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Sunday, December 31, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/31/2006 12:35:00 AM |
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=Young But Old=
I feel young again. But yet I know I'm Old
I just want to grow old with you :)
Saturday, December 30, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/30/2006 12:20:00 AM |
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=Kids Growing Up :)=
You see kids running around and you began to realise how great their lives are. They need not worry about anything, just follow instruction and listen to their daddy or mummy. They can wear anything they want and no one will say anything about their dress sense. They can say the dumbest things and people will find them cute and just laugh it off.
So pure and innocent.
Then theres the other phase of life. The phase of leaving your secondary school and entering jc like how some of my friends are going to experience soon. New environment. Changes. Loads of changes. Different teachers different ways of teaching. You gona leave everything you had in your secondary school behind. Your friends, teachers, the canteen, the freedom of changing any where, the way you behave...because now there will be GIRLS.....or for the girls ......GUYS!
No more farting in class, making dirty sexual references or jokes, we gona have to watch the way we sit...and the list goes on. However for most of us, we are very excited to be entering that phase of life because it seems that we are growing and becoming more matured.
Ah, the importance of the opposite sex. Suddenly becoming popular in school becomes the most important thing. Suddenly knowing that cute guy or girl becomes the only thing. Suddenly clubbing seems to be the thing to be seen doing. Being seen at the most happening parties, organising the coolest parties, going out with the prettiest girl or cutest guy.
Those were the days that were long gone for me.
Sigh. Sometimes I wished I had taken more pictures and got to know some people a little better.
I don't know why I'm saying all these, maybe because I was looking through my friend friendster profile and I saw the many pictures she had of her secondary school days and memories came running back to me. The fun I had in secondary school and the transition period from sec to jc. It was one hell of a journey that I will never ever forget. Unfortunately during my sec school days, digi cam wasn't the in thing yet and taking pictures were considered gay. But I still managed to take quite a few. The conventional way.
I'm sort of jealous that she will be going through jc life but somehow I'm also feeling so excited for her.
I feel young again!
The smiles shown on the pictures tells alot. Its so hard to describe it in words
I guess I'm getting abit too old for all these. Suddenly clubbing doesn't seem to excite me as it used to have. Suddenly new year and birthdays are just like any other ordinary day. Its sad to have lost all the thrill.....excitement...the eagerness to party and celebrate at any opportunity.
The only thrilling thing now is to have a quiet beer with friends reminiscing old times. I'm now more concern about my future then anything else. Suddenly you realise you're a guy and you are the one that has got to make sure your family will have food to eat.
Nothing else matters more than your love ones. Especially your wife and children.
You rather work your ass off then to make love. You're just too tired to do anything.
I'm scared to step into the future.
How are you going to spend your new year eve this year?
Ans: Millenia Towers 10th Floor, Answering phone calls
Its truly going to be different this year :)
Monday, December 25, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/25/2006 11:19:00 PM |
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=Happy birthday Jesus=
'sQuote of the day
"In this house, you either come back with an A or an F.
You have to be either the best of the best or the best of the worst. But never mediocre."
Inspiring.
Xmas went by as if it never came. Went to church then it was off to my place for lunch with my mum cause I kinda forgot her bday.
Opps. Thats me for you. I can never remember anyone's birthday.
At night it was dinner with Pris's mum sis and her sis's bf. It was pris' mum birthday so yup.
23/12 Saturday
Party at the gym. My god. First seeing all of these fighters getting drunk. Met some of the old timers and some who hardly came to the gym anymore cause they all had other committments. I guess its hard for S'pore to be good in sports cause we all treat jobs as our top priority. We're all suckers for money. Haha
Paul was abit high, juan too and a few others, we just talked too much cock man. haha
Awesome. Had loads of fun. It has been awhile since I drank so much. But yet it was just high, not drunk. Great feeling. Though we had to do abit of manual labour but it was all worth it.
Was telling juan we should all go drinking together one day.
Its funny how you see all these fighters get drunk laughing n talking cock when usually during training its very serious and everyone sweating it out with only a few jokes along the way. Haha
Truly refreshing
25/12
Went to uncle's house for lunch. Ate a bit too much. Haha
Anyway sis wanted to stay at friends house.
Hmm we seem to be switchin places.
I guess we will all grow up one day.
Good night Jesus. Happy Birthday :)
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/19/2006 11:09:00 PM |
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=Back Home=
I'm Back.
KL was awesome.Simply great!
Malaysia truly asia :)
I'm too tired to blog. Till next time.
I'm glad I'm back home.
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| :: Ashley | | 12/19/2006 11:05:00 PM |
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=KL With The Brothers=
KL was fucking awesome
Fagging in the hotel with air-con blasting. Eating 4 to 5 meals a day. All the nice tasty cheap food. The jokes the people there cracked with us. The countless no. of people we met. It was relaxing. it was fun. It was exciting. It was an eye opener.
But I'm tired.
To sum up the trip.
Fagging in the cold hotel room
Bak Gu teh
Clubbing
Drinking
Eating
Fucking awesome!
Friday, December 15, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/15/2006 10:39:00 PM |
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=Lost=
You train so hard. Then one day you spar with someone and you realise that you ain't that good after all. All your punches gets countered by another. You miss your punches, he side step you, your punches are like feathers to him. While his punches felt like a baseball bat hitting you.
You knew you couldn't beat him, but you felt that you could at least make him work for his punches and give him a run for his money. But it ain't happening.
You are lost. You are in his world. You want to take him down and close the distance. But you can't, its not mma. Its so fustrating.
I felt like that today. And I hate the feeling. No doubt he is much much better then me. But all this while I thought my stand up was improving, I guess not.
I gona have to train even harder now and not drop that fucking hands.
Ash...Why do you say and ask the dumbest things?
But my love for MMA still stands. Today, we didn't do much ground. We worked on our stand ups. And as I mention, I was like fish out of the water. Totally lost.
Sigh. I shall not complain anymore.
Good news is, i'm going KL this sunday! Yeah! I can't wait!
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/12/2006 08:16:00 PM |
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=Blinded By You=
Turn Left, Turn Right.
We walked pass each other.
Love is the strongest weapon.
Just 2 words from you changed my whole day.
I became tired. Very very tired.
In fact I fell ill. You were the one there for me when I was in trouble. I know it.
I want to be there for you too but yet you unknowingly pushed me away.
I tried to be the understanding one, but sometimes I really unable to take it.
You're the only one that can make me willingly not go for MMA.
Thats the power of love.
I still love you squid.
Enjoy your freedom now :)
So I have to walk this journey by myself,
which was expected right from the start.
It was only a matter of time,
and the time is now =)
Friday, December 08, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/08/2006 12:24:00 AM |
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=Mambo Again=
That day was our special day. Everything went right. 6th dec, mambo night was awesome. Saw so many people there. It was tim's birthday. Awesome! Great stuff. The nest was great though the only flaw was that it could only hold a limited no. of people.
I love you fatty.
Black and white. Just that will do.
The sudden ability to see the simplest thing complex.
I'm sorry. Its all a misunderstanding. We shouldn't have judged you. We been through so much and I could just let this 1 small matter get the better of us. I'm sorry we even thought of you like that.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
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| :: Ashley | | 12/03/2006 01:53:00 AM |
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=Absence=
Absence Makes The Heart Grows Fonder.
I miss you. She Hasn't reply me yet. Maybe she found herself a Thai bf already. Haha
MMA was great.
There is something missing from my life at this moment. Haha
That something is you :)
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