great teammates you are and making the bowling camp so far. Eugene and lester.... appeal appeal, must go for another round of tiger k. Haha Thanks to the rest of the seniors too like Brenda Gina adeline shaun Denise david, yup you people are great. :)
The juniors, thanks for making te camp as exciting as always. Special thanks to Adam who gladly let us make him drunk. Opps. haha and of course my darling Joshua. I love you baby ;)
Jc is all over too soon. If given a chance I would want to experience it all over again, with the same batch of people. but I guess life must go on, these are only memories, memories will stay as memories and it will never become a reality again. Its the closing of a chapter of my life. A chapter that will always be remembered and never forgotten.
Listening to Tatu- all the things she said. Somehow it reminds me St nicks,yes the school. I have no idea why. Its weird.
Sigh, I'm typing all these according to how I feel. First entry that I did not bother what people would say and just gona post it.
Thanks to you people who made me who I am now.
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/20/2004 01:16:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Numb=
I'm growing numb to this feeling. Write whatever you want. I just want you to know that right now I'm just living a day by a time. I don't know anything anymore except to train hard in what I love to do.Don't try and stop me cause i'm a stubborn little baby. Of course to study hard too I guess.
Excel in life I must.
Sorry Kenji this is not directed to you. Haha, but I'm really numb to everything now.
I'm like a bull of Spain, tied for a month,
for you my friend, you like a sitting little duck,
you'll never see right hand, but you'll feel my uppercut,
ain't know way your gunna win, if you do it's out of luck,
I'm gunna pound on your face, like I'm tenderizing a steak,
have the paramedics wait, while I split your fucking face,
I'm a piranha in that lake, your a piece of fish bait,
ain't no discussion or debate, Tito was born with this fate
Friday, November 19, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/19/2004 11:43:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Cell...=
Just came back from. Watched this sermon. Its really good. Slacked at Eugene's house for a while after which me bryan, joses and shawn went for supper. Damn full man. haha
Fuck sylvester or hwoever you spell his name. How the fuck can he make it to the finals when he can't pronounce words properly. My goodness, you all should watch his last performance man. Guess ken was right, he has his ah lians and ah bengs to vote for him. Haha
I'm having a fucking headache. Fuck it. I need my techno to take my headache away.
I need my techno.
Thursday, November 18, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/18/2004 04:06:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Wow....=
50 first dates is a damn nice show to watch. It shows how this guy has to make this girl fall in love with him every morning because this girl forgets everything that happens the night before or anything that happens after her accident. She lost her short term memory.
Sigh, the guy so sweet. If only I was like him, if only I could be like him. Sometimes i wished I could be like that girl too. Forget everything that happened.
Physics today was ok i guess, Can't be bothered. A's gona end soon. Yup take care.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/16/2004 09:23:00 PM |
| | | | | |
==
This is specially for shao.take care ya shao, don't give up!! work hard for the rest of the paper. I'm sure you can do it ya =)
"I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward."
- Thomas Edison
"No problem is permanent. No problem affects my entire life. This, too, shall pass if I continue to take massive, positive, constructive action. "
I kept thinking, "Even though my life looks terrible right now, there are many things to be thankful for, like the two friends I have, or the fact that I have all my senses, or that I can breathe fresh air." I constantly reminded myself to focus on what I wanted, to focus on solutions instead of problems. And I remembered that no problem affects my entire life, even though it may look like it right now.
So I decided I would no longer believe that my whole life was screwed up simply because I had financial difficulties or emotional frustrations. I decided that there was nothing wrong with me, but that I was simply in "lag time." In other words, I knew that if I were to continue nurturing the seeds I had planted - continue doing the right things - I would make it out of this winter of my life and into spring, when I would reap the rewards of years of seemingly fruitless efforts.
I also decided that doing exactly the same things over and over again and expecting a different result was insane. I had to try something new, and I had to keep on until I found the answers I needed.
My message to you is simple, and in your heart you know it's true: Massive, consistent action with pure persistence and a sense of flexibility in pursuing your goals will ultimately give you what you want, but you must abandon any sense that there is no solution. You must focus immediately on the actions you can take today, even if they are small ones.
This makes sense, doesn't it? So why don't more people follow the advice of the Nike ad and just do it? The answer is that they've been shut down by fear of failure. But I've discovered something wonderful about failure ...
www.thisisawar.com
© 1991 Anthony Robbins
Monday, November 15, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/15/2004 10:26:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Euro Dance Runs Through My Body=
When I turned off my techno, I suddenly felt anxiety running through my body. I'm begin to panic. Guess I better not turn off my techno then. Haha, anyway, tomorrow is the start of my A's. The real exam begins tomorrow. Maths paper2 followed by econs essay on wed, and physics paper 1 and 2 on thurs. I have to get through econs essay then I should do fine.
Listening to Huang Hun the techno version now, seriously its damn nice. Yay! *big smile* =)
We can go through this test. Its only a test. And its a test that can be retaken. Just relax.
Unless you are those smarties who are aiming for scholarship, then too bad.
Only smarties have the answer.... no no....only techno have the answers. =)
CAPITAL SOUND Your Love Is My Energy
Feel the heat always in the air
You baby _____ I'll take you there
You got to believe when I see there you
Then my love grows stronger.
You know it's true
It's seems like I am losing my mind
When you're close to me I feel so fine
The time is right, can't you see I can feel it,
there's no other way
Cause baby your love is my energy (2X)
Show me your body, move on to the floor
Feel my love, you know I can give you more
You got to be the lover in my dreams
And you're the one, the one that I need
It's seems like I am losing my mind...
When you're close to me I feel so fine
The time is right, can't you see
I can feel it, theres no other wat
Cause baby your loveee loveee is my energy..
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/15/2004 03:40:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Change The World=
By Jim Warda
You're going to change the world today. Now, don't try to deny it. And you know, I understand that it can be a little overwhelming, to have the entire world depending on you. But I know that you can do it.
Actually, I knew you could do it when I first met you. When I first saw the hunger in your fingertips and the fire in your eyes.
When you spoke in just that way, with just those words, in just that rhythm that said, "I'm going to change the world. Gonna make it a little better, a little sweeter, a bit more true."
And I remember the way you said that nothing on this or any other planet was going to stop you. Then you turned and walked away, confident and clear.
And I remember thinking to myself that you were amazing, that I'd never met anyone quite like you, and I was sure that, if you put your mind and hands to it, there was nothing that could break you.
So there you sit, knowing that today's the day. Because I see the way you're shifting nervously in your chair, the way your body crackles and zaps, the way your grin says that you've decided that there is no time like now to move.
You're going to change the world today. I'm just glad I was here to see it.
From www.thisisawar.com
Believe in yourself, most importantly have faith, have faith in god that he will bring you through the difficult times. Nothing can stop you.
Econs essay is this coming wednesday. I'm trying to salvage the situation now. Maybe its just not the time now.
Time is not the issue. It is believing and never to give up.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/14/2004 10:26:00 AM |
| | | | | |
==
Groove Coverage - 7Years And 50 Days
7 Years and 50 days
the time is passing by
nothing in this world could be, as nice as you and I
and how could we break up like this?
and how could we be wrong?
so many years, so many days
and I still sing my song
now i run to you, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i think of you
such a lonely girl, such a lonely world
when i close my eyes, i dream
i return to you, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i think of you
such a lonely girl, such a lonely world
when i close my eyes i dream - of you
7 years and 50 days, now just look at me
am i the girl like use to be
so damn what do you see?
and how could we break up like this?
and how could we be wrong?
so many years so many days
and I still sing my song
now i run to you, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i think of you
such a lonely girl, such a lonely world
when i close my eyes, i dream
i return to you, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i think of you
such a lonely girl, such a lonely world
when i close my eyes i dream - of you
7 years and 50 days the time is passing by
nothing in this world could be, as nice as you and I
and how could we break up like this?
and how could we be wrong?
so many years so many days
and I still sing my song
now i run to you, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i think of you
such a lonely girl, such a lonely world
when i close my eyes, i dream
i return to you, like i always do
when i close my eyes, i think of you
such a lonely girl, such a lonely world
when i close my eyes i dream - of you
Saturday, November 13, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/13/2004 11:18:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=I'm a happy Bitch=
I found a great place to download great euro dance songs, songs that you can't find on kazza!! Thanks to eugene and bryan for telling me about #Pub !!
Yay, I'm a very happy bitch.
Nothing can separate me from my techno.
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/13/2004 08:13:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=I'm The Bitch=
Yup, I guess I'm just being the bitch that I am.
What a bitch!
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/13/2004 04:38:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=2 Vibe - Sometimes=
Sometimes I need a lover
Sometimes I need a friend
Sometimes I need somebody
Take a look inside my heart
Tell me what you think you see
I may not be the easy girl you wanted me to be
Sometimes I need a lover
Sometimes I need a friend
Sometimes I need somebody to hold me till the end
All I wanna do
Is hold you in my hand
Cause your the one for me
I'll you till the end (2X)
Take a look inside my heart
Tell me what you think you mean
I may not be the lovely girl thats deep inside your dream
I'll try to be your lover
I'll try to be your friend
Cause I will be somebody to hold me till the end
All I wanna do
Is hold you in my hand
Cause your the one for me
I'll you till the end (2X)
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/13/2004 02:44:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Sigh....=
Spring Break - Big Bad Love
The heartache is over
I'd pushed you aside
Theres no more illusion
Have you realise?
It's no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is broken
Now I'm on my own
I'm so tired of your big bad love
I'm so fed up with your big bad love (X4)
Your cruel game is over
You find them too hard
There's no more confusion
NEW LIFE AND NEW START
It's no hesitation
I'm running alone
The last chain is broken
Now I'm on my own
I'm so tired of your big bad love
I'm so fed up with your big bad love(X4)
------------------------------
I'm so dead. I'm so dead. Fucked up man
Anyway I love listening to my techno. I just love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, November 11, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/11/2004 01:59:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=Fornix=
http://www.fornix-net.com/
Visit this website for information on having your own website. You can host your blogs, build your websites etc. Its all here.
Promotion:
For as cheap as S$7, you can have 500MB Diskspace and 12GB bandwidth!!!
So do drop by ya.
=)
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/10/2004 09:15:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=I'm Petty, SO?=
So what if I'm petty. Sorry. I just hate changes.
Thanks jiemei for talking to me, at least I know theres someone who has been through what I'm going through now.
I know this is just a minute issue, or not even issue.I know its just cause of my fucking attitude, but fuck, I really just can't get it out of my mind.
Maybe this is the cause for all the weird feelings I get while walking alone and me questioning my existance. Its weird how you are walking along the street and suddenly you get this feeling like why am I here. Whats these things around me?
The funny thing is that I always gotten these feelings since young but its only recently that I been getting this feelings often.
Mum used to tell me we will not be the best of friends forever and this always gets me pretty upset.
But now I guess I'm slowly beginning to see her point, or rather it is slowly proving that she was right all along.
Guess the older you are the wiser you get huh?
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/09/2004 11:34:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=You Make Me Feel Alright=
We are slowly drifting apart, sorry. I don't know why either, maybe cause I feel I don't belong with you all anymore.
The place is all too familiar. The surrounding, the atmosphere. Its beinging back memories.
The bunnies especially and the Fish and Co. The long stretch of road.........................
Exams making me think about my existance. Do I belong in this world? Do I belong with all you guys?
Thanks gf for sending me this lovely techno song. =)
Amadin - You make Me Feel Alright
Now this perfect day fade away. Oh oh.
I don't wanna lose you
'Cause we built this love to last forever
And this is gonna be a new sensation
I don't wanna run round and round in circles
I'm just gonna tell you that you're the one for me
I cannot believe you think I'm a stranger
Hear me once again. I want you by my side
Now this perfect day fade away.
I want you to know that this will last forever
Don't you think you know a better way
I have another clue
'Cause I've found somewhere for us to go
You make me feel alright and let my body move you
Take you to the rhythm and make you dance
You make me feel alright and let my body groove you
Make you feel the music and hear this trance (2X)
You know how I feel when you come around me
I can hardly think lose my only one
I will wait for you. So take your decision
What's upon your mind. I need your love tonight
I won't let you go. Come and stay
Hang on to my love. Take my chance and get it
I will promise you: your dreams come true
This is what I do. Here's the chance
There goes, there goes super miracle swinger
Anybody knows this catches the finger
And fish ______________ when it drums
You make me ooh when it shake and runs
Like ooh, I just can't handle it
You're the girl that I have to scandal with
I wanna hold you, mold you, fold you, bend you
Anything girl, you're deep on the menu
Monday, November 08, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/08/2004 11:24:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Angel Of Darkness=
Alex C Feat Yasmin - Angel Of Darkness
Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
The world is in your hand
But i will fight until the end
Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
Don't follow your commend
But i will fight and i will stand
When darkness falls
Pain is all
We enjoy the darkness
We've night But i will fight
The love is lost
You see the light
A famme is stronger of the light
The dreams are gone,
the night has come
The darkness is our new kingdom
Heyeyeee
Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
The world is in your hand
But i will fight until the end
The night goes on
Into the night
Time will pray down on your knews
You can't hide for me
He turn the light
Until we lost
But i will fight
Now realized
The stars they die
Darkness has fallin'paradies
We will be strong
And we will fight
Against the creatures of the night
Angel of darkness
Angel of darkness
The world is in your hand
But i will fight until the end
Heyeyeee
-------------------------------------------------------------
Good luck jiemeis, gd luck everyone for tomorrows paper. Lets pray for clarity of mind and that we will be calm while sitting for the paper. God give us strength for us to last the 3hours tomorrow and that we will do the maths paper1 to the best of our ability. =)
Saturday, November 06, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/06/2004 10:52:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=I can't sleep=
Slept at 2 last night. Fuck, why can't I sleep early?
Spent a large amount of time online searching for vale tudo techniques. I think the server has problem, I can't seem to go back to the previous page.
Anyway, I have to try and sleep early if not I will not have energy to study. Haiz
Listening to Crazy in love by beyonce, reminds me of maia.
And oh yeah, leanndra is out. Don't really like her. If only maia was still in the competition.
Friday, November 05, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/05/2004 07:47:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=I Leave The World Today=
Baracuda - I Leave The World Today
The winters told me everything
but I am on my way
I don't need no more diamond rings
I leave the world today
But you can tell a thousands lies
to think that I would stay
'cos I am not a fool for you
I leave the world today
Refrain:
and I, I leave the world
I leave the world today
'cos I, I leave the world
I leave the world today
and I, I leave the world
I leave the world today
'cos I, I leave the world
I leave the world today
The morning comes and I have left
'cos I am on my way
I don't belive in words like that
I leave the world today
No matter how you try to be
no matter what you say
but I am not a fool for you
I leave the world today
Refrain
Thursday, November 04, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/04/2004 04:45:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Gp...well done or badly done?=
Ahh, I don't know if I did well or not. but something tells me I didn't do as well as I expected myself to do.
Essay was quite dis organised and AQ too. Was writing AQ half way then I realised I have to quote from the text. Ahh fuck it. Who cares, I will just have to retake. I will keep trying, fail once ? fail twice? doesn't matter, just keep trying. I will pick myself up again.
Mock me, insult me, call me stupid, call me a loser, I don't care. I only answer to god, no one else. He will tell me whether I done well or not. No one can judge me.
I will find the answer one day.....Trust me I will.
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/03/2004 09:21:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=BimBo=
Sheryl jiemei really made me laugh today man with her msg.Its so funny that I really had to blog about it.
Haha Yeah we will show everyone that we are not just bimbos. Haha
Seriously you are the bimbo man. haha
And Jolin's the bimbo with brains. Haha =p
Good luck jiemeis and everyone taking their A's tomorrow.
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/03/2004 03:54:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=Slient All These Years=
It seems like we are trading slient messages. Messages with a deep meaning behind it. I don't know what but I feel it.
Its been raining pussies and doggies almost everyday. I love the rain, I feel so cosy and comfy when I'm at home and its pouring outside. I just want to cover my whole body with the blanket and just forget all my problems.
A's are starting, in fact its tomorrow. Time to up your standard of english baby Ashley.
I just want to be a little boy again.
Sigh I so worried for the coming A's, I don't show it, but deep inside I know I am. I want to do well.
Why worry so much? All i have to do is to write a letter, or tell the teacher that I don't want to sit for the A level examination and I will immediately be set free from the fear. I don't have to worry about not doing well in the examinations and can go on to do other things in life like serving god.
But somehow I don't want to. I cannot just give up like that, it is not me. I have to give my best shot, only then will I know if I can do it. Its a pity just to give up like that.
Come on Baby Ashley, You can do it!
How can anyone achieve success without going through countless failures?
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/03/2004 10:11:00 AM |
| | | | | |
=Never Enough=
Will always remember when I first listened to this song. Was sent to me by zhongying gf. Sigh, I still remember the situation I was in when she sent this song to me. Listening to this song brings back great memories.
Must you do that ? Why did you cut me off?
Industries Of Lust - Never Enough
Be it your lover
Is always been
I can't get enough
of your attention
to passion I'm leaving behind
I never be blind
To the stars in the sky now
I'm doing without
Monday, November 01, 2004
| | | | |
| :: Ashley | | 11/01/2004 11:57:00 PM |
| | | | | |
=The Spirit Of Yesterday=
Thanks for coming and studying with me =)
Was studying at KAP while listening to WKRZ91.3. 1 person requested the song spirit of yesterday and another anthem4. These 2 techno songs really mean alot to me. Somehow the song spirit of yesterday have such a deep meaning to me. Every word it, the whole song seem so beautiful.
Then theres anthem4 by floorfilla. The first techno song that I heard, thanks to my jie for influencing me to techno and trance. Don't know if it is bad but yeah thanks jie *hugz* hahaha =) Hope to see you when you come back to sg ya =)
Having a headache now, did not sleep well last night. Good night everyone. 3days to the start of A's. Good luck to me.
|
|
|
What I Know About Myself
