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Saturday, September 30, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 9/30/2006 01:27:00 PM |
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=That's The End=
I had a bad dream. I dreamt of my mum jumping down from the 10th floor. It was so scary.
I was crying when I woke up.
She has been very encouraging since yesterday after hearing about what happen. I guess all I can do now is leave it to god.
I'm afraid of going to DB. I just want the investigation to be over so I can serve my punishment. Sigh. Its very very scary.
Suicide has come across my mind. But I keep telling myself not to take the easy way out.
Please god. Please help me.
Friday, September 29, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 9/29/2006 10:55:00 PM |
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=I'm In Depression=
Didn't Your mummy told you not to play with fire.
Haiz. What a fucked up week. The thinner can caught fire in the toliet on monday night. Fucked up.
I could still remember the feeling when the cigarette slipped out from my fingers. Almost immediately the fire travelled up the can. I knew that was it.
Suddenly I woke up. I realised what has happened.I was in shocked. I tried to extinguish it but I couldn't. There wasn't any fire extinguisher. I just kept pouring water on it. Everything happened so fast. Soon the toilet became dark.
It was scary. So scary.
I'm so dead.
Burned Ventilator, ceiling board, blacken walls, cubicles wall burned. What more can I ask for?
I don't want to go through it again. I'm going crazy just by thinking of it.
Suddenly SOL seems to be the best way out.
Sigh. I've let everyone down in camp.
I'm definately in depression now.
Friday, September 15, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 9/15/2006 10:52:00 PM |
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=No Title=
Next week is a gona be a damn happening week.
Sigh. I want all these to be over soon please.
Outfield..I hope I will be able to bathe.
Why am I so unlucky to be in an operational unit???? Why!?!?
Money isn't everythig.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 9/13/2006 12:05:00 AM |
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=Hk And Macau=
Back from HongKong.
Guess who I saw while I was walking along the street of tsim sha shui in Hk. Mr Joseph Wong!!
Its so ironic cause I haven't seen him for so long and I ended up meeting him in HK of all places! Such
co-incidence.
I'm quite tired of blogging already. Its like army so tiring and everytime when I'm back I feel the need to blog. I love memories and my blog is the place where I can keep all my memories in writing.
Outfield on thursday. We'll see how it goes.
Hk was ok, quite boring and tiring. Kept walking around. My mum and sis are crazy shoppers. Remind me never to go shopping with them again.
Bought alot of T-shirt from HK though. But I fucking spent an insane amount of money on clothes there. People who knows me very well will know I hardly like to spend money on clothes. Haha
Owe my mum 200 bucks though. Its painful parting with the large amount of money. Haha
With that being said...Macau casino is awesome! Went there to gamble abit. Of course I lost $$ But doesn't matter, the experience was great.
I realise someting though....all the gamblers at the table all have this black and sad look on their faces.
Haha.
Anyway. Taiwan Girls are hotter.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 9/03/2006 07:45:00 AM |
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=Left=
Leaving for HK in awhile. Rushing to meet the timing. Haha
We have yet to have our breakfast. Flight is at 10.15.
I'm so damn excited cause it has been a long while since the 3 of us went on a holiday together. Or rather, we have yet to go on a holiday together.
Now the only problem is.........
How am I gona buy duty free ciggis without my mum finding out. Haha
Whole body's aching from MMA and muay Thai yesterday.
I'm jealous really jealous. I want to fight in november too.
See you guys in a week :)
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