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Saturday, July 28, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/28/2007 03:32:00 PM |
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=Alone=
Loneliness is a real emotion, so it has both positive and negative aspects.
Negative
a) The negative aspects - emptiness, tears, self-pity, separation, insomnia, fear and panic - are familiar to all of us; and
b) The fear of loneliness has additional negatives manipulative behavior, loss of intimacy and commitment, despair, feelings of guilt and /or being victimized, not trusting oneself, being enslaved by a fragile ego and withdrawal from living a full and complete existence.
Positive
a) Because we are so carefully taught to fear loneliness, few people know how to experience the positive aspects of these sudden shifts in expectation, which are also real and of value;
b) These feelings help us to identify what is important to us as individuals, and to gain self-confidence in our own capabilities; and
c) They act as guideposts, showing us where we need to look, explore and grow.
-thisisawar.com
Was reading this from thisiswar.com. Whenever I'm sad I would just visit the website to gain inspiration or to make myself feel better.
So anyway I'm writing this entry for a special friend cause shes feeling really down la. Haiz Don't think so much k. Sometimes you just have to keep yourself occupied and time will pass really fast.
Hope this small little article will help cheer you up k or make you better.
I know I keep saying it over and over again but you have to learn that you cannot always depend on others. Don't worry you will get through this phase, we will both get through this phase together :)
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| :: Ashley | | 7/28/2007 01:40:00 AM |
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=I Miss You Still=
I didn't want it to happen but it did.
I miss you so much still.
I'm sorry.
You always compare yourself with everyone else but the fact of the matter is that I care for you and love you so much that there can be no comparison. The more you compare the more you will find youself losing out to others because you only focus on the negative side of things.
You have forgotten about the things we did together or the times spent. All you think about are the times I left in a hurry. Thats why we are always so unhappy.
I always hope I'm able to take away all your suffering even though it means me suffering double.
It's all worth it if it is for you.
Friday, July 27, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/27/2007 06:41:00 PM |
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=Random=
I told myself I won't miss you.
Some how it just happen.
It's just me.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/26/2007 12:32:00 PM |
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=Knocked Out=
What an awesome day man! Met Lindy and Qingyao in the afternoon for lunch. Just like old times. Just the 3 of us. Hahha Fucking fun la! We went to the Caifan place at Holland V but really the curry cannot make it. It was fucking blend. Damn disappointed but nonetheless the meat was great! Hahah After eating we sent Lindy back to work and as usual, we went back to indochine! Fucked up! Hahah Had half a pint each. It was so tiny!! Can’t believe we would actually be drinking 1/2 pint at indochine. Hhahaha
Anyway, Qy had to rush off for his coaching so I was left alone. Thus I went over to borders to use the toilet and check out some magazine. Hhaha for some unknown reason I decided to give Fiona a call and guess what she was at borders too! Hahaha Immediately I went over to starbucks to meet her. Had a little chat with Fiona and Beng. Haha
Sigh we are all growing old way too fast.
Took a train with Fiona to city hall cause I had to go for training already. In fact I was kinda late. Yest was like extra training. We went to the gym at about 5.30 and started training till about 7.30. It was fucking fucking tiring! But it felt really good after that. Hahha I thought I was going to die during training. Hahha Anyway we sparred abit. Did like 5 6 rounds of muay thai and after gan left me and Juan did MMA! Hhaha My favorite! I was never the stand up fighter. Hahah Was looking at the pictures and I must say I really love my sprawl fight shorts!!!! Hahhaha Me And Juan Us After Our Exhuasting Pad Work Gan's Kicks Are Fucking Hard! Haha Juan's High Kick! Gan And Me Thigh Kick That Was Defended Gan And Me Again Life Of A Fighter Haha
Anyway so a first for me happened. Juan and me was on the ground fighting when we heard the timer went off. Thinking the round has ended we stood up but fuck it was from the other timer and we had 1 min left. Hhaha So we restarted the round standing up.
Sprawl!! Me Defending The Takedown Me Getting Mounted And Pounded Pounding While In Juan's Guard 
Then I decided to go for a shoot and switch to a body lock to set up a judo throw. However just as I was going for the shoot, Juan’s knee came up and it drove right throw my ribs. I was unable to continue after that, even he knew I was knocked out. It was a double impact and the impact was so great it sent me to the floor moaning in pain. For a brief 5-10s I had difficulty trying to breathe. Haha and so this was the first time I got knocked out. Unbelievable la. I was always thinking if anyone of us would get knocked out while sparring and it happened to me. Hahah wtf!
However, after I recovered we still hug and high 5 and all. Haha He caught me with the knee and it was good. It was really a good knee. My mistake was I didn’t put my hands out to block the knee while going for the shoot and I paid dearly for it. Haha Juan we got to do this real soon again man! Fucking good training and I have to lose weight too! Hahhaha Juan is definately one of the closest friend I have in the gym. I love training with him. Hahha
Left the gym at about 7.30. Didn’t join the muay thai class cause I was still very much exhausted from yesterday mma session I had with Daniel. Haha I still hurting on the inside. I might even not go for grappling today. Hahha
Me And Juan The gym has always been an escape for me from the world. Whenever I'm angry sad pissed off etc I would come for training. Yesterday Juan wasn't particularly in a good mood. I wasn't that happy too so while punching and kicking the pads it felt so damn good. When I got hit, it didn't particularly feel good but it helped me to forget everything thats happening! I feel damn refreshed! I feel energized again!
Went to find charles at Brewekz. He was having some dinner thingy with his OG! Hahhaha They were like damn happy to take pictures with him la. I told you already, the girls like you la charles! Really! Hahha We headed straight for Holland in a cab. Went for dinner at the nearby coffee shop and went to indochine for a couple of beers with Qy! Hahha Qy as usual was already quite high. After our usual beer we went to wala to support Ngak and company! Hhaa Syed and clement and of course rene too! Hahha
Us At Indochine! Gaying As Usual! Sweat drip down my balls Hahaha  While on the cab to Holland I realized I forgotten to call lindy la! We were suppose to meet after my training! Fuck I felt so bad!!!! She was at city hall waiting for me la. Well with her friends but still I felt so bad. It was great that in the end she came down! Hhaha As usual she tried to throw her tantrum but that couldn’t last long. Hhahaha so anyway we just had a couple of drinks over at wala went down during the break to talk to them. Haha Ngak was damn nice la. We dedicated a song to rehan and after reading the dedication he said,'' tell rehan I love him.'' Haha Heard that rehan! Ngak even dedicated the last song to us saying like for this group of friends who are always so supportive! Hhaha Wah we were like damn happy la. Hhahaha As we were leaving Syed was damn funny la. He told Charles,''eh, next time you better don't bring such a hot girl her la. After the 1st set break I couldn’t concentrate already!!'' hahaha What the fuck! They are a funny bunch of people man. Hahha Sunil was damn nice la. After wala he offered to send me back. Fuck man. And its not like he stay in town or something, he stays at changi and yet he was willing to send me back. I was really touched la but paiseh at the same time. I’m really glad to have friends like the brothers who were always there for me.
I'm really blessed with such great friends man.
Us With Timmy! 
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/24/2007 10:59:00 PM |
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=Better Than Me=
Mma today was fucking awesome.
Did some mma sparring with Big dan. Hhaha Fucking fun la. Too bad the usual people were not there if not it would be awesome to do full contact mma. Hhaha
But then again, Big dan was fucking good la. Ok too lazy to go into details but in the end he managed to trapped my arm while escaping from my armbar attempt and pounded me. Hhaha
Was talking to Mother Ashley this afternoon. Its seems like all of us take the gym as a place to escape from everything. Was talking to ronald the other day about some stuff, we all have our problems but yet when we are there, we are so happy. For that 2 3 hrs or so, everything seem to disappear. We have no worries, no concern nothing.
We don't give a fuck what others are doing outside, all we know is our friends are in the gym, we are training hard and sweating it out. We get hurt but we love it. Hhahaha We hug while we are perspiring, we give a high 5 after the round is over, we talk cock, talk about our problems, laugh it off and continue to train again. Hahhaha
Now you know why I love this sport and the people in the gym :)
I told myself I won't miss you!
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence taste
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
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| :: Ashley | | 7/24/2007 01:00:00 PM |
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=Walk Away=
"Throw me in the shallow end and I won't call
Thinking why I ever had to fall
Everytime we talk we seem to always make each other hurt
I just seem to run out of words"
As I was rushing to the toliet, the lyrics of shirlyn's "walk away" caught my attention. Somehow even though I'm always listening to her album. I didn't caught that part of her lyrics.
How apt it would be that suddenly I caught onto the lyrics of this song. Haha
Also, Finally I understood what does New Found Jealousy means.
I guess songs are meant to be from the heart.
There's always a deeper meaning to every song. Its just whether you feel it or not.
I hope you know why I'm walking away.
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| :: Ashley | | 7/24/2007 12:28:00 AM |
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=Fighting=
" Maybe if you lose weight your picture will be up there!"
Those words made me so fucking happy la!!! I was looking at all the winners tournaments in the gym and was making a comment to darren. I said," Wah, Brenden won alot of tournament in Aust man!" Then he told me that. Hhahahahaha Fucking made my day la.
You guys don't know how bad I want to be in the fight team. I always knew it was my weight, but this comfirms it. Hhaha
Its like you know you can fight with the best but yet you aren't with the best. Pardon the arrogance but yeah thats really how I feel.
I have to train harder.
Monday, July 23, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/23/2007 11:29:00 AM |
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=Happy People=
Grace was showing me her MAC and it got me so fucking excited!!! It has an in built webcam and you can take pictures plus all the effects!!!!!! Its fucking fun la!! Hahha
We took these pictures in church. Awesome la! I'm now deciding if I should get a mac cause its so fucking cool! However I'm not sure if it can support my engine applications and definately most games will not work on a mac plus I heard from Mich that the msn kinda like the old version. Sigh Furthermore I'm staying in hall so I don't have my desktop to support my needs.
Argh!!!
Decisions! Choices!
But being the photo whore I am, I might just take the mac. I will see how. Cause I'm going to look at the webcam first, who knows they might have the application to do those stuff so its the same!!! Or I might get a notebook with an inbuilt camera! Hahhaa
Happy Us! The closest people to me in church! :)
Thats us! Hahah So cool Right!
Thermal!
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| :: Ashley | | 7/23/2007 07:31:00 AM |
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=Thrill Me Please?=
Sometimes you focus all your attention on new things or new people thats happening around you that you fail to realise that it is the people that you were so close with in past that has always been standing there, in one corner, waiting for you come back to them. They hold this hope that 1 day you will realise they really love you and want to be there for you.
Only when shit happens then you realised that they are the ones that really love you and they would never ever trade anything else for the relationship that the both of you once had. They are true to you, will always be there holding your hands to go through tough times together.
But sometimes when you realise your mistake its too late, because the past has already forgiven up all hope that you will come back, or has been so hurt by you that he/she does not want anything to do with you anymore.
Humans always want something they cannot have. The moment they know they got you trapped, they move on to seek more thrill.
Leaving you completely distraughted.
So what am I doing up so early at 8am? Well I'm trying to make the change. The past week or so I couldn't sleep early nor wake up early....hmmmm I wonder whose fault is it!? Haha Well it was my choice anyway. No one can be blame.
Then again, it feels very weird to sleep and wake up so early. It feels even weirder not talking to you on the phone till the wee hours. We grew so much closer this holiday. Laughing and Smiling at each other jokes and stupidity. Scolding and telling each other to go away when we don't even mean it at all. Hahahaha
The funny thing is sometimes you make me feel so jealous and I have no idea why. Perhaps its just me being sensitive.
No more late nights for me, no more hardcore drinking for me. Just gona do normal stuff. I guess its time that I do something more worthwhile rather than just slacking at home like a bum.
Ahh yes! The start of a new day and a new week!!!
Good morning everybody!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/22/2007 09:46:00 AM |
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=Mambo 18.07.07=
It was Lilin's last mambo night before leaving for Australia and it was damn fun la! We were all happy drunk, not the drunkard type of drunk. Hhahaha All of us had so much fun there. So it was pre-zouk at my house first Me and Qingyao finished up half a bottle of Chivas 18 man....on the rocks! Hahha I fucking love drinking on the rocks now.No hang over, and you don't get drunk that fast. Hahahha
We were laughing and screaming and drinking at my house, and for some unknown reason Lindy suddenly kept talking to my mum. Hhaah Even though it was after our smoking break and we were all running back to my room. Haha Initially Lilin was suppose to come to my house to drink however her dinner ended really late so we decided to meet at zouk straight and I brought a small bottle of vodka pear for her. Hahah I totally forgotten she doesn't drink neat at all so we head over to the coffee shop to buy a can of sprite and I must say the Vodka pear tasted really nice! Hahha
Something really embarrressing happened man. I needed to use the toliet urgently so when the cab stopped I immediately ran to the toliet at nearby hotel. Then I met charles in the toliet and told him I needed to rush to zouk to get my stamp cause citibank card holder gets in for free. So anyway as I was running to zouk, suddenly thoughts about falling came to me and before I knew it, my right leg struck the curb and I fell down! So embarressing! Everyone was looking. Hhahaa I immediately got up and headed straight to velvet. Haha At first I didn't see the Citibank booth and I was like shit gona pay already but Then Qingyao told me Citibank could still enter. Hahhaa So I went to ask them and true enough I got in! Yeah!
ACJC
Us At Velvet
My Brother My Roomate
Vanessa And Charles :) Li And Me :) We had our usual litle gathering outside zouk so after everyone was ready we headed straight for velvet! Haha Velvet kinda like our new hang out place and as usual we began taking loads of photos and shit. Started talking cock cause most of us were abt high. Hhaha Then Fatty came and got us a table and I don't know why but suddenly it seems to me the beer was flowing endlessly. Hahha While at velvet I realised one of my men was working there! Haha Damn funny la I was asking Shijun how could he work and serve at the same time and I realised he was excused! What The fuck man!!! And oh I spilled 2 glasses of beer. Fucked up. Hahhaha
Hahah Anyway after having a few drinks we went to the smoking point. I must say the air feels fresher since the ban and at velvet we didn't felt it was a hassle to go out and smoke. Hahah Awesome man. The only thing was we kept going in and out non stop. Hhahaha But the smoking point was good. Its looked very nice! Haha Talked to the bouncer there for awhile there and realised they were only paid 7 bucks an hour man.
Me Spilling The Beer
Smoking Point!
Us At The Smoking Point
Lindy Pouring The Beer! Hhaaha Me And Qingyao
As usual we stayed at velvet for quite sometime till everyone was high enough before heading straight for mambo and dancing the night away there! Hahha Fucking shiok! I just love mambo! Hahaha But something fucked up happen la. I didn't even know it happened till the next day when she told me. Fucker Whoever you are better not let me catch you doing it again. So we danced at mambo for quite awhile before heading back to velvet! Haha When we got back we realised our table has been taken up . Haha So we went to another table to drink again! This time I ordered another jug of beer and we started to drink. Just then I had no idea why I think Lilin accidentally knocked a glass of beer down and it got to her legs. Hhaaha and we we were helping her clean. Just as we were taking the tissue out from the glass I don't know why but the tissue caught fire! Fuck man! I immediately extinguish it in time. Hhaha Fucked up!
Lindy Lilin Me At Velvet Happy High!
We were all so very happy. Just when we thought everything has ended, Maxi and the sailors came along and said they are going to open 1 bottle of chivas! Wtf! Haha But thankfully they didn't if not I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to get out of velvet alive. Hhahaa Just when they told the waiter they wanted to open, the lights came on. I was immediately filled with disappointment as to why the night ended so early! Hahah
Vanessa And Charles At The Smoking Point
We headed to phuture once velvet close and it was fucking fun la! Haven't danced for the longest time let alone step into phuture. For the past 2 3 weeks or so We were all either at velvet most of the time or at mambo, thats it. Hhaha I must say the music at Phuture was great. Didn't changed much. We were all pretty high but shagged out. We danced till the club closes. Hhaha It has been damn long since i stayed till the club close man. Hahaha and Mich Lee also couldn't stop saying the same thing. Hhahaa
At Phuture!
I had no idea why but suddenly we decided to hang around outside zouk for awhile. The girls were feeling quite tired so they sat down but not long after they sat down, this ang moh guy came over. He wanted to get to know van! He was just damn disgusting la. After awhile we just walked away and headed for prata at thompson. Hhaha Fuck man. It has been ages since I last went for supper! Usually I would just take the cab home and thats it! End of the night! Hahha At first it was prata at causarina however it was close so we had supper at the barchormee. I thought it was only me feeling damn high cause I saw the rest happily eating quite normally. Hhaha It was only the next day then I found out actually all of us were equally high and we were just eating..kinda like going through the motion. Hhahahaha
After supper, we separated into 2 cabs and the guys headed over to my house to bunk for the night and 2 nights for charles. Hhaha Cause they told their mum they were going for business camp. hahah So ya we stayed together for the night and it was fucking fun la! Hhaah Shared the bed with charles for the night.
Awesome night man. However we woke up to a rude shock. Lindy's mum had tried to contact Qingyao but his phone was off only when Qingyao called back then he realised Lindy had fainted on her way to work. OH My God! We were in shocked la. We woke up immediately and Qingyao drove down to SGH to visit her. Haha I told Lilin and she rushed down too. Hhahaha But in the end all was well. Lindy you ahh...full of drama man. Hhahaha
What a mambo night. So it's all over in a flash. Can't believe it still. I will miss you guys.
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| :: Ashley | | 7/22/2007 01:20:00 AM |
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=Left=
Yet another have left us.
Sigh.
Its sad Lilin had to leave for Australia so soon. Nvm Lilin, Rehan and Eunice please hurry up come back then we can party hard in Dec! Hahha :)
Saturday, July 21, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/21/2007 01:39:00 PM |
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=Memories=
3 years worth of memories are hard to forget.
You know that.
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...
my mind...
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| :: Ashley | | 7/21/2007 09:25:00 AM |
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=HDG Night=
Everything was initially a mess. Everyone thought Lilin was suppose to drive and after that we can send the car back to her house and head down to holland. However Lindy decided to drive instead not knowing that Lilin was suppose to drive. Hahha Oh well. But everything was alright. Head down to Lilin's house to slack after training and waited for the ever bickering couple to arrive.
We Went to the Barchormee at Bedok. Well I must say it isn't that fantastic but the soup was good! Haha And the oyster too! Hahah Headed down to indochine to drink of course! haha It wasnt that much but somehow I didnt have the mood. Its not I'm emo or anything but I just couldn't find anything to talk about. Even when everyone was laughing I just couldn't laugh. Weird. Wasn't my usual self. Lilin knew something was wrong. Haiz
We were making so much noise. Wait I mean they were makign so much noise. Sigh I wished I could have contribued more to the noise but I just couldn't. Haha Fucked up. I think I'm going stop drinking for awhile. I hate to be a different person when I'm high and I also don't like it when a person act differently when he/she is high and only to return to their normal self when they sober up. Aiya I'm just talking cock. Hhaha
Anyway this season 2 was good. We became really close. Somehow I feel I can tell you things Maybe cause you can really relate to the whole situation. I'm happy now I guess.
So lilin is leaving. Yet another HDG member is going to/left for australia to join the 2 already there. Hhaha Take care over in Aust ya. Don't party too much! And don't be like Rehan go over there only forget about us cause he is too busy enjoying himself. Hahhahaaha Kidding la brother.
Monday, July 16, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/16/2007 09:39:00 AM |
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=Mr Writer=
Mr Writer
Are you so lonely
you don't even know me
but you'd like to stone me
Mr writer why dont you tell it like it is
why don't you tell it like it really is
before you go on home
In the beginning of the year I used to listen to this song whenever I'm at home or am going to work. Somehow this song brings back memories of the past, and I mean way way back kind of past. It brought me back to my secondary school days.
Sigh.
I hate this feeling. This nostalgic feeling. Its weird. I never thought I would feel this way again but it seems I'm transported back to the past.
Ok I'm just rattering nonsense now. I really do not know how to explain the way I'm feeling now. Ahhh Fucked up la.
I miss you very much but I don't want to tell you.
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| :: Ashley | | 7/16/2007 09:13:00 AM |
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=Sleeping=
First time in the longest time I woke up damn early.
I don't know why. Usually I will sleep extremely late and wake up late too. But yesterday I managed to sleep at 2 and so I'm up now!
Its good my body is reverting back to my normal self.Haha Actually I don't like it cause yesterday felt so damn bloody weird. Ahh I'm just talking bloody nonsense.
Was quite down. Kept thinking of you.
Bye
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/11/2007 12:04:00 PM |
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=Mambo Night=
What a rocking mambo night! Haha It was crazy! At first everything was so messy. Qingyao didn’t want to go cause he wasn’t feeling well. Lindy had work the next day. In the end the night was simply amazing! It was crazy until the end when I was really quite drunk. It wasn’t as bad as the butter night but bad enough.
We started off drinking at Eunice’s house and Lilin was late! Haha So we had to start without her first. At the end of the night saw all of us really high. When Lilin came we asked her to just quickly drink. Haha Me and Qingyao finished half a bottle of martel on the rocks plus I had a shot of vodka with lemonade chaser. Haha Fucking awesome man. By then I was already quite high.
At about 10.30 we hurried made our way to Zouk. Surprisingly it wasn’t that pack man. We immediately went to Velvet to drink. Hhaa And so it started, from half a pint each to 1 jug. Haha very soon we were caught in our own world shouting and drinking like there was no tomorrow. It was kinda embarrassing at first cause Velvet like a chilled out place but we were making so much noise. Hahaha But we were all too high to give a damn about what others thought about us. Soon I was talking cock already, saying anything that came to my mind. Haha.
I even asked my sister to velvet so I could treat her. Hahaha Damn funny la. We were at Velvet the entire time man. They said we were there till 12.30 before heading over to mambo for mambo! Haha The moment I stepped out of velvet, it was game over. I had no idea why the alcohol just hit me. So I was just dancing blindly at mambo with the rest of them. At about 1.45 Lindy had to go cause she has work the next day so we just left. Haha It was damn early ! But I really had to go cause I was in no condition to continue clubbing. Hahha
In the end I shared a cab back with Lilin. Funny thing on the way back was msging people funny stuff and calling people too. I didn’t even know la! It was only the next day then when I checked my phone I realized I called so many people! So embarrassing! Hahah I’m never going to get so drunk ever again. Its fucked up!
But then again, in Lindy’s word..it was a rocking night! Hhaha Qingyao even made a catch phrase…Not just some of it but all of it! Hhahaa
Eunice just flew back today. Please remember us even though you are in Australia! Haha We are having another rocking one in dec! Hahaha
Till season3! Haha Co-incidentally Season 3 coming out in September. Hahaha I love drinking!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/08/2007 10:10:00 PM |
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=Bouncing=
I did my first bouncing job at play yesterday. It was shag man. Really shag. And embarressing too! Hhahaha Fucked up. Tripped over the barricade the moment I got there cause stupid me decided to step over it. Oh well.
Haha Though it was a gay pub I was quite ok with it. Just make sure they don't touch me man. I had enough experience with gays. Hhaha Anyway Qingyao Lindy And eunice came down to see me. Or rather we went to play together. After which Lilin came!! Haha Since it was free entry, they decide to go in to take a look at the club. Hhaa
However they only stayed for awhile before The girls went to ooosh and don't know where that qingyao went to. Hahaha Happening la. Was kinda jealous seeing them enjoying themselves and talking among themselves. I really wanted to join them but haiz work is work.
Now I'm considering if I should take up the bouncing job as the timing is very flexible. But if I do take up I want to work at butter man. Hhaah I prefer the environment over there.
Its going to be a tough decision cause my mum is damn pissed off I went to bounce. If Juan is bouncing then most probably I will too. Hhaha Its good to be working with friends. Or rather I prefer.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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| :: Ashley | | 7/04/2007 01:42:00 AM |
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=Rehan Is Leaving On A Jet Plane=
Rehan has left.
Life will just be abit different for me and charles. Wait. Wrong. Its going to be a whole lot different.
I'm already missing you brother.
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you will wait for me
Hold me like you enver let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jetplane.
Don't know when I will be back again
Haha this is really our song la. I remembered Syed singing this for us. Hhaha How apt it would be that at timber he would choose to sing this song for Sunil and you were leaving us on Sunday.
Have fun in Australia brother.
We are all missing you already.
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What I Know About Myself
